So I have gotten random inspiration for this fic! I actually have a little bit of a plan on where it is going to go. So hopefully I will be updating often!

Disclaimer: don't own Harry Potter, wish I did, cuz its better than the novel I'm working on!

To in shocked to think of what to do I just react, and run away, Yep, I ran away like a little bitch, and slip out the back door into the alley. I lean on the wall and sigh heavily, I light a smoke and close my eyes. Why is Malfoy here? Did he follow me, does he know about me and Cedric? I don't remember ever seeing him here before, and I used to come here a lot with Cedric. It's not long before I hear the door open, I open my eyes and watch it nervously. Draco steps out into the alley, closes the door behind him and looks at me. I look down as I take a puff from my smoke, kind of embarrassed by what happened.

"Smoking's a nasty habit…I can't imagine Cedric happy with you smoking," Draco says as he lights his own smoke. I glare up at him, how dare he say anything about Cedric like he knows anything about what we had.

"You know nothing about Cedric, so don't fucking act like you do," I snap at him, my hand shaking a little. So somehow he knows that me and Cedric were together, either he knew before or Harry told him. I'm gonna be really pissed if Harry told him about it, he had no right to tell anyone.

"I know you and him had something special, and losing him was the most painful thing you've ever had to live thru," Draco leans on the wall across for me as he talks, watching me closely. "You and Cedric used to come here all the time, you never saw me, but I was here a lot to. Cedric told me not to let you see me, he was worried about how you would act," I look at him in shock, watching him tilt his head slightly to the side.

"Cedric knew that you saw us? What do you mean he was worried, how did he think I would act?" All of this is confusing, why would Cedric not tell me? What if Malfoy had told people, he could have ruined everything me and Cedric had.

"He knew you weren't ready for anyone to know. He wanted your relationship to be more public, but he wasn't going to push you. He told me once he was glad that I knew because it gave him someone to talk to about it," I just stare at Malfoy in shock as he tells me all this. I had no idea Cedric felt any of this, he never told me, but he told Malfoy? How could he talk to Malfoy about what we had, but not to me? I don't know what to feel, but I know it hurts. I look down, tears forming in my eyes.

"How could he keep this from me, and to talk to you of all people….he knew how I feel about you," I whisper, trying to keep everything together. Tonight was supposed to be different, full of happy memories. Trust Draco Malfoy to ruin my happiness.

"I've known Cedric my whole life, we used to be really good friends. He knew he could trust me to keep his secret. I admit I have treated you unfairly in the past, I shouldn't have been so cruel to you. It started out because of my families hate for yours, and I still don't understand why, but in the end it was jealousy. I wanted you for myself, but by then it was too late…..you hated me," I can hear the regret in his voice as he admits this to me. I glance at him slowly, unsure of how to respond to all this. I didn't even know Cedric and Malfoy had ever been friends, why is there so much I don't know about the man I loved?

"I can't listen to any more of this," I try to make a run for it, I need to go clear my head. Figure out what this all means, and what this strange feeling I'm feeling is. Before I can even take two steps Malfoy is on me, he lightly pushes me back against the wall and kisses me softly. At first I'm to shocked to move, shocked that he's kissing me, and shocked at how gentle he's being. Before I can think straight I start kissing him back, lost in the moment.

It doesn't take me to long to come back to my senses, and I shove him away from me. I watch him in shock, trying to catch my breath, shocked at myself. Looking at him as he pants lightly, catching his own breath, my inner thoughts tell me how sexy he looks. Quickly I shake that thought away, this is Draco Malfoy, my enemy…..right? I bite my lip, confused at it all. Malfoy takes a step towards me and I panic. Before I can think it thru I punch him in the face, his head snaps to the side. Slowly he turns back to look at him, he licks the tiny cut my fist left on his lip.

"I guess that was called for," he smirks a little bit, shocking me again. "I still consider that a win for me, you were kissing me back for a second," I look away nervously when he says this. It's true, and it's not like I didn't enjoy kissing him. I sigh as I admit this to me.

"I'm sorry….I can't do this, I need time to clear my head," This time he doesn't stop me from running. To upset to stay at the club I head back to the train station, changing back into my normal clothes and washing the makeup off my face. Slowly I make my way back to Hogwarts, not even caring if I get caught.

I get back to my dorm room without being seen, and curl up in my bed and sigh. It's not long before I hear Harry say my name softly, I look up at him standing over me. Slowly I get up and follow him, knowing he wants to talk about something. We go down to the empty common room, and I curl up with a blanket on the couch, Harry sitting across from me in an arm chair.

"Where were you all night?" Harry asks me. I know he's been worried about me since he found out about my relationship with Cedric. I just sigh and look down, and it all comes out. I tell him about the club, about Draco and everything he told me about Cedric. I tell him about the kiss, and me punching Draco. The whole time Harry doesn't say anything, just listens.

"I'm just so lost Harry, I thought I knew Cedric more than anyone else," I sigh out, unsure of what is going thru Harry's head. I just told him the guy he's been kind of seeing kissed me and confessed his feelings to me.

"I think…Cedric just needed someone to bounce things off, he probably didn't hide it from you to hurt you. He knew how you felt about Draco, and probably didn't want you to react badly. In a way he was protecting you from being hurt by something innocent. I think you meant the world to Cedric and he just wanted you to be happy," I look up at Harry well he's talking. Maybe he's right, I mean everyone needs relationship advice right? Even I did, I always talked to Harry when I was unsure about something with Cedric. I just never told him who I was talking about or that it was a guy.

"I know your right, but it still hurts. I can't change the past though, and I know that. I just have to deal with it. I'm more confused about everything else…aren't you a little angry at what Malfoy did?" I ask, curious why he didn't talk about that at all. Harry just chuckles lightly and shakes his head.

"I already told you, me and Draco aren't a couple. We don't even really get along most days. It happened by accident, I was in the tower alone when he showed up. I was going to just leave before we ended up fighting, but he was a little hot and bothered. He had just finished having a bit of an argument with you and was coming up to the tower to work it out and I happened to be there. We gave each other something we both needed, and that's it. What we have is just physical, he tells me what's got him bothered, which is always you, and then we mess about," I stare at him in shock as he explains all this. He knows what Malfoy feels about me, and he's ok with it?

"And you never told me because I would react badly," I sigh out. I know myself enough to know I would have freaked out, because of my hate for Malfoy. What if I'm wrong though? Maybe Malfoy has changed, maybe he isn't as bad as I think he is. I mean it's not his fault his father is a hateful asshole. He was raised a certain way, but that doesn't mean he can't choose to be different. I bite my lip as I think thru everything.

"Draco isn't a bad guy Ron, and he cares about you from what I can tell. I also think you like him a little bit, that's why you react so strongly to him," Harry smirks a little knowing smirk as I look up at him. I sigh and nod, thinking maybe Harry has hit the nail right on the head.

"Thanks for talking with me about this Harry, it helps a lot. I should go get some sleep for a little bit," I say as I get up slowly. Harry just nods at me and agrees, and we both make our way back up to our beds. I lay there for a little bit, just thinking about what to do. Slowly drifting into a restless sleep, my mind full of blond hair and grey eyes.

Well I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter!

Sorry if there is mistakes, I'm not the best with grammar, and my proof reading skills suck. I need to find a Beta, but the list is long and I need to find someone who likes Harry potter and also guy on guy stories lol.

Anyway, like and review! Hoping to update often.

~Lyndzai