Chapter 4
Lilys POV:
I was in the hospital. They said I fractured my ankle. There cheer competition. I got a green and black cast. Only because those are my team colors. GO DRAGONS! My parents where there. And so was Justin. Justin. Oh no. I cant believe what I have done. I like him. I like him so much I just want to be in his arms right now and feel his warmess. I like him as much, as I liked ryan. Ryan, see that's why I can be with Justin. He might be just another ryan. Say he loves me. say 'he wants to be with me every second of every day'. But in the end its all a lie. He just loves some other girl for her. well anyway. I don't kno what I should do. And now hes sitting besides me, waiting for me to say im ok. But im not. Im not, ok. I know this man besides me loves me the way I love him, and if I tell him I cant be with him were just breaking both of out hearts. And if I tell him I love him, he just my break mine. I look over at my mom. Everyone was being silent for some weird reson. The doctor came in "so hows that ankle feeling?" he asked. "fine. Just im not so sure. Um ha never mind. My mind just faded of. Do you ever do that? its very common for me. woops-a-daisy!" I was all painticed. " those pain killer side effects should were off in 6 hours or so." He said . writing down something. " you gave me pain killers! Oh no! now I can speak my mind freely ! this is not good! Not good! I like cupcakes! Do you guys have any cupcakes, or is it against your realigon?" I was now gone…
Justin's POV
Those pain killers sure took a toll on lily. but at least I got her home. So she could get to the hospital. We were now home and the pain killers were waring off. " you know with that boot you got perfect swagger." I said. She laughted. "swagger?" her parents asked. " oh nothing mom. To new for your age." I tried not to laugh because that would be rude. "how your ankle now?" I asked. "good." She said. "great." I said. Then there was akward silence. I didn't know what to do or say. She ways she feels better and she looks better. But she looks tierd. " im gonna go. I know you need some sleep so, go get some rest. Ill call you later. And don't fortget to answer." I said and walked out mimicking her swagger, and turned and winked right before I shut the door. That was a good exit, right? I think so.
(the next day)
Tia's POV:
I am so frustrated with laim and taylor right now. But I really don't want to think about it. So im going to go get my mind of it. Im going to go see lily. she broke her leg running supposly. What a clutse. But she has a cast on it so shes not faking. I went to her out and she was outside. And she was the only one. Weird. " hey. Why are you so lonely?" I asked her. watching as she didn't even look up at me. didn't even answer me. "so hows your ankle? I heard how you tripped." I asked. This time hoping shell answer. And she did. "its fine. Ok I get I broke my ankle, but unless im crying in pain, or holding my ankle, its fine. Ok its fine. Why is every one asking me is it ok? I have bigger problems to deal with!" she said.
Ha! You have bigger problems to deal with! Bigger then your boyfriend is most likely cheating on you!
Then ryan rode down the street. But I knew everything was going to be ok because she cant run after him. " what do you think your doing on this street? You poser! Get off this street and never get back on or you going to face a life time of cruirness!" she screamed at him. she looked at me and we laughted. "a life time of cruirness?" I asked her. "I couldn't think of anything on the spot." She said all ashamed. I gave her a minute. "so whats going on?" I asked her sitting down beside her, like in those movies. " well. Ok , I trust you-" she paused " Justin likes me, and I like him but, im scared. Scared of what happened between me and ryan is oing to happen again. And im not gonna get my heart stuck on this guy. Which it already is-" she mutterd to herself but I could hear. " –then have it broken. But if I tell him I don't love him, or like him. then well the same thing will happen. I just don't know what to do." She stoped and looked at me. these are her big problems. Her problems that she dosent even want to talk. MY BOYFRIENDS CHEATING ON ME! I call that bigger problems then this! " THIS IS NOT BIG PROBLEMS! I HAVE BIGGER 'PROBLEMS' THEN YOU! AND IF YOU WANT MY ADVICE, I WOULD STOP LIVING IN THE PAST AND MOVE ON TO THE FUTURE. JUSTINS A GOOD GUY AND YOU DON'T KNOW HES GONNA BREAK YOUR HEART INTILL YOU TRY! AND IF YOU DON'T TRY AND IF YOUR HEART GETS BROKEN AND YOU CRY, MY SHOULDER WONT BE THER!" I stoped then looked at her face. She was on the brink of crying. Lip quirng and eyes watering. She got up and started walking away in a fast motion. "No! Lily! Wait!" I screamed. She turned around. " maybe your right. Maybe I don't want your shoulder to cry on!" she screamed back at me. tears running down her face. I knew how much ryan ment to her why did I do that. why?
What have I done? Is it possible I can fix this?