Here it is, Chapter 4!

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Clary woke up to the sunlight blaring through her window, not feeling any better she rolled over to see her digital bed-side clock; 2:30pm.

'I've been asleep for almost the whole day! Why didn't anyone wake me up?'

She groaned in frustration as she got out of bed. She went over to her closet and picked out a pair of brown shorts and one of her favourite band t-shirts. She dragged her feet down the hallway and entered the bathroom. She turned on the shower, shrugged off her clothes and jumped in. As she rubbed the soaped up loafer over her body, she remembered last night. She remembered him holding her hands above her head, she remembered the way he crushed their lips together. She remembered the way he felt her, she remembered that they were in Prague and then her mind flashed back to that night, what he called 'our night'. She slowly lowered he loafer feeling her way across her body, the tiniest moan escaped her lips, as she remembered the way he ran his hands over her body. Before she knew it she was biting her bottom lip, as it split her eyes flung open in a panic, was she going to pass out in the bath, she might drown! Suddenly she felt the blood touch her tongue. She braced herself for what was about to happen. She closed her eyes ready for the darkness, but nothing happened she opened her eyes looking around confused, and then suddenly she felt warmth on her neck.

She spun around to see Sebastian standing there, "What? How?"

He had that devilish grin plastered on his face; he started placing light kisses on her neck. "Well. Clarissa. The lip biting works both ways. If you 'bite' and you know you're in a compromising position. My mind will travel to you."

She looked at him in disbelief, "Seriously?"

"Yes. I had to have a back-up plan in case something like this happened, I wouldn't want my little sister passing out and splitting her head open, on the bottom of the shower now."

She took a tiny step back when he said 'little sister', the words ringed in her ears.

He stepped forward, they were closer than before, and that's when she realised that they were both completely naked. She pushed him back and turned around. She was so close to the wall if she moved any closer she would become a part of it. He chuckled to himself and he stepped forward again, hisbody pressed tight against hers; pinning her to the wall. He leaned down and sucked her earlobe, making her eyes flutter with the overwhelming sensual feeling.

He whispered seductively in her ear, "What's wrong Clary? Never seen an arousal before? You've definitely felt it."

"It's not that, I've seen ..."

His voice was darker now, "That's right. You and Golden Boy did it when he was 'the real Jace'. He is nothing compared to me."

She felt him grow against her; she felt a need for him. She felt the need for him inside her and she knew he wanted it too. With all her force she spun around to face him, their bodies pressed together, their faces just touching. They were looking deep into each other's eyes and they both only saw hunger and lust. Their lips clashed as their bodies rubbed together, Sebastian rubbed her soapy soft breast, making her moan. He smiled like always when she moaned for him, she moved herself up the wall legs hooked around Sebastian's waist, just before he entered her, he yanked her off him and set her down.

She looked at him confused and mildly disappointed, "What's wrong?"

He leaned down and kissed her passionately, "Not now little sister, not while I'm only here mentally and not physically. We will, just not now." He kissed her one last time and whispered, "Close your eyes Clary." She obeyed; a moment later she opened them to see no Sebastian. She turned to the faucet and turned it to cold, now she needed a cold calming shower. As the cold water hit her back, she felt disgusted in herself, 'I was naked in front of Sebastian! My brother! He's a monster and I almost had sex with him! Something is wrong inside me! Something twisted; something trulydisgusting!'

She finished her shower and went down stairs to find a note on the table,

Clary -

Went out, clave business, we will be back tomorrow morning.

- Love Mum and Luke

As she set the note back down she felt her phone buzz in her pocket, she plucked it out to see a message from Jace

- I miss u, I want 2 c u. Can you come for a visit?

'Shit! How am I going to face Jace, even though he doesn't know. I still know and I don't know if I can handle seeing him right now!' she was so confused right now. She decided it wasn't a good idea, so she texted back

- Not feeling well, staying in bed. I will visit when feeling better.

His reply - What's wrong? Are you ok?

'Shit! What now?' - Cramps

- Shouldn't have asked. Hope you feel better soon, love you xoxo

She hesitated at first - Love you too xoxo

She stormed upstairs, frustrated, angry and disgusted with herself. She had this feeling that Sebastian had done something to her, like put a spell on her or something. She was convinced that was the only reason why she was acting this way. She flopped on her bed; she needed answers. So she bit down on her lip as hard as possible, letting the blood flow into her mouth. Just before the blackness hit her, one last thought entered her mind.

'I need answers...'

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