Warning: this chapter contains graphic sexual references, don't read if you're going to get offended.

Bella's POV

I woke up in the middle of the night to Jason whimpering and tossing and turning in the bed. I thought he was awake but when I got closer to his face his eyes were shut "No mum don't go in there!" he screamed out scaring the shit out of me, I started shaking him to wake him up.

"Jason wake up" his eyes shot open and his breathing was so heavy and loud I was sure he was going to pass out "calm down it was just a dream" he shook his head and said "no" no? what does that mean. He buried his head in the crock of my neck and pulled my body closer to his, it was almost like I was his teddy bear.

I lazily stroked his hair to calm him down, after an hour of stroking his hair and me shushing him and telling him everything's alright we both fell back asleep.

I woke up the next morning to someone yelling, what is it with people and waking me up! Jason wasn't in the bed or next to me "What the fuck did you do that for!" it was Jason yelling "He deserves it!" it was Alex "exactly HE deserves it! Not Bella or anyone else!" I heard plates smashing "Unfortunately that's how it works it with me Jase, you know me I like to get revenge some way or another" I hear Alex laughing it sends chills up my spine.

"Fuck it! I'm going for a walk before I knock your head off and don't touch her!" I hear Jason slam the door, I get up quickly from the bed and look out the window where I see a furious Jason walking down the street I hope he comes back soon.

I hear footsteps running up the stairs "Oh Bellllaaaa" crap! I jump back in the bed and pretend to be asleep. The door slams open and I hear him walk over to my side of the bed "Bella" as he says my name he rips the doona of my body and climbs on top, I try and stay calm.

"Bella I know your awake" I keep my eyes shut tightly hoping he'll go away "fine if you're not awake then I can do whatever I want" he grabs my hands roughly and handcuffs them to the bed, I regret pretending to be asleep now. I open my eyes "get off me" he shakes his head and has an evil grin plastered on his face "Nope your fault for pretending to be asleep, now what should I do"

"Nothing get the fuck off her" both of our heads snapped towards the person who spoke, it's Jason thank god. "relax I only came to tell her about what I did last night" Jason has worry and sadness in his eyes "no don't, I'll tell her" Alex shakes his head and laughs right in my face "no I'll tell her" "tell me what" "I'll keep it simple, I killed your parents last night" I feel my heartbreak and anger build up in my blood.

I wanted to hit him so bad but I couldn't because I have handcuffs on "Fuck you! Why would you even do that!" he gets off me and walks out of the room leaving me thrashing, screaming and crying on the bed. Jason coveres my mouth with his hand and climbed on top of me "Bella look at me" I do as he says and look into his eyes, instantly I feel calm his eyes are so calming.

He takes off my handcuffs and hops off of me sitting beside me and pulling me onto his lap, just like I did last night he caresses my hair to calm me down. After a while of sobbing I finally stop and just stare into his eyes, it stays quiet for a couple of minutes until he breaks the silence.

"You okay now?" I don't say anything "Bella" I place my lips over his lingering in the same spot until he starts moving his lips against mine, his hands cup my face as he pulls my face closer to his. I feel his tongue glide over my lips asking for entrance which I gladly grant. His tongue slithered into my mouth pushing my tongue to the roof of my mouth causing me to moan, he takes his lips off mine and starts kissing, sucking and nibbling my neck causing me to moan "Jason" several times.

I push him down so he's lying down and I'm straddling him, I trace the outline of his jaw with kisses until I get to his neck and start sucking and bitting like he had done to me making him moan my name. His hands grip my hips making me rock back and forth on him, yeah I'm grinding him. "mmm babe" little moans keep escaping Jason's mouth driving me crazy, I lift his shirt over his head revealing his toned abs "Bella baby stop" my head snaps up to look at him "your upset I'm not going take advantage of you" the feeling of rejection sinks in and tears start falling out of my eyes. "If you don't like me then just say so instead of lying!" I jump up from the bed only to be pulled back down my two strong arms "I'm not lying Bella and i do like you beautiful"

I sigh and curl up into his body "you and your brother are so different" he picks up my necklace I'm wearing and starts playing with it "how?" "your brother beats me but you protect me, he's and asshole and you're a sweetheart" he laughs "trust me I'm not a sweetheart I do everything he does but I would never hurt a girl especially you" "you remind me of my brother" I feel him tense up, I guess he doesn't like my brother either.

"How" he sounds so infuriated when he says that it almost scares me "my brother always tries to protect me; like you do and once you get to know him he's the world's biggest softy; like you" he lets go of me and scoots away from me "your brother killed my leader". I laughed "your leader? Who cares I'm sure you can find another one" his breathing gets heavier and his fingers curl up into a fist "what the fuck Bella don't be a bitch, he was my leader someone who I looked up to" bitch? He hasn't even seen bitch yet.

By now we are both as far away as possible from each other as we can get, considering we're lying on a bed. "You look up to someone who makes bombs? Kills people? Destroys their lives wow that is fucked up" by the look on his face I can tell he's trying to contain himself from completely lashing out on me. "You didn't even know him so how the fuck could you say those things!" "And how the fuck would you know if I knew him or not?" truth be told, I did know him…..

"Tell me then Bella did you know him!" I didn't take any time to hesitate to answer "Yes, he was my fucking cousin asshole" "your brother killed his own cousin! Wow that's fucked, fuck it your whole family is fucked up in the head!" I snapped, I slapped him in the face "family? Your brother killed my family! I only have a brother who will probably end up dead soon, then I'll have no one, fuck you and your brother use have both ruined my life"

Jason's POV

Bella and I have been screaming at each other for 5 minutes "family? Your brother killed my family! I only have a brother who will probably end up dead soon, then I'll have no one, fuck you and your brother use have both ruined my life" as soon as she said that I shut up, it's true she has no family left because of my brother and I've been yelling at her all because she compared me to her brother? Fuck I'm low.

She gets up from the bed and starts running towards the door I reach over and grab her before she gets through the door where no doubt Alex will beat her. I wrap my arms tightly around her holding her close to my chest, she starts throwing punches into my chest "Let go off me!" I can barely understand her through her crying. I pick her up and she instantly wraps her legs around my waist, I find my way back over to the bed and sit down. "Baby I'm so sorry I didn't mean anything I said, I said it because I was angry you're not a bitch, you're far from it and I'm so sorry for what I said about your brother and family"

She lifts her head up and connects her eyes with mine, I wipe the tears away from her face seeing her like this is breaking my heart "I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have judged who you look up too it's your decision to choose whoever you look up to not mine, you're not a asshole your amazing" she rest her forehead on mine "oh one last thing it's very important for you to remember this, you haven't ruined my life you've made it easier if it wasn't for you I'd either be cutting myself or dead right now" she gives me a sweet peck on the lips "Bella I never want to fight with you again, it breaks my heart to see you upset especially knowing I made you upset" she holds my face in her hands and kisses me slowly and passionately she pulls away and says "I promise" but to me that simple promise means the world to me, wow she's right I'm turning into a big softy.

Okay so that was chapter 4 I don't know how to write in the end notes or if there is even any end notes on this site, so if you know how to do that then please review and tell me or something and also you guys need to review to let me know of what you think about the story(:
-Summer xoxox