We sat for what seemed like hours staring into each others eyes. The hurt the pain the
anger it all filled my heart and the tears came. They flooded my eyes and fell like rain.
My heart was broken in to many ways to ever be fixed and I realized that when I looked
Into his eyes. I sobbed harder, I felt my lungs tighten everything was spinning I could not
Control these emotions and I hated myself for at. I hated him for hurting me, for leaving
his family, for abandoning everything, to do what? I felt a small hand on my leg and
looked to see Kyo holding a crying Aiko My children I had been trying to be strong for
them never showing my pain and now it was shinning threw. As I took Aiko in my arms,
my tears ebbed . She tears dried Kyo hugged my leg and I looked over to Inuyasha. His
eyes where filled with so many emotions and I saw a single tear slide down his cheek.
A day passed since that evening in the park no word where exchanged but it felt as if a weight had been lifted from my shoulders and I felt some what free. I checked my answering machine and a message from Hojo was there, as I listened to it, It made me smile, he said he understood about my situation and if I ever needed him all I had to do was call.
When I got home from work that evening I saw my mother in my living room and to my surprise she was sitting there with Inuyasha. I was shocked they where talking.
"Kagome" my mother said when she saw me. I nodded and approached with caution. "I am taking the kids to my house tonight. You two" she said pointing between me and Inuyasha "need to talk and you couldn't possibly with the children here. My mom stood and went to get the kids ready. Kyo rushed into the room " I am not going grandma and you can't make me" I was about to reprimand him when Inuyasha spoke " Kyo you will not talk to your grandmother like that now apologize." He said firmly but Kyo snorted and looked at him "I don't have to listen to you." Kyo shouted at Inuyasha and Inuyasha looked at him firmly again "You will I am your father." He said loudly. "Kyo looked up at him "NO YOUR NOT LEAVE ME ALONE!!" he screamed. "STOP" I shouted. "Kyo you will apologize to your grandmother and hope she forgives you, and you are going with her so march your but in your room and get your thing." I said and Kyo stomped off. When they where all ready I kissed the children and my mom goodbye and I tried to prepare myself for the night to come.
He sat on the couch and I on at the dinning room table for an hour before he spoke. "Kagome, I don't know what to say." He said sounding somewhat scared. I looked at him appalled by his words. I stood "then what are you here for?" I asked pain laced into my voice. "To tell you how sorry I am, but I am not sure you will forgive me." He said. I felt the anger rise inside of me again. "Of course I am not going to forgive you, Why would I" I asked. "Kagome, I was stupid and what I did was wrong, but how can I make up for it." He said with pleasing in his voice. "Inuyasha that's the thing you can't I can never forgive you for what you did you abandoned be and our son." I said trying not to cry. " Kagome, I..I don't know what to say," he said. "Why?? Start with that explain to me the whole story everything." I demanded "I don't want to hurt you" he said. I scoffed "To late, so tell me."
After he left I though about what he said. He met her at a party, they talked and had a lot in common it started as a friendship, she dropped by his office they talked and, one day he kissed her, he said he felt such a connection, he said that he cared for her and they began their relationship, he told her he was married and had a son, she didn't care and neither did he. They got so serious that he was planning on divorcing me but I caught them first. As he spoke he then began to talk about when they where married and how life seemed perfect. But she began sleeping around with some guy she was doing business with. When he caught them he said he realized what I felt. He was hurt and he was a mess and he could not help but drink him self to almost death. He said he came back because of Kyo. Then he asked me a perplexing question was Aiko his, I nodded and he looked angry and sad. He asked about the kids and what they did while he was gone, all the things he missed in Aiko life. I gave him the picture albums and DVD's of her firsts. He asked about myself and about my engagement and wedding. I told him the whole story. The talk we had was civil but my heart was still bleeding but not as much as before. I can never see my self forgiving him.