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As I got back to my hotel room I sat down on my bed than scrolled through my phone. The crew was sending pictures in the chat and I replied with simple words.
When finished I ran my hand through my hair and sighed. Today was eventful as Cartoonz, WildCat, Miniladd and I walked around PAX. We simply just looked around and bought a few items.
It was fun talking to them in person even if they didn't know who I was. I relieved that they managed to take the loneliness away but now that I was back at the hotel in a silent room by myself it was beginning to creep back in.
I checked the time seeing as it was pretty late since we stayed almost all day there leaving one hour before they closed to go get dinner.
I wondered if I should go out for another drink but then decided against it since I already drank two days in a row. Plus I still had a bad hangover for earlier this morning. The throbbing in my head didn't leave at all since.
Deciding I had enough I got back up to my feet then headed out. Entering the elevator I stood in the corner rubbing my temples.
Stopping at the first floor I exited the elevator and paced through the hallway and past the receptionist desk and out of the building.
Since the store I was going to wasn't far away I decided to save money by using a taxi and just walked.
It was cool outside with a light breeze which calmed down whatever nerves I had. The moon was bright and alluring as it shone throughout the night making the night walk perfectly.
Reaching the store I walked inside, it wasn't packed but had a few customers here and there. Finding the pharmacy area I searched around for ibuprofen and Asprin for my throbbing head.
Taking one of each I than headed towards the freezers to find some Gatorade. I debated on either the lemon-lime or glacier freeze.
Deciding on the second one I then walked towards the register which only had a few people in line.
Feeling a light tap on my shoulder I turned and jumped seeing Moo.
"Hey didn't expect to see you here too late at night," Moo said with a laugh. Honestly, I could say the same...
"Same to you, and I'm just here for a hangover. You?" I asked feeling nervous.
"A few of us went over to WildCats hotel to hang out a bit longer. Unfortunately, I was sent out to grab some grub for all of us." He said causing me to notice the number of snacks in his basket.
"They're a lively bunch aren't they?" I said as I moved up.
"Well, you should know considering you play with us all the time." He said with a smirk while I was confused.
"What do you mean?" I stammered.
"Don't play dumb with me Delirious I could tell it was you from the beginning," He said while I was panicking. Abort mission. Abort fucking mission!
"H-How could you tell?" I stuttered nervously my hands trembling.
"Well the reaction from Cartoonz at PAX, then your voice is just so similar. You're pretty close to Cartoonz too even though he suddenly just met you a PAX according to you too. Then the incident of last night only confirmed it." He explained. I had to give it to Moo he was the sharpest of them all. Right now I was debating on whether to stay or run and fuck the hangover.
"Honestly if it wasn't for those things that I wouldn't have guessed. You seem much quieter in real life." He continued. He must have seen me shaking and panicking cause he was quick to speak.
"Don't worry no one else knows! Only I must have figured it out." He reassured which managed to was my nerves by a little bit.
"So... Are you disappointed in me? Not living up to your guy's expectations?" I asked looking down nervously. Though a hand on my shoulder made me look up to see him smiling.
"No your better than what I expected. Sure your a little quieter than online but we all are. And your our friend who we care about none of us could be disappointed. And I'm speaking for us all." He said which caused me to smile.
"Thanks, Moo, but can you keep my identity a secret still? I don't think I can handle everyone else knowing Smith was actually me." I chuckled whole scratching the back of my neck.
"Of course, though you shouldn't be so afraid. There is nothing to be disappointed in. You're tall and good looking and you're easy to talk to. I'm sure if you warmed up to us you'd be like yourself like online." He replied.
"Thanks for the compliment. Maybe one day, I actually just came here to see you all in person secretly as a fan. Guess my acting wasn't too good. And you guys saw a disappointing side of me like last night." I said walked forward.
"You mean with the girl? Sure we were all surprised but we all found it funny that the day before yesterday you said you weren't a player but then we see that. Of course, Cartoonz explained though." He exclaimed.
"Yeah, not one of my best actions." I chuckled with a small smile. My nerves were calming down as I found it was easy to talk to Moo like this. He acted the same as ever. Online or offline.
"We all have our own problems. By the way, who were you rejected by, if you mind me asking?" He asked with a lifted brow. I wasn't sure if I wanted to tell him but I knew he wouldn't tell a soul even if I did. Since I knew he was a true friend.
"Vanoss, though he doesn't know. Silly right? Me falling in love with my best friend who's straight and taken. I'm such an idiot." I chuckled to myself as I watched the old lady in front of me put her items on the counter.
"It's not silly. Really it's no surprise. You and Evan are closer to each other than anyone else. Sadly yes he has a girlfriend. But I'm sure there is something between you two. After all, Evan is craziest when your around in the call." I smiled to myself hearing this, even if he was right it could just be because they were close and nothing more.
"He has Sydney, there is no room in the picture for me. I'm happy if he's happy." I replied feeling his gaze on me I looked down.
"You're a good friend you know that? Evan sure is lucky and so are the rest of us and me." His words were touching, I moved to the counter as it was my turn and sat my items down. Paying for it I grabbed the bag and waited for Moo.
When he was done he walked up to my side and we exited the building.
"Did you walk?" I asked questioningly.
"Yeah didn't want to have to waste money on a taxi when the store is closed." He answered. We chatted as we walked and we laughed then Moo suddenly brought something up which surprised me.
"Hey, you know all of us were going to stay in my friend beach house so we all could hang out together for maybe around a month or so.
We were all thinking of trying to invite delirious or you. You should come and finally meet everyone as Delirious and both Smith." Moo said with a smile.
"I... Don't know. What if they get mad cause I liked to them about me being Smith?" I asked nervously.
"I'm sure they won't even care. And we all would take no pictures of you if you want. But you'll finally be able to actually meet us. Of course, you don't have to if you don't want to. It's just an idea." He brought up.
"Where?" I asked. I wasn't sure if I was going to go but I had already planned meeting the crew a long time ago and this was my big chance. After all, they already saw me, now they just needed to know it was Delirious.
"Santa Cruz, It's a five bedroom four bathroom and two kitchens and it's right on the beach. Of course, there's more but if you come you'll see." Moo explained as I listened.
"Though a some of the others won't be going cause their busy we have enough people to share two people in each bedroom. I think four of the bedrooms have twin beds but one is a king sized bed." He also mentioned I nodding in reply.
"But it will be fun if you're in just text me about it and I'll get you set in. We plan on going next month on the first. It's a bit rushed but it's really the only time when people aren't busy." He finished.
"I'll... Think about it." I answered. I didn't want to make any rash decisions so soon yet.
"In no rush, you still have about three weeks to make your final decision." He reassured.
The rest of the walk was what we planned on doing tomorrow and when we got home. We laughed and joked but our walk soon came to an end as we reached the hotel.
Saying our goodbyes I exited the elevator and to my room. Opening the door I entered closing the door behind me with my foot. Sighing as I fell onto the bed I welcome the cold blankets.
As I was about to fall asleep I pushed myself up and off the bed and to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face.
When finished I exited the bathroom then took some ibuprofen while downing it with some Gatorade. Getting undressed down to my boxers my body felt hot and exhausted from today's events.
Since I was never really of a crowds person it took out a lot of energy on me. After all, I only came to see the crew and check out what PAX was all about. I knew when I would get back home I would be mentally exhausted.
Slipping under the sheets I snuggled into the cold sheets and yawned tiredly. It was long before I fell asleep while the throbbing in my head subsided.

I woke to the sound of loud knocking on my door which caused me to groaned in annoyance. Who the hell could it be so early in the morning I thought while checking my phone to see it was thirty-four after eight.
Getting up I ran my fingers through my short hair and sighed in annoyance.
"Who is it?" I asked walking towards my door. Hearing no answer I cracked up the door slowly only to sign in relief to see Moo outside smiling.
"The fuck are you here so early for?" I laughed opening the door all the way.
"Luke said he wanted to go get you for breakfast but I told him I'll go get you. It's the last day here so all of us are eating together and planning to walk around PAX together for a bit then go walk around Seattle for.a bit." He explained.
"All right sounds cool. Let me get dressed and stuff," I responded by stepping to the side to let him in. Walking past me he sat in a chair next to the bed.
"Do you work out?" He asked as I closed the door and walked in.
"Oh yeah, I like to stay fit. Though most of it is probably from swimming a lot or running." I explained looking for an outfit.
"Fits your image, since your tall and broad. What about your tattoos?" He said examining the form where he sat.
"The one on my right arm is a snake over a skull than the one on my left arm is a collage of several things I like."
Finding my orange and black Nike collar track jacket I slipped it on over a loose black t-shirt. I then slipped on some long black Nike socks than some black Nike track joggers than some simple black Nike sliders than a hat.
"You know I just noticed you like to wear a lot of Nike brand clothes." He pointed out as I grabbed my phone and wallet off the nightstand.
"Yeah, I like the band causes their clothing is comfortable," I claimed as I walked into the bathroom to wash my dance and brush my teeth.
When finished I exited the bathroom and Moo was standing up ready to go.
"Alright let's go then." I smiled as I followed him out. Closing my door I froze at the sudden familiar voice.
"It's just I thought we had a thing going, but next thing I know he's gone, Sierra." I heard Winter say in distress. I honestly felt guilty as I heard her voice.
"Look hon maybe he wasn't looking for a relationship and just wanted some company. Also, you were the one who made the first move so don't put all the blame on him." Her friend said. I stood next to Moo making sure to bend my hat down further to hide my face.
"Yeah, you're right..." Her sentence ran short. I felt Moo glance at her than me putting the puzzle pieces together.
"He was the sex good at least? I bet he had a good size comparing to how tall he was." Her friend Sierra asked questioningly as they got near the elevator and waited.
"It was... amazing. He would totally be your type, Sierra." She giggled, I couldn't help but smirk at the compliment as I and Moo stood near my door.
"Man too bad you got him to yourself. If I see him again I'm totally going to get some action. After all, Jason has been a total ass and his dick isn't even that big!" She groaned in annoyance.
My face was a bit flushed as their conversations went on and finally they entered the elevator and left causing me to let out a sigh of relief.
"So you're amazing at sex and have a big dick. You know that just ain't fair. You're blessed enough with your looks you know." Moo grumbled jokingly as he looked up at me with a smirk.
"What can I say? I'm blessed!" I said proudly as we headed towards the elevator.
"I thought you preferred men though." He mentioned.
"I do, they don't expect anything like women do. But I can still get off with a girl it just isn't as..." My sentence ran short trying to find the perfect word until Moo cut in as the elevator opened.
"Satisfying?" He asked with a grin. I snapped my fingers and laughed.
"Exactly!" I replied with a smile. "Thankfully today is my last day here so I won't run into them again and get caught by the other woman." The elevator was now going down to the first floor.
"You don't sound very enthusiastic." He said raising a brow.
"Cause I'm not. Last night was just from feeling lonely. Today I feel better I guess." I said as the doors opened and we exited.
"Say if Evan was single would you go for him?" Moo asked surprising me as I called for a taxi.
"I'm... Not sure?" I said with a small smile. "I'm sure he wants to have a family and kids of his own in the future. Which I can't give so I think I would just silently love him while watching him find someone who can provide that." His answer didn't come straight away as we entered the taxi and Moo gave him our direction.
"What if he falls in love with a man than?" Was his reply which I honestly didn't know how to answer. I was quiet as I thought.
"I would support him all the way. As long as he's happy then I'm fine with me not being by his side," I exclaimed.
"How long was it when you noticed your feelings for him?" I thought about this question for a bit. When did I find out I was in love with Evan?
"Probably a few years after we became friends. Though seeing him here made it even stronger." I looked away from his eyes and too the window to gaze outside.
It was quiet now and I thought it was the end of a discussion which brought relief to my shoulders until Moo decided to just decide to throw all simple questions out the fucking window.
"Have you ever imaged having sex with him?" He asked causing me to choke on my spit and start coughing. I looked over at him with surprised eyes.
"W-W hat the fuck! Why would y-you ask that out of nowhere?" I stammered while coughing while he was laughing.
"Man look at your face red as a cherry! Unfortunately, that doesn't answer my question." He said with raised brows.
"I-I no well... Fuck I don't know!" I said loudly as I turned around angrily to look out the window while he laughed.
"Man best reaction ever! Who knew the person who could easily have a one night stand with a stranger can get so embarrassed about such a question." He said still laughing while I angrily looked out the window.
"I wasn't embarrassed... You just surprised me." I snapped.
"Oh yeah? Your face said otherwise!" He laughed.
"Shut the fuck up!" I said causing him to laugh harder.
I was glad when we finally reached our destination, I exited so Moo could pay while he was still chuckling to himself. My face felt hot as I still thought about his question. Fucking Moo I swear...