Have mercy with me, please
Disclaimer: To say it straight I surely don't own -Man. Plus I don't own the song Hallelujah. All that I own is my imagination and by that I also own this story ^_^but that all. Oh and I also own a soul of a friend of my ]XD
Author's note: Right and SORRY gomenasai prepáčte promiňte Entschuldigen for the waiting I will get better. I hate when I have to wait for the next chapter as well but really it wasn't my fault it was my curse again. I had a little accident and I ended up in the hospital for like three boring weeks believe me I was dying to get to my PC. So seriously I will work on it to be quicker next time. Promise!
Teenage Love
By LexieDragomire
Lenalee was getting ready in her room. She was pretty nervous. Her first date ever, who wouldn't be? She just hopped it won't turn out bad or so. She even pried before she got that dress that her brother would go on a visit to her when she's out. She couldn't say to him that she was going out because he would definitely go spying on her. She just had to hope that he found some distraction. Another thing was the date itself. It was her first. She was almost seventeen and she had her first date ever! Saying pretty nervous wasn't the right word. A better would be anxious or something to described a state before throwing up. She wasn't sure what was going to happen on it and she really didn't have anybody who could prepare her for it so she had to do it all on her own. She felt sick and terrified but on the other hand she also felt excited. It was something new! A new experience close to something that she would do if she lived a normal life. She would go on a date with someone she really liked.
She took her new dark blue short flowing dress with half long sleeves and went to her closet where on one doors wing was a huge mirror. She looked at herself from feet to head and end up on her hair. It had grown a bit but it was still short and undoable by her opinion so she wanted to tie it up with something.
She looked it all over her room but nothing useful was found so she scowling sat on her bed. 'What should I do?'
There was a knock on her door.
"Yes?"
"H-hey it's me Allen. May I come in?" asked a nervous boy behind the door.
Lenalee put on a wrapper and jumped to the door and quickly unlocked it.
"Hey. Did Nii-san see you?" she asked suspicious.
"Nope. Reever had tied him to his table and forced him to work," he chuckled as Lenalee let him in.
Lenalee giggled. "Poor Nii-san."
Allen looked at the room he was in. It was for the first time that he was in her room and just with her.
He looked around. It was quiet a big room but what could he expect from Komui's little sister? He probably checked out all the rooms in the whole Order and picked the biggest one. The walls were in dark purple and the roof was black. She had a big bed with two small cabinets by each side and a shelf upon it. It looked lovely. She also had two big closets in which he wasn't sure what she could passably keep in. The room was really in a good state. Lenalee apparently liked thing clean. He remembered his visit in Lavi's room when he merely broke a bone when he fell because the enormous moutons of the papers all around his room. He bit his lip to hold the laugh. 'Lena's going to have a hard time to teach him how to clean his things.'
He grinned widely.
"What?" asked Lenalee confused.
"Oh, nothing," he smiled sheepishly.
Lenalee took of her wrapper.
Allen looked at Lenalee. His eyes got big as he noticed her whole beauty and blushed. She took his breath away. He had hard time about realizing that she had just asked him something.
"So?" she repeated asked nervously. "Do you think Lavi will like it?"
Allen looked her deep into the eyes and gave her his sweet 'Allen smile' that she adored so much. "Lena you look amazingly beautiful and Lavi is the luckiest man to have your love. I wish you two from all my heart to have a great evening but more to have a wonderful live. You guys really deserved it. Be happy, please."
Lenalee stood silence. She felt really happy thanks to Allen's speech. She smiled softly. Allen was truly a great friend to say something like that. She went closer to him and gently touched his hands.
Allen became even redder and swallowed a bit.
Lenalee just smiled to that. He was so cute. She really liked this innocent and pure side of him that was embarrassed from intimate contacts. She felt older than him in this things and braver thanks to that. She ran her fingers through his palms to his and entwining them with hers.
"L-lenalee," he whispered. It felt nice. So warm even from his left hand. It felt really good. Just like the hug. She was really happy that he didn't have gloves this time. She felt the amazing sensation and almost got lost in it until Allen had spoken.
"Lena, remember the time," he informed her sadly.
"Uhm sure," she let him go with a sigh, she felt like she lost something. Like she lost something very important when she let go of his hands. When she didn't fell his soft skin.
They stepped apart and Lenalee went again with an unknown flush to the mirror.
She tried to put her hair behind her ears but she didn't like the way it looked.
"What's wrong?" asked Allen confused as he noticed her scowling.
"Oh! It's just my hair it doesn't look good."
"Lenalee," he laughed sweetly.
"It would need a tie or something."
Allen put his hand lower his neck and look at his red one.
He went closer to her and stopped behind her. "Don't move ok?"
He took her hair and started to tie it with his red tie. "Allen-kun?" Lenalee looked at his work in the mirror. "Thanks Allen-kun you're my angel," she smiled gratefully.
"You're welcome. Now I'll better be going," he suggested. Lenalee wanted to protest but ended with a nod. She wanted him to stay a bit longer but for some reason didn't found the courage to ask him.
He opened to door where he found Lavi standing in a position to knock.
"Oh? Hey guys," he greeted them with a typical lazy smiled.
They both looked at each other and smiled.
"Well guys have fun!" wished Allen them and walked out of the room.
Lavi waved him and then turned around to Lenalee. His eye fallowed her whole body and ended up on eyes. "Now that's an absolute STRIKE! Wow Lenalee you really look amazing," he said with a smirk.
Lenalee blushed and with that they went out.
Allen was calmly waking to his room when he heard someone talking in one of the rest rooms.
"You heard that there are rumors about the chief sister and the white-haired kid. You know the one that has such strong innocent. Cross's student," said some woman.
Allen face turned totally red. He wanted to leave because listen someone's personal talk is rude but he stood in sock when another woman screamed.
"Allen Walker? Are you serious? Man and I thought that they were just friends I mean they don't act like a couple to me."
"I know but I'm telling you that boy is definitely in love with her. He just is. I mean would he save her so many times or be so nice to her if he wasn't? Yesterday a talked with Vikki and he ran to her like a little puppy. He looked so in love. I'm telling you he is totally falling for her."
Allen's eyes widened with shock.
"Wow, who would it guess that but come to think about it. They are always together when they're here, right? And he always helps here with coffee or so."
"See besides who wouldn't fall for her I mean she is a pretty girl."
"Don't tell me you're falling for her too."
"Hahaha! Very funny. No I'm not."
"Hm but does she like him too?"
"Are you serious is a sweetheart. Every girl likes him."
Allen started to genuine puzzled looked walk backwards away from the voices in the room that were speaking in an unknown language to him and saying those strange words in even stranger sentences that didn't make sense to him.
While he was walking he suddenly went to something.
He blinked and looked up only to find out that the something was someone.
He swallowed hard. "Hey Kanda, why are you staring at me with such a killer expression on your face?"
No answer just the death glance on Kanda's face.
Allen started to get really scared. "Please tell me I didn't step on your foot. I apologies if I did…"
"I just don't get it," started the scary looking samurai.
"You just don't get what?" blinked Allen confused and turn around to face him.
"Why would you let Lavi go on a date with Lenalee?"
"I really like your hair tie up," said Lavi truly. Lenalee was one pretty girl and even if he was a bookman he always knew how to make compliment to a pretty girl. In fact Lenalee was one of the beautiful girls he had ever seen. He liked her outside the same way as he liked her inside which was very rare to him.
"Thanks. Allen's job," she said and smiled at the memory of Allen doing her hair. He looked so cute focused on his work.
"Wow he really is a great guy."
Lenalee looked at Lavi and put her well-know sweet smiled. "He's the best!"
They walked through a big city that was full of crowds today.
"All of these people must have had come for that singer," thought Lavi loud.
"She must be really good."
"Yeah she's great. She's sort of an opera diva I think even if many people say that she's not. I like the way her song shows true emotion like she put all her heart it them." Lenalee tried to explain the complications of her feeling but didn't found the right words.
"That sounds brilliant. Can't wait to hear her. Is she pretty?"
"LAVI!" called Lenalee and hit his shoulder but without any strength.
"Just kidding," he said with a big grin on his face.
Lenalee sighed with dismay and walked closer to him. He was in a good mood today and he had a light step. She looked at his red hair. She barely could see it. 'He's so tall,' she thought. If she would like to hug him around his neck and leaned her head on his shoulder it would be pretty uncomfortable.
She shook her head to wave the though away. She tried to distract herself by looking somewhere else but she ends up at his left hand. Again a memory crossed her mind. The one when she and Allen were in her room touching hands. 'So warm and soft skin.' He was a warrior and except that he had a hard time working for General Cross but despite of that he had really soft skin on his hands.
She wondered if Lavi had that soft and warm hand. 'Isn't he going to even take ma hand? Should I do it by myself? No that's crazy!' she looked at his face with nervous and anxious.
Lavi noticed and blinked. "Is something wrong?"
She started to quickly shake her had. "Nope, not at all why do you ask?"
Lavi made a grimace and chuckled. "Just wondering." 'Man she really is nervous about dates.'
They went to one of the crowds and got a bit lost from each other.
"LAVI!" she called out a bit nervous as he was nowhere to be saw. She confusedly looked around and tried to stand on her toes to see him.
Somebody had walked to her and hit her shoulder. "Pardon!"
She loosed balance. She would have fall but suddenly someone hugged her by her waists from behind. "Wow! Watch it princess!" Lavi whispered to her ear with a flirting voice.
Lenalee face got immediately red as a cherry and she quickly broke free from his embrace. She turned to him and smiled still embarrassed but happy.
Lavi got a bit scared that he had frightened her. "Uhm, sorry if I scared you Lenalee. I wasn't my informant. We don't have to say about it to Allen."
"N-no Lavi it's ok. R-really no problem," she shuttered just like Miranda would. She wanted to hit herself. She wasn't this shy. 'What am I doing?'
"So let's go," suggested Lavi and stood a second.
"Nee, Lenalee?"
"Y-yeah?"
Lavi gently smiled. "Don't be scared ok? I just don't want you to get hurt in the crowd again," he explained and with a smiled playing on his face he took Lenalee's hand. 'It's just for her safe!' he was assuring himself.
Lenalee looked at their hands and got a bit shock but then smiled so he wouldn't notice it. But she did. She noticed the deference. She thought about Allen's soft hand skin and wondered if Lavi has the same. Now she knew they weren't and she was wondering why it is that Lavi and Allen so are deferent.
Allen frowned at Kanda and turned to leave. "Oh Ba-Kanda you shouldn't be such a joy killer. Think about it Lavi and Lenalee are on a date, so what the problem in that is?" asked Allen already leaving without the answer.
Kanda frowned even more and a man coming from the corner rather turned and went back just to not meet with him.
"That's not what I'm asking. I'm asking, why did you let that stupid playboy rabbit go and a date with Lenalee," he followed him. He took his shoulder and turned him around. "And look at me when I'm taking to you."
Allen took a step to him and looked him into his dark angry eyes. "Listen Kanda. It. Is. Not. Your. Business. Got it! Why do you even care?"
"Because when you love a girl you won't let anybody have her. And definitely not someone like Lavi. Truest me I know him better that you. Rabbit isn't the right type for dating. You don't know how many girls and women had he had and even when he said he wouldn't do anything to her I just know that when it comes to these things he's just like himself. And if you love Lenalee you have to do whatever you can to safe her from any danger."
Allen lost voice for a minute but that quickly reply. "Ba-Kanda what the hell? Lavi is my friend and I trust him he wouldn't do anything to Lenalee."
"Wake up already, Moyashi! Lavi is a womanizer just like Cross. How can you be ok with your girl on a date with him?"
Allen eyes got widen with sock and his face got red as an apple. "M-m-m-y girl? BA-KANDA Lenalee is not my girl! She's my friend!" yelled Allen absolutely embarrassed and confused.
"Really?" Kanda smirked. "I think that when you hug her she was more like a friend. Come on Moyashi I can tell that you love her and you aware of it too aren't you? "
"Ba-Kanda I understand that your brain is really slow so I'm doing to say it again. I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH LENALEE!"
"YOU ARE! AND THE SOONER YOU ADMIT IT THE SOONER YOU WILL BE HAPPY! It's not going to work if you two keep on your true felling from the eyes of the world."
"BUT THEY…" Allen was caught by Kanda's hand on his mouth when a group of nurses was passing by.
When they finally left Kanda had let go. "Hope you didn't slobbered it," he warned him with a dark aura around him.
Allen smirked. "You would like that wouldn't you."
"Why you little…," Kanda was ready to toss out Mugen when Allen looked at him with a serious glance. "Why did you say that about me and Lenalee?"
"Why do you think? It's obvious so get along with it but you should really take my words as a warning Allen or you're going to lose her without even getting a good chance to have her," said the samurai calmly and determinate.
Allen could say anything since he was in disbelief from Kanda actually called his name.
When he snapped out of it he was is in the hall. "What was that all about?" he questioned confused.
"I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
'The baffled king composing Hallelujah"
Lenalee was sitting next to Lavi and she was trying to focus on the singer and the sound but it was really a hard.
"Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah"
She thought about what had happen.
Lavi had slowly taken her hand and she felt his specific touch on his skin.
"Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you"
He had also a warm and soft had like Allen but his softness wasn't the right one. She felt like his softness wasn't his nature inheritance but more like years of practice. It was like Lavi had lots of girls and he learned how to tried them but on like Allen it was something that he learned. He tried and tried until he got it right.
"She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah"
But Allen had it deferent way. Allen always had the 'talent'. He always knew how to tread a girl. How to act in accompany of a girl. He was his typical self whenever he was with one. He had implanted good manners deep inside him.
"Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah"
However it wasn't the best either. He was nice to her and always acted the way he should but she wanted him to be wilder sometimes. Or at least more like Lavi sometimes. Wild and free even know that he is a Bookman he's not acting like one. He's joking around and taking everything just too easy sometimes. And that was what she really felt for. Always the joker and romantic. She felt that he was more confident in telling how he feels or saying something nice to her. For example Kanda was really asocial sometimes which made lots of people run away. At least those which were too weak to stand against his killer glance. On the other hand Allen was just too shy sometimes or at least when it came to deeper or intimate contacts with girls or with boys in the same way. Even if she had to admit he was starting to grow a bit in these things but still in the end he was a shy young kid. But in one way or another that was the best part of him that Lenalee adored the most.
"Baby I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you.
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah"
Still it would be really fascinating and exciting if he became a little more like Lavi.
"Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah"
She shook her head and focused on the music and let the topic go.
"There was a time when you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who has seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
You say I took the name in vain
I don't even know the name
But if I did, well really, what's it to you?
There's a blaze of light in every word
It doesn't matter which you heard
The holy or the broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you
And even though it all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah"
They stood up and started the applause.
'However, they are probable best the way they are."
Allen was already getting to sleep. The speech with Kanda made him a bit confused of what's going on.
He looked at Timcampy that was sitting on his pillow. "You also think that Kanda is a freak, right?"
Tim silently glance his was but of course didn't comment anything.
"He's a total fool!"
Suddenly a knock made an echo in his room.
He blinked and looked at the door. "Who could that be?" asked himself out loud.
He went to the door. "Who is it?"
"L-lenalee Lee," came the answer.
Allen started at the door blindly.
"May I come in?"
Allen gently took the door handle and opened it.
That all for tonight guys but I'm working on it! ^_^