Yeah. Sorry this took so long. I really have no excuse. Anyway. I hope you all enjoy.

Chapter Four: Dunk Logan

Logan walked up to Camille's locker before first period on Friday. "What am I gonna do?"

"About what?" Camille asked.

Logan groaned. "I'm going over to Kendall's after school today. He's gonna help me with my sonnet."

Camille said, "I don't see what the problem is."

"His little sister has a student counsel meeting after school, and his mom will be at work." Logan started to feel panicked. "We're gonna be alone in his house for at least an hour. Again: what am I gonna do?"

Camille shrugged. "Work on your sonnet?"

"Be serious," logan begged.

"Or you could make out with him."

"Camille!"

She rolled her eyes at Logan. "I don't know what you want me to tell you."

"I've never really been alone with Kendall before. I'm kinda freaking out."

Camille put her hands on Logan's shoulders, forcing him to look at her. "Just be yourself. Don't act any differently around him than you normally do. And it's not like he's gonna jump you or anything." She chuckled at Logan's frown. "You kinda wish he would, don't you?"

Logan laughed a little. "Who wouldn't want that?"

Camille removed her hands from Logan's shoulders. She smirked. "You've had little fantasies about him, haven't you?"

Logan looked around to make sure no one was close enough to hear. "Maybe," he said with a blush. "It doesn't help that you keep giving me yaoi and porn that features guys who look like Kendall."

"Really?" Camille said, feigning innocence. "I had no idea!"

"You are a terrible liar."

"Hey." Camille pointed at him. "I can be a beast at lying."

The bell rang and Logan sighed. "Kendall's gonna pretend to be all hurt because I didn't see him before the bell."

Camille snorted. "Jesus. You two are already acting like a couple. You should just fuck and get it over with."

"Camille! There's no need to be crass!"

Camille let out a giggle. "Just go see your future husband."

Logan stuck his tongue out at her then made his way to class. He thought about Camille's parting words. Logan had planned on sucking it up and marrying a girl, even after he realized he preferred guys. But Kendall was a game changer. He may be able to make Logan change those plans.

Logan reached his destination and smiled when he saw Kendall waiting outside the room. "Hi."

Kendall grinned at him. "Hey." They walked into the room. "Where were you earlier?"

"I, um, needed to talk to Camille about something."

Kendall gave Logan an exaggerated pout. "The person you live next door to is more important than me? Someone you only see at school?"

Logan laughed. "i told her you would pretend to be hurt. And I'll be going to your house after school."

"But to do homework," Kendall pointed out. "Unless..."

"Unless what?"

"Carlos and James are dragging me to a party so I can be the designated driver. You could come along and keep me company."

Logan frowned. "I don't know. I've never been to, you know, a typical high school party."

"No time like the present."

"But-"

"You don't have to get drunk or anything," Kendall promised. "Just hang out with me and watch people make asses of themselves. It's fun. Please?"

Logan sighed. "How can I deny those puppy dog eyes?"

"Yay!" Kendall hugged him tightly. "You're the best."

The bell rang and they took their seats. Logan started to wonder what he got himself into.

...

When everyone was settled at lunch, Kendall said to James and Carlos, "Logan will be accompanying us to the party tonight."

"What?" Camille cried. "I tried to get him to go to so many parties last year. He always refused. What'd you do to convince him?"

Kendall shrugged. " I guess he likes me more than you."

"Guys, I'm right here," Logan said to them.

"Wait. Whose party?" Stephanie wanted to know.

"That girl Annie," Carlos told her. "The one who showed up to the horror club meeting this week."

"That's the party Camille and I are going to!"

"Awesome," James said. He looked at Logan. "Have you ever had alcohol before?"

"Yeah."

Kendall put a hand on Logan's shoulder. "Church wine doesn't count."

Logan bit his lip and looked down. "Then no, I haven't."

Carlos bounced up and down excitedly in his seat. "We need to get you drunk for the first time!"

"I have always wondered what a drunk Logan would look like," Camille said.

Kendall looked at Logan and noticed he seemed nervous. "Don't peer pressure him. He can stay nice and sober with me."

"And I will have to go home later," Logan put in.

"Not if you spend the night at Kendall's," James suggested. "Unless that would bother your parents."

"Um. It wouldn't," Logan said. "They actually love Kendall. And the do want me to do more things 'normal teens' do. They'd probably be OK with me staying the night."

Kendall's heart thudded in his chest. Logan would be sleeping at his house. "Cool. But you still don't have to drink."

"Well-" Logan began, but was cut off.

"You really should," Stephanie said. "It's a thing 'normal teens' do."

"It'll be fun," Carlos added.

"Why do you guys want him drunk so badly?" Kendall asked.

"Because Logan's probably a hilarious drunk," Camille answered. "And he'll enjoy himself."

Logan thought about that for a moment. "Well. Camille has never steered me wrong when it comes to things I'll like. Though they're all things that'll land me in Hell..."

"Are you gonna get smashed with us or not?" James asked him.

Logan nodded. "Yeah. I will."

James and Carlos cheered then high-fived.

"Camille," Kendall said, "how are you and Stephanie getting home?"

"Stephanie lives about a block away from Annie's house, so we're walking," Camille told him.

Kendall nodded. "Cool. James. Carlos. Will you be staying at my house too?" Kendall really hoped they weren't. He wanted alone time with Logan. Even if nothing would happen.

James shared a look with Carlos before saying, "Carlos will stay at my dad's place with me. He and the new wife will be out all night, so they won't notice us coming home drunk. Hell, even if they are home, they'll be drunk too." At Logan's confused look, James said, "My dad's new wife is a lot younger and they go out with her friends and party. Whether I'm there for the weekend or not."

"Well, that sucks," Logan said to him. "I'm sorry it's like that."

James shrugged. "I'm used to it now."

The bell rang and everyone went off to class. James and Carlos walked together.

"You understand why Logan needs to get drunk tonight, right?" James asked Carlos.

"Oh yeah," Carlos said with a nod. "Drunken words are sober thoughts. Drunk Logan may reveal his sexual orientation or crush to Kendall."

James put an arm around Carlos. "You really are more clever than you appear."

Carlos glared at him. "I'll pretend there was no insult in that statement."

...

Logan felt nervous as he followed Kendall home. He was thankful he had brought a change of clothes with him so he wouldn't be stuck in his uniform all day. Though that still didn't ease his worries about the party. He had never been to one and was actually planning on getting drunk. Logan wouldn't have trusted Camille's opinion if she hadn't been right about yaoi and porn. But Logan didn't really want to make an idiot out of himself. Especially in front of Kendall. Kendall. Logan would be spending the night at Kendall's house. What if he let temptation get the best of him? He would be under the influence of alcohol after all. Would he be able to control his actions?

They pulled in front of Kendall's house. Kendall got out of his own car then waited for Logan to get out of his. Logan walked up to Kendall then admired the house. "Your place is nice."

Kendall chuckled as they walked to the door. "It's just a normal, boring house. Nothing special."

When they stepped inside, Logan said, "It suits you." The house definitely had a lived-in feeling about it. It wasn't immaculately clean, but it wasn't a total mess either. They passed by the living room and Logan saw two comfy looking couches, a large screen TV, and two bookshelves filled with DVDs. As they walked up the stairs, Logan looked at the various family photos on the wall. The Knight family appeared to be a happy one., even though there didn't seem to be a dad.

"My room suites me even more though," Kendall said, and they walked into the room.

The room did suite Kendall more than the house. It was painted a forest green color. Most of the walls were covered with posters of various bands as well as some movie posters. On top of one of his dressers was a TV and several video game systems. Across from that was Kendall's bed, which had a dark brown comforter. Against one wall was Kendall's desk. His laptop and some video games sat on it. Logan snuck a peek at Kendall's closet. He saw a lot of plaid and what appeared to be dozens of pairs of Vans. The side table by Kendall's bed had a lamp, alarm clock, and... a jewelry box? Logan guessed that was where Kendall kept the bracelets he wore.

Kendall put his book bag on the desk chair. He walked over to his closet and kicked off his shoes. He turned to Logan who was standing by the door awkwardly. "Um. You can change in here and I'll change in the bathroom."

Logan looked confused. "Do you usually change in different rooms than your friends?"

Kendall grabbed a shirt from his closet then walked over to his dresser. "Well. I know some guys are uncomfortable changing in front of a gay dude. I don't want you worrying about me jumping you or something."

Logan laughed. "I know you wouldn't do that." Logan tried to convince himself that he didn't care if they changed in the same room or not. But Logan knew his attempts were fruitless. He wanted to see Kendall without s shirt. And pants. And-Logan stopped his mind from going any further.

Kendall grabbed a pair of jeans and a tank top from his dresser. "You are probably one of three guys who don't give a shit about that."

Logan put his bag on Kendall's bed and started to pull out his clothes. "Are James and Carlos the other two?"

Kendall chuckled as he took off his uniform sweater vest. "That would be correct."

Logan took off his shoes, his eyes watching Kendall while he unbuttoned his shirt. "I'm sure there are other guys who aren't bothered by you."

Kendall slid his shirt off then tossed it in the hamper he kept in his closet. "You have no idea how much shit I got during gym class Freshman and Sophomore year."

Logan finally let himself breathe. He had stopped once Kendall's shirt was off. He found himself really enjoying Kendall's slim and slightly toned body. "Uh." Logan cleared his throat. "You had problems with gym class?"

Kendall nodded and put his white tank top on. "No one wanted to change around the fag."

Logan took off his own sweater vest and frowned. He started unbuttoning his shirt and asked, "People really said that?"

Kendall sighed. He turned around and undid his pants. While changing into his jeans, he said, "Yeah. People complained to their parents. Then the parents complained to the school." He turned around and had to hold back a gasp at the sight of a shirtless Logan. "Um. I was called into the principal's office one day, and was told that I had to change in a bathroom stall and was not allowed to linger in the locker room."

"That is so unfair!" Logan put on a light blue button up. Instead of buttoning it, he continued talking, "What did your mom do about this?"

Kendall tore his eyes away from Logan's exposed skin. "My mom threw a bitch fit in the office one day. They claimed there was nothing they could do about it. Apparently, a lot of people were uncomfortable with me. A few guys said I was checking them out. And I so wasn't. I kept my eyes glued to the ground. I never once glanced at anyone."

"That's not right at all. I bet, like, one idiot had a problem."

"Uh-huh."

Logan noticed that Kendall was staring at him. "Is something wrong?"

Kendall blushed and looked down as he put on his plaid shirt. "Nothing. It's just..."

"What? You can tell me." Logan finally started to button his shirt.

That helped Kendall focus. "Um. It's just that I didn't expect you to be as muscular as you are."

Logan chuckled. "Since I was bullied a lot my dad decided I should start working out after I graduated eighth grade. One of our extra bedrooms was turned into a gym. So now if anyone tries to mess with me, I can fight back. Though I'm against violence, so I doubt I'll do any fighting."

"But you still work out."

Logan started to undo his pants. "Yeah. I mean, it's good to be healthy."

"Cool." Kendall let his gaze drop to the floor as Logan took off his pants. He wasn't sure if he'd be able to control himself if he saw anymore of Logan. "Uh. You and James could talk gym with each other. He's a little too into it sometimes." He heard Logan zipper up his pants and looked up.

"He's probably afraid of getting fat again." Logan put on his last article of clothing-a black sweater vest.

"You know," Kendall said to him, "you're the only guy I know who can pull off a sweater vest."

"Thank you?"

Kendall chuckled. "You're welcome. Now. Get out your sonnet book so we can work on this."

They worked for about forty-five minutes. Kendall gave Logan tips on how to sound more natural while he was performing. He told Logan to not put so much emphasis on the words that rhyme, and told him when to pause or stop while speaking. Logan actually felt a little more confident after working with Kendall.

"So," Kendall said, "you think we did enough for today?"

Logan nodded. "I think so. Um. Is there anything you need help with? I'm very good at math, you know."

Kendall smiled. "I do know. And there actually is something I don't get."

They worked for another half an hour before Mrs. Knight called them down for dinner. Logan followed Kendall to the kitchen.

"Hello, Logan," Mrs. Knight said happily. "It's nice to see you outside of church."

Logan smiled at her. "Good to see you too. Dinner smells delicious."

"Spaghetti, meatballs, and garlic bread," Mrs. Knight told him. "I hope that's OK. You aren't a vegetarian, are you? Oh God. I know I should've-"

"Mom," Kendall interrupted. "He's not a vegetarian. You've seen him eat bacon at the breakfast buffet after church."

Mrs. Knight took a deep breath. "Right. You know, Logan, it's been awhile since Kendall's brought a new friend over."

"Mom," Kendall whined. "You're making me sound like a loser."

Katie walked into the kitchen then. "You are a loser, Big Brother." She grabbed a plate off the counter and served herself some food.

Logan gave Kendall an amused look. "Is she often this mean to you?"

Kendall rolled his eyes. "Always." He handed Logan a plate. "You first."

They all got their food then sat at the round kitchen table. Kendall had gotten himself and Logan each a can of root beer.

"What about me?" Katie asked her brother.

"You were mean to me, so no root beer for you," Kendall said smugly.

Before Katie could speak again, Mrs. Knight asked, "How was your day, kids?"

"Everyone I work with is an idiot," Katie said. "The vice president, the treasurer, the secretary, all the representatives."

Kendall looked at Logan. "Katie is the student counsel president at her grade school. Except she's more like an evil dictator."

"Hey!" Katie cried. "I run a fair, but firm student government."

Logan laughed at them. They were indeed the happy family they appeared to be in the pictures. Mrs. Knight listened s her children talked about their day. Then they both paid attention to her as she talked about work. It was a nice little dynamic for Logan to be included in. Not that he didn't have lovely moments with his family. They got along well. But sometimes his parents got busy with work. And he was always busy with school work, so he could get into a good college as well as take his mind off of fantasizing about boys. So most weekdays Logan was on his own for dinner.

"What about you, Logan?" Mrs. Knight asked. "How was your day?"

"Um..." Logan thought for a moment. "I got an A on my History test, and I'm pretty sure I aced my pop quiz in AP Bio."

"Aw. Kendall brought home a stray nerd," Katie said.

Kendall chucked a meatball at her. "Be nice to my friends."

Mrs. Knight sighed. "Kendall, no throwing food. And, Katie, don't you dare retaliate." She then took a calming breath. Logan assumed this happened often. "So, what are you boys up to tonight?"

"We're going to a party," Kendall told her. "It's gonna be Logan's first high school party."

"I have a question for you, Logan," Katie said, changing the subject.

Logan nodded. "Um. OK. Go ahead."

"You're religious, right?"

"Yes..."

"What's your views on creationism versus evolution?"

"Katie," Kendall hissed. "Don't try to start an argument with Logan."

Logan chuckled. "It's OK." He looked at Katie. "You see, unlike a lot of people, I know we shouldn't take the Bible too literally. Like, the creation story was a way to explain out calendar. It's pretty hard to believe that animals and humans just popped up out of nowhere. I definitely believe in the theory of evolution. I mean, I also believe God had a part in it. Like, through His will it happened. Just because I believe in God doesn't mean I don't believe in science."

Kendall was thoroughly amused. He could tell Katie wasn't expecting an answer like that.

Katie decided to press on. "You know my brother's gay, right?"

"Yes," Logan said. "Why do people assume I don't know this?"

"Well, what are your views on homosexuality?"

"Katie, you're being a little rude," Mrs. Knight said.

"She's being a lot rude," Kendall corrected.

"I don't mind," Logan assured. "Father Mike had preached that being attracted to the same sex isn't a sin. It's... having sex that is the problem."

"How?" all the Knights asked.

"Uh. According to Father Mike, it's because sex is meant to create life." When none of them said anything, Logan went on, "Have you ever seen Monty Python's Meaning of Life?" They all nodded. "You know that Every Sperm is Sacred song?" More nods. "Well, um, it's viewed as a sin because the man's seed isn't going to a woman's egg in attempt to create life. That's also why Catholic's view masturbation and using condoms as wrong."

"But what about lesbians?" Kendall wanted to know. ""And couples who can't have kids?"

"With couples who can't conceive, it's supposedly OK because if nothing was wrong with either the man or woman, they would be able to reproduce."

"But-"

"I'm very aware of the flaws in explanation," Logan said. "No one said it all made sense."

"But what's your opinion?" Katie wanted to know.

Logan sighed. This was a somewhat loaded question for Logan. He felt it was fine for others, but for him... "We're also told that sex is about love. I personally think any sex without love is wrong. Or at least some deep feelings for your partner. I don't think gender should matter."

"Are you a virgin, Logan?" Katie asked.

"KATIE!" Mrs. Knight and Kendall yelled.

Logan held up his left hand for Katie to see. "I wear a purity ring, so yeah."

"Ew. Why do you wear that?"

"Well, Katie, I kinda made the promise on fourth grade. That's when I got more into my religion. I think part of me did it to fit in with the other kids from church, and another part to please my grandparents. It was an easy decision to make back then."

"Are you allowed to change your mind?" Kendall wanted to know.

"Yeah. Though technically, it's breaking the vow. But who knows? I may meet someone who means enough to cause me to break it. My parents never wanted me to do it anyway."

Before Katie could speak again, Mrs. Knight said, "Katie, why don't you start your homework?"

Katie groaned. "Fine." She got up and put her dishes in the sink. Then she left the kitchen.

Kendall grabbed his and Logan's plates. After he got rid of them, he asked Logan, "Do you want to play some video games until it's time to go get James and Carlos?"

Logan smiled. "Sure."

As they went upstairs, Kendall said, "I think Katie approves of you. Usually, she hates religious people."

"I assume it's because a lot of them have problems with you."

"Yeah. And since you don't, and actually gave her pretty good answers to her questions, she's cool with you."

"I feel honored," Logan said. "Do I get a prize?"

When they reached his room, Kendall turned to face Logan. Their bodies were only centimeters apart. "I can buy you a cookie at lunch on Monday."

Logan smirked. "You better."

...

"Do you know how many people will be at this party?" Logan asked Kendall as they drove to pick up Carlos and James.

"A good chunk of the Senior class." Kendall snuck a glance at Logan. He was biting his lip worriedly. "You don't have to be nervous."

"But I am."

"Well, once you start drinking, you'll calm down. If you actually still plan on doing that."

Logan let out a breath. "I do. Um. Will you make sure I don't so anything stupid?"

Kendall chuckled. "I'll look after you, buddy."

Logan smiled. "Thanks."

They pulled into the driveway of James' dad's house. Kendall honked the horn and they waited patiently for James and Carlos.

"James likes to pretty himself up before a party," Kendall told Logan. "So it may take awhile."

Logan shrugged. "I don't mind waiting."

The pair just talked about random things until James and Carlos finally emerged from the house.

"You ready to party, Logan?" Carlos asked when he and James got in the car.

Logan sighed. "I guess. Um. James. Do you usually... hook up with girls at parties?"

"Yeah," James said. "Why?"

"Well, uh, Camille is going to be there."

"I know. Wh-"

"That's why it took him so long to get ready," Carlos put in.

James smacked the back of Carlos' head. "Shut up. Why do you bring this up, Logan?"

Logan cleared his throat. "Don't hook up with any girls tonight. That won't help your case with Camille. She'll just dislike you more if you get with girls right in front of her."

"Am I allowed to flirt with Camille?"

Logan laughed. "You can try. I mean, she tends to ignore you."

James sighed sadly. "I know. It sucks."

"Just stick with me tonight," logan told James. "She's not gonna ignore her best friend all night."

James grinned. "Carlos and I were gonna harass you all night anyway."

Carlos ruffled Logan's hair. "We're gonna get you trashed tonight."

"Awesome," Logan said with a hint of sarcasm.

They pulled up in front of Annie's house. "Damn. This is a nice neighborhood," Kendall commented. The house, and all the ones surrounding it, were huge. Kendall figured they could be considered mansions. "Stephanie seriously lives here?"

There was a knock on the driver's side window. All four boys screamed.

"Speak of the devil," Kendall said when he saw Camille and Stephanie. He, Logan, James, and Carlos all got out of the car.

Camille went up to Logan and gave him a hug. "I'm so happy to finally get to go to a party with you!"

Logan chuckled at her enthusiasm. "You just can't wait to see me drunk."

Camille grinned widely. "You know it." She grabbed Logan's wrist and led him to the house.

Kendall locked his car and quickly followed them.

"Kendall is gonna be on Logan like a hawk tonight," James said, slightly amused.

"This is gonna be such a fun night," Stephanie said. "Let's go." She and the other two ran to catch up with their friends.

"To the kitchen!" James cried. "We gotta get Logan his first shot." He put his arm around Logan's shoulders and guided him to the kitchen.

"Don't give him anything too strong," Kendall said.

"He'll be fine! Won't you, Logan?"

"Um..." Logan looked back and forth between Kendall and James. Kendall appeared to be worried for Logan. James just seemed excited. "I guess I will be..." Suddenly, a full shot glass was thrust into Logan's hand. He glanced around and saw that Carlos had poured some drinks, and was handing them to all their friends. Except Kendall, of course. "Um. What is this?"

"Blueberry vodka," Carlos answered. "It's good."

Camille raised her glass. "To Logan's first party!"

The little group cheered, clinked glasses, then downed their drinks.

"Oh my," Logan said after he finished, "it burns the throat."

"Here. Drink this." Stephanie gave him a fruit punch looking beverage. Logan knew there had to be alcohol in it.

Logan lifted the cup to his lips. Carlos tilted the end of the cup so Logan was forced to gulp. "Drink it all up, big guy."

Logan finished it and asked, "What was in that?"

Carlos raised a finger to his lips. "Shh. That's not important."

Camille gave Logan another cup. "Take this and we'll go mingle and shit."

"What's in this?"

Camille rolled her eyes. "Stop asking questions and drink."

Logan took a sip. "Not too bad."

Camille beamed. "Good. Let's go have some fun."

...

A couple hours had passed. Logan's head felt funny, an effect of the alcohol, he knew. He was finding a lot of things funny, and was saying things he wouldn't normally say. But he was having a pretty good time.

He and his friends were all sitting in one of the guest bedrooms. He was on the bed with James and Camille. Carlos and Stephanie were sitting on the floor. Kendall sat in a chair.

"Come on, Logan," James urged. "Say it."

"Nooo," Logan said with a whine.

"It'll be fun," Carlos put in.

"Guys, stop pressuring Logan," Kendall said to his two best friends.

Stephanie pointed at him. "Don't act like you don't wanna hear Logan swear."

"I know I do," Camille said. "I've known this fucker since sixth grade, and he has yet to utter a curse word."

Logan took a quick swig of his drink. "Fine!" he yelled. "I'll say one." He took a deep breath. "Damn."

Everyone laughed.

"Lame!" Carlos told him. "You can do better than that!"

Logan frowned. "Ass?" When everyone laughed again, Logan cried, "Fuck you guys!" He then gasped and covered his mouth. Everyone cheered.

"That's more like it!" James said. "Say it again!"

"Fuck!"

Kendall found Logan saying this a turn on. Innocent little Logan, shouting the F-bomb at the top of his lungs. Kendall wanted to hear Logan say that in a more erotic setting.

Suddenly, Logan stood up. "Kendall? I don't feel so good." He stumbled in Kendall's direction.

Kendall got out of his chair and quickly went up to Logan. "You feel sick?" Logan nodded. "You wanna leave?" Another nod. "Carlos. James. It's time to go."

Both boys complained, but got up anyway.

"You girls want a ride?" Kendall asked.

"We can totally walk," Stephanie said as she tried to stand. But then she fell over.

"I don't think I can morally let you two walk in this condition," Kendall said. "Let's go."

They all made their way to Kendall's car. Logan held onto Kendall so he wouldn't fall over. Kendall unlocked his car, then Carlos, James, Camille, and Stephanie all squeezed into the backseat.

Logan started to speak, "I think I'm gonna-" He let go of Kendall, fell onto his knees, and threw up on the lawn.

When Logan was done, Kendall kneeled next to him and rubbed a hand up and down his back. "You OK?"

Logan nodded and wiped his mouth. "I feel... a little better."

"Let's get you in the car." Kendall helped Logan onto his feet. He guided Logan to the car, opened the door for him, and placed him in the passenger seat. He shut the door then said to himself, "Time to drive the drunks home."

It was only about a minute's drive to Stephanie's house. When Kendall pulled the car over, the two girls stumbled out of the car.

"Bye, boys," Stephanie said.

Camille smiles. "Bye, Logan. Bye, Kendall. Bye, Carlos." She then frowned and said with a flat tone," Bye, James."

Kendall didn't drive away until they were safely in the house.

"Camille actually said good bye to me!" James cried cheerfully.

Even though Logan felt terrible, he turned to James. "She even talked to you at the party. You're getting there."

James grinned at him. "Thanks for the advice, man."

"No problem." Logan then faced forward and rested his head on the window. He found the coolness of the glass relaxing. Logan didn't understand how he could go from feeling great to feeling terrible in almost no time.

James and Carlos jabbered on about Camille and Stephanie while Logan tried to will his sick feelings away.

"Here we are," Kendall announced as he stopped the car. He watched James and Carlos go to the house then looked at Logan. "You OK?"

"Ugh."

Kendall chuckled. "You'll feel worse in the morning."

"Fuck," Logan moaned.

And Kendall felt a little jolt of lust. He cleared his throat. "Let's get back to my house."

There was silence for several moments, then Logan spoke, "Can I ask you something?"

"Uh, sure."

"You're a guy who finds other guys attractive."

"That's generally what being gay means."

Logan smacked Kendall's shoulder. "I haven't asked my question yet."

Kendall laughed a little. "Sorry. Ask your question."

Logan took a deep breath. He didn't know what possessed him to ask the question. Well. He kind of did. He wanted to know if Camille was right. "As someone attracted to guys, do you find me good looking?"

Kendall stopped at a red light and looked at Logan. "Where is this coming from?"

"I'm drunk? Humor me, please. But be honest."

Kendall figured he should speak the truth-toned down a bit. Logan was wasted, and probably wouldn't remember the next day anyway. "You are very, very good looking, Logan."

"Really?"

"Yeah. It's kinda ridiculous."

Logan laughed then mumbled, "You're not so bad yourself."

"What?" Kendall wasn't sure if he heard Logan right.

"Nothing."

They soon arrived at Kendall's house. Kendall got out of the car before going over to the passenger side. He opened the door for Logan. "You good to walk?"

"I kinda wanna be carried."

Kendall laughed. "I'll assist you." Kendall helped Logan into the house. Logan stumbled several times.

Somehow, they managed to make it upstairs to Kendall's room. Logan walked over to the bed and sat on it. "I wanna sleep."

Kendall walked over to his dresser, and got out two pairs of pajama pants and two T-shirts. "You gotta get changed first."

"No." Logan let himself fall back so he was laying down.

Kendall let out an amused chuckle and walked over to Logan. He placed the pajamas on the bed then removed Logan's shoes for him. "You gotta get changed, Logan."

"I don't wanna."

Kendall sighed. He figured Logan would regret sleeping in his clothes. Kendall had helped change his drunken friends before, but this was different. He wasn't attracted to James or Carlos. Kendall thought it over for a minute and figured he could control himself.

Kendall grabbed Logan's arms and pulled him into a sitting position. "Arms up," he commanded. Logan lifted his arms and Kendall took off the sweater vest. "Can you unbutton your shirt yourself?"

Logan yawned. "You do it."

He is not making this easy on me, Kendall thought to himself. He felt Logan's eyes watch him intensely as he undid the shirt. He assisted Logan in removing it then put the T-shirt on Logan.

Logan's hand came up to touch Kendall's face, startling Kendall. "You're pretty gorgeous," Logan whispered.

Kendall laughed nervously. "Thanks. Um. You can take care of your pants yourself."

Logan let his hand fall and whined a little. "Too much work."

"Now you're just being lazy." Kendall helped Logan stand, but let him do the rest. He put Logan's clothes on a chair. He then moved back the covers of the bed. "Be sure to lay on your stomach," he told Logan.

Logan crawled into the bed and plopped onto his stomach. As Kendall covered him with the blanket, he said, "Your bed is comfy."

Kendall smiled. "I know." He ran a hand through Logan's hair. "Sleep."

Kendall quickly changed before getting on the bed-over the covers. He fell asleep to the sound of Logan's steady breathing.

Sorry if this wasn't so good...

Anyway, I'll try to be better about quickly updating. :D