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Sarah was sitting with Dr. Singleton, the debriefing psychologist, in his office.

"Agent Walker, I don't want you to worry about why you are here. All agents who are on extended assignments are required to see me. It's nothing about what you did or didn't do. Do you understand?" Dr. Singleton assured her.

"I understand." Sarah replied as she shifted in her seat.

"I know you just got back in town. How does it feel to be here?" Dr. Singleton asked.

"Lonely. I had been living with Chuck for almost 3 years. It's weird being at home with no one to talk to." She said as she rubbed her ring finger.

Dr. Singleton noticed her rubbing, "Agent Walker, you're rubbing your ring finger."

Sarah looked at her hands. She stopped immediately. She was doing it subconsciously. "Sorry. We were engaged during the assignment over the past year. I got extremely used to it on my finger."

"Tell me about your feelings for Chuck?" Dr. Singleton questioned.

"It's hard to put into words. It was an assignment at first. I had just gotten out of a weird relationship with Agent Larkin. It was the way Chuck cared that absolutely caught my eye. He loved his sister and his friends so much, he'd do anything for them. He was the most genuine man I had ever known. I didn't realize how much I liked him until he wanted to break up our cover relationship. I was so jealous of that girl." Sarah explained.

Dr. Singleton interrupted, "Why do you think you were jealous?"

"She could be honest with him about her feelings and I couldn't. I had to sit back and watch him kiss her and make love to her." Sarah returned. "I went out of my way to sort of act like I was an overprotective ex-girlfriend."

"Do you love him?" Dr. Singleton inquired.

"With every inch of my heart and soul." Sarah replied.

Dr. Singleton wrote some notes down. "Does he know you love him more than a cover?"

"He knows. However, he understood the time would come when the assignment would be over. We took advantage of the time we had together." Sarah informed the doctor.

"You obviously had a sexual relationship?" Dr. Singleton asked.

Sarah smiled as she was going to answer, "Yes, we did. It was deep between us. He was truly different than any other assignment I had been on, I can promise you that."

Dr. Singleton pushed further, "Did you and Chuck ever talk about a relationship outside of the assignment?"

"We'd talk about it, but then we'd stop because we knew it could never happen." Sarah said.

"Have you ever considered leaving the CIA to have a normal life?" Dr. Singleton asked.

Sarah looked out the window, "I owe the CIA too much. They changed my life around. I can't leave even if I wanted to."

"No one is keeping you here, Agent Walker." Dr. Singleton replied.

"I know, but this is my job and this is what I am supposed to do." Sarah reiterated.

"Well, our time is up, Agent Walker. I have one thing I want you to do for me. Homework per say. I want you to search inside yourself and see if you are going to be able to get over Chuck and be effective at your job again. After today, I am in agreement with General Beckman that you need a few months off to decompress. See you in a week."

Sarah got up, "Thank you, Dr. Singleton. See you next week."