A/N This chapter contains a LEMON. Don't read it if you don't like that sort of thing! It is marked with a ~
Saya awoke slowly, still half in her dreams. Oh! What wonderful dreams they had been. She turned into Haji's embrace. "What is it, Saya?" he asked. She responded by letting her hand trail down his flat abdomen. Haji shuddered. "Saya, I…" her kiss silenced him. She kissed him with a kind of hunger, a need. Haji forced himself to pull away. "Saya, we can't do this now." He said sternly, turning away so she wouldn't see the hunger in his eyes. After all, it wasn't like he didn't want to, it just wasn't right. Saya effectively took his choice away "Haji, do it" Haji shuddered and answered the only way his chevalier blood would let him "If that is what you wish, Saya."
Haji kissed her, gently at first, but with a growing need. Pulling the buttons through the silk nighty that she was wearing, he slipped the soft fabric down her shoulders, revealing her breasts. He kissed her neck, working his way down to the beautiful mounds. Taking one nipple in his mouth, he sucked, hard. Saya moaned with the pleasure. She let her head fall back. Her hands trailed up and down his abdomen in a sensual caress. "Saya, are you sure you want this?" her gasps coming too fast and shallow to answer, Saya just nodded.
Haji stepped away from the bed, and disposed of the rest of his clothing. He untangled Saya from her nighty, and climbed up on the bed, easing his knees apart with his hands. He leaned down and kissed Saya, letting his kissing trail down her body. He started with her neck, and then trailed soft pecks down her abdomen, stopping just above her core. Saya groaned. Haji let his hand cover he heat, and watched as she tightened into herself, gripping the bed sheet until her fingers turned white. He stroked her, from bottom to top, until she was crying and begging for release.
Saya shuddered. Haji was teasing her, kissing her abdomen, staying away from the one spot she wanted him most. She groaned as he cupped her mound, the heat of his adding to her intense pleasure. When he started to stroke her, she shuddered. Wave after wave of pleasure rolled over her, and she cried out his name as her orgasm to over. She felt haji move over her.
Haji smiled as Saya's orgasm took her to new heights. He hoped it would belay some of the pain he was about to cause. In one swift motion, Haji entered her completely, breaking through her barrier. He held himself there; as he watched the pain register in her eyes, and the gasp leave her lips. He turned his head, as he struggled with his self-control. He lost. Haji began moving slowly, stroking her. He watched as the pain disappeared and the pleasure caused her to lift her hips. He stated to move more quickly, and thrust harder and deeper each time. Saya stiffened, and cried out as another orgasm barreled through her. Haji came, moments later. He held himself, buried in her, against her still shaking body as he emptied his seed into her willing body.
~end lemon~
Hours later, Haji held Saya while she slept. He moved to the window, where he allowed the tears he had been restraining to flow freely down his cheeks. He felt violated. He had envisioned their first time as being consensual, but it hadn't been, not really. Saya had ordered him to have sex with her. He had been all too willing, he knew, but that didn't change the way he felt about it. A horrible thought overtook him. What if she became pregnant? They didn't know if it was possible, but if it was….would he then be forced to not only take the life of the one he loved, but of his child as well? He flinched in horror. "I would rather die, than take the life of my own child"
Haji walked over to the sleeping girl, and placed a hand over her womb. He felt nothing, but it had only been a few hours. Still though, he would be able to feel the baby at the moment of conception. He wondered if it would truly be so terrible. "Maybe it would convince her to live, if she had a child. He smiled. Maybe, just maybe he had found the key. A sudden pulsing got his attention. He placed his hand over her womb, and felt the baby.
Haji got out of bed, and picked up the cellphone he had placed on the bedside table. He called Julia, and explained the situation to her. "Congratulations Haji" she said. "As soon as Saya wakes up, bring her in. She is going to need a sonogram, and a transfusion." Haji gave the affirmative, and lay back down next to his sleeping queen. He smiled.
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