Chapter 4

Quinn's POV

I wake up with Santana in my arms. It feels heavenly. We fit perfectly together. Oh how I've missed her. I missed her scent, her soft skin. But the thing I miss the most are her lips. The worst part is that I don't know if I'll ever kiss her again. I should tell her everything, but I want her to be with me because she wants to, not because she has to. God, I miss my girlfriend so much. This sucks!

I remember the first time we kissed. We were both 13 and we were each other's first kiss. We were in her room, and I was crying in her arms because some kid from school tried to kiss me. I kicked him and ran to her house without even thinking about it. She was trying to comfort me, but I couldn't stop crying.

"Calm down, Q. When I see him I'm going to kick him so hard. He'll never try anything like that again." She told me while she was rubbing circles on my back. I calmed down a little.

"I just… I want to have my first kiss with someone special."

"I know. You'll find that someone, don't worry." She held me tight and then kissed my head. "Now, let's watch a movie, ok?"

"Yeah."

After spending the whole day with her I totally forgot about my incident. She has always known how to make me feel better. She was sitting cross-legged on her bed watching me gathering my things. When I turned to look at her I noticed she was looking at me in a weird way, but I didn't read too much into it. I was about to leave her room when she stood up and gently grabbed my arm. "Wait." She said.

She pulled me close to her and she kept looking at me. I couldn't help to smile. She cupped my face and then she kissed me. At first I didn't kissed her back because she caught me off guard, but then I felt how soft her lips were, and I started kissing her too. I circled my arms around her waist pulling her even closer, and hers moved to my neck. Even though there wasn't any tongue involved it felt awesome. Well, at least for me. We continued kissing for a couple of minutes until I heard Santana's doorbell, which meant that my mom was here to pick me up.

"What was that for?" I asked her curiously.

"Your first kiss should be with someone who loves you. And who loves you more than I do?"

"Nobody." I smiled.

"That's right." She winked.

That's when I started developing feelings for Santana, but I didn't realize they were love feelings until a couple of years later. By the time I realized I was in love with her she was dating Brittany, which totally broke my heart into a million pieces. But I was happy for them.

When I first realized I had feelings for her I tried to convince myself that it was wrong. I mean, that's what my father taught me since I was little. Homosexuality is a sin, he told me. But I didn't believe that. How can loving someone be a sin? I didn't see what was wrong with that.

I tried to ignore those feelings, but they always came back when Santana hugged me or touched me. I wanted to kiss her again so bad, and I did. When we were 15 we got invited to a party, and we were so excited. We had a great time. We both drank beer, and we were a little drunk when we got back to her house. When we got into her room I just couldn't take it anymore and I pinned her up against the wall and I kissed her. She kissed me back. She ran her tongue across my lips asking for entrance, and I slightly opened my mouth. The feeling of her tongue massaging mine was too much, I felt like I could die at any moment. I've had kissed a couple of guys but none of them was as a good a Santana. None of them made me feel the way Santana did. The next day we pretended that it never happened and we never talked about it again.

When I started dating Finn I was hoping I'd get over her, and for a while I did. But then I started to care more and more about my reputation over anything else, until that ruled my life. It made me do things that I deeply regret. One of those things was fighting with Santana. I realized that having a good reputation and being the top bitch at school meant nothing if you don't have any true friends, so I quit the Cheerios and I focused on glee, and in getting my best friend back.

I get snapped out of my thoughts when my phone starts to vibrate. I try to reach it without waking up Santana. I finally grab it and I read the screen '1 new text message from Rachel B.'

'Hey Quinn, I was wondering how's Santana doing.' – Rachel.

I takes me a while to reply her because it's kind of hard typing with my left hand.

'Hi, Rach. She's doing great. She liked the reunion idea.' – Quinn

'I'm glad. Wonderful! I'll set everything up. I already asked my dads' – Rachel

'Awesome. Let me now if you need help with anything. I'll let you know the day later.' – Quinn

'Ok, I'll be expecting your text. Goodbye, Quinn.' – Rachel

'Bye, Rach.' – Quinn

I carefully remove my arm from under Santana's body and I get up from bed. She moves a little but she doesn't wake up. I grab some clothes from her drawers and I walk to the bathroom to shower. When I get out of the bathroom she's still asleep. She looks so cute. I walk to the bed and I lean to whisper in her ear. "Rise and shine." She mumbles something and she covers her head with the covers. I climb into bed and I straddle her.

"Wake up, Sannie!" I say jumping up and down, still straddling her. I take the covers out of her head.

"Quinn! It's too early. Don't you know I'm convalescent?"

"It's 10 am! You're so dramatic. Come on, don't be lazy."

"Fine." She says, and suddenly she sits down and she does this weird move and now she's on top of me. "Did I caught you off guard, Quinnie?" She smirks.

"You win. Now go and take a shower." She looks at me curiously. "What's wrong?"

"Umm… This feels… familiar." I can tell she's trying to figure something out. "I guess it's because we used to play like this all the time, right?"

"Yeah…Right." I say trying not to sound sad. "Shower. Now" I smile.

"Yes, sir!" She gets up and walks to the bathroom.

While she takes her shower I go downstairs to ask her parents for permission to take her out. When I get to the kitchen I see Mrs. Lopez cooking breakfast.

"Good morning, Quinn."

"Good morning."

"Have a sit, breakfast is ready." Mrs. Lopez turns around with a plate in her hands. "I made pancakes."

"Thanks." I sit while she hands me the plate. "Mrs. Lopez, I was wondering if I could take Santana out for a while."

"Hmm… I don't know, Quinn. If she feels fine then you have my approval. But just for a couple of hours, ok?"

"Sure. Thanks."

"No problem, sweetie."

I'm eating my pancakes when I see Santana entering the kitchen.

"Good morning."

"Good morning. Sit down, I'll give a you a plate." She sits down next to me.

"Thanks."

"I have to go. I'll see you girls later." She kisses Santana forehead. "Don't do anything crazy, hija. Oh, and Quinn, please make sure she eats." And with that she's gone.

"Are you feeling good?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"Well, we are going on a little field trip. Are you up for it?"

"Yes! I miss being outside."She says excitedly.

"Ok then. Finish your breakfast first."

"Where are we going?"

"Hmm… you'll see."

AN: Sorry it took me so long to update, i had a little bit of writers block. Anyway, i hope you guys like this chapter. As always i apologize for any mistakes.