Dad went to get some groceries and since I can't go anywhere because everyone is looking for me, so Uncle Sam agreed to watch me.
Uncle Sam, I up from the maths book, This is stupid.
No it's not, He had a tone like I offended him.
I won't need algebra while I'm hunting with you guys, I grabbed a knife, I'll need to learn how to use weapons and to fight!
You will need to learn that, He took the knife back, Eventually but, for now you need to learn maths.
I don't want to do this anymore! I yelled.
How old are you? Uncle Sam crossed his arms.
I'm 13, I looked around to make sure dad wasn't around before I said this next bit, How about your old ass?
Woah! Uncle Sam seemed generally surprised.
I'm sorry Uncle Sam, I knew I shouldn't have said that but I had been so mad lately. I've been couped up in the bunker for a few days already.
What's wrong? He stood up from the chair and grabbed my thin shoulders.
I'm fine Uncle Sam, I looked anywhere but his eyes until his finger made me look at him.
Please tell me the truth Maddie, He sounded more sympathetic than mad at my response.
I'll be okay, I gave a small reassuring smile by seeing him look at me like he was worried.
Are you sure Mads? He loosened his grip a little letting me know this was my last chance to talk to him.
Stop calling me that! I don't know why I acted out so much recently because that had been protecting me and helping me.
Maddie! I heard an angry Winchester.
We were just practicing for a story we're writing, Uncle Sam could tell I was finished with being locked up in one space in the huge bunker.
Well I have beer, Dad looked at me and saw a look in my eyes I didn't know he could see and he sighed, Maddie what's wrong?
I felt Uncle Sam put his hands on my shoulders as an assuring feeling saying You can talk to us if you need to. That was all I needed but, I knew they already knew I was just so done with everybody's shit, I'll be okay Dad.
I pushed myself out of Uncle Sam's strong grasp and grabbed a beer playfully before Dad took it and replaced it with a soda.
That joke still isn't funny, He rolled his eyes but the whole thing made Uncle Sam giggle, It's not funny Sam!
No! He yelled at me, It's not funny at all! He tried not to smile while saying it but it broke out.
Uncle Sam and Dad looked at my Maths book to see what I got done. I quickly shut it seeing the horrified look on their faces.
What was that Mads? Uncle Sam saw Dad wasn't going to anything about it.
What was what? I couldn't help but look at him like I didn't know what he was talking about.
They both walked out of the room to talk about the picture I had drawn, I drew Lucifer. He was for sure getting closer to us and was trying to get me to say yes during my dream. He also was trying to get me to tell him where we were. Soon they came in and I could see worry and fear in eyes.
Madison, Dad came towards me, Are you okay?
I'm fine Dad, I rolled my eyes.
I wasn't, Uncle Sam piped in, When I dreamt about Lucifer I was not okay.
I didn't dream about Lucifer, I tried to lie to get them off my back. Then Dad stood up and his sympathy faded a little but was still there along with crossed arms.
What the hell did you draw then? He had a stern voice saying I needed to tell the truth this time. Which only made me look down and let silence fill the room.
It was just a dream Dean! I yelled when I saw he wanted me to answer. I quickly ran out of the heavily protected room and ran through the maze of the bunker trying to get out. When I realized I couldn't find anywhere I could leave and if I did leave then Lucifer would find me, I sat down wherever the hell I was and tried to keep from crying as I heared hurried footsteps run around the bunker. I felt a tear slip down my face and so I hid my face in my knees. I then heard Uncle Sam come close to me and stop.
Did you just call him Dean? Uncle Sam asked amused.
I guess, I looked up at him when I knew I didn't look like I had been crying. I saw sympathy in Uncle Sam's eyes as we both heard Dad run to where we were.
What the hell were you thinking? Dad yelled, You could've been killed!
No I wouldn't, I looked at him very confused.
Why wouldn't you? Uncle Sam asked before Dad had a chance to talk.
He said not to tell you guys, I responded.
Who? Dad had the same stern voice.
Michael, I looked at them, Michael told me.
Michael? Dad looked confused.
Lucifer doesn't want to use me he wants Uncle Sam! I answered.
Why does Michael want you and not me? Dad asked.
Jealous are you? I said with a smirk. I stop smiling when they were both confused, I'm more like you Dad I'm nothing like Uncle Sam.
Dad seemed to be afraid. I knew that he didn't like that was basically an exact copy of him.
Maddie, Dad was angry.
You know I'm exactly like you! I couldn't help but raise my voice a little, From the fights, swearing, wanting to follow in my dads footsteps, and Mom dying. I whispered following in my dads footsteps and mom dying so they could barely hear me.
You want to live like this, Dad was completely confused, In fear?
Well Dad, I looked at him with a sad smile, Either way it's going to kick me in the ass and I will have to become a hunter. I might as well enjoy it.
I wish I was that smart when I was your age, Uncle Sam scoffed.
Dad picked me up of the ground and we all walked back to the room that was protected heavily. Dad told Uncle Sam to stop before he went into the room and it was just me and him in a room that nobody could hear what was going on on the outside. We could hear the outside of it but they couldn't hear us.
I've got to admit you scared the hell out of your Uncle Sam and me when you ran off, Dad looked away and scoffed, I thought you were going to go outside.
I'm not that stupid! I yelled knowing he thought I was.
I know your not stupid! He yelled back, I'm worried about you!
Stop saying that if you don't mean it! I looked down knowing he was going to kill me for even thinking it.
Madison I love you with all my heart, He seemed offended.
You weren't around enough to actually know who I am Dad! I yelled back.
I was trying to protect you and your mother! He lowered his voice but was still clearly angry.
Look how far that got you! I'm pissed at him.
Madison I'm so sorry your Mom just died but- He got interupted by me.
I don't care that Mom died okay! I yelled which hurt me to even say but I had to make him at least think I was okay with it, I hated that bitch as much as I hate you and Uncle Sam!
Madison I swear to Chuck I will kick your ass! He yelled and stomped out of the room with what I think is tears in his eyes. I never thought about him being sad. He always is such a strong man.
Maddie? Uncle Sam knocked before standing next to me and giving a sad smile.
What do you want? I snapped.
Look I don't know what went on in here but, you both need to calm down, He had the same stern tone Dad did when he was mad at me.
Shut up Uncle Sam, I went over and sat in one of the wooden chairs.
Madison, Uncle Sam gave me a warning tone I'd never heard him give me.
Uncle Sam, I gave the same tone. I saw Dad walk in.
Maddie if I hear you say one more word other than sorry then you won't want to be sitting in that chair! Dad yelled which made me blush knowing Uncle Sam heard.
Yeah Maddie, Lucifer had popped up again, Don't be bad! He gave me a pouty face.
