I know, I haven't updated in a while… but how was everyone's Thanksgiving? Mine was okay...kinda oh well, So I didn't have many people say what they think Ryan looks like but I laughed when mrpuppy said they thought Ryan looked should look like Chace Crawford. That made my day so that is going to be what Sonny imagines him. But I would like to thank the people who reviewed and told me what they think he should look like. And thank you for everyone who is following my stories

Rachpop15 'another Chaz Millton Looper ;) I'm such a channy person. :D' lol thank you too I couldn't stop laughing after I read that

'I think Ryan should have brown hair and greenish brownish hazel eyes, dreamy lol' Thank you for telling me and trust me, Ryan WILL have dreamy eyes *sigh*

mrpuppy "…Ryan looks so much like Chase Crawford =))) I don't know why but I hope he really is =))' Like I said… Made. My. Day. lol and he really is :)))))))

Chapter 4: Dreamy Eyes

I have always loved Chace Crawford, so when I think of the prefect man, I think Gossip Girl. And right now im pretty much thinking that Ryan is lookin' like Chace Crawford. Brown 'flippy' hair, blue dreamy eyes, prefect teeth…what I like a man with good oral hygiene, and of course…HOT! I strutted down the hall, head held high, and Ryan's journal under my arm.

Walking into the café I ordered a fro-yo to go. Vanila with yellow sun sprinkles. I stepped out and was on my way to the set when the king of all jerks purposely ran into me.

"Chad…" I whined as I fell to the floor trying to pick up the scattered papers.

"Aha!" I jumped.

"What? What did I miss?"

"I knew you took my journal! It had Random written all over it! Just one question… How did you do it? What did you read? And what do you know?" He asked rising an eyebrow higher each time he asked a question.

"I believe that was three questions, Chad,"

"Don't always believe what you hear," he said in a sing-song voice.

"Right…and any ways this isn't yours this is Ryan Goldfarb's!" I defended.

"Is it Sonny? Is it really?" he asked and looked deep into my eyes, its times like this when I remember why I said that to Tawni…

*Flashback*

"OMG like Ryan from Teen Gladiators!"

"I don't think so the guy reminds a lot like… Never mind"

"Who?" they asked.

"Well…"

"Well…" Tawni urged.

"Well kinda think Chad…"

"Chad?...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Oh…that's…good.." she said between laughs.

"What? He does."

"Alright go see your lover.." Tawni faded while the cast left the room.

"What just happened?" I asked aloud, feeling utterly ridiculous.

*End flashback*

"Sonny!" Chad yelled.

"Wha-Wha-Yeah?"

"I asked you if I could have my journal back…"

"But this isn't your journal!"

"Well yeah.. I kinda is…"

"What?"

"Oh just come here." He said pulling me into the pro-house. "I am Ryan Goldfarb…"

Muhahahahah and the plot thickens! No worries though, ill update soon