It's been super long and I am sorry :( I feel like I let y'all down. Soccer is starting up and now I have a tournament every single week and... Ugh! Anyway enough about my boring life... Enjoy :)

Max P.O.V

We kissed. Fang and I kissed.

Nudge snapped me out of my thoughts as she snapped her fingers in front of my face.

"We're going to the beach!" She squealed excitedly. If she noticed my lack of enthusiasm she didn't show it.

She handed me a swimsuit and I slipped it on, not even glancing at it. Big mistake. I ran my fingers slowly over the words and held back a whimper as I remembered that night so long ago.

We walked outside to get in the car when I was pulled into... Fang's room? What the heck?

"Max you do not know what you are doing to me" Fang's voice said. I felt his hot breath fan my neck and I shivered slightly.

He kissed that one spot shiver emplaned as he bit slightly.

I was drawn back to the present and I thought about how many girls he had done this too. Don't get your heart broken. Those words echoed in my head.

I pushed Fang back and walked away without looking back. I could just picture his hurt expression in his mind and I instantly felt guilty but I also knew that I was stronger than this.

I walked out with my head held high and Nudge immediately ran up to me.

"I was wondering where you went! Iggy told me that you had probably gone to the bath room but I told him that you would have told me about how you would have told me if you had gone to the bathroom" she said in one breath.

I looked at her in amusement before we were interrupted by a very angry looking Fang.

"Hey Fang! I was just-" She was abruptly cut off as Fang pushed me roughly into the wall.

"You can't wear that" he simply said before smashing his lips onto mine. He allowed a low growl to escape his lips and I tugged him closer before realizing once again what I was doing.

"Stop doing that! I am not another one of your toys and I sure as hell don't like people touching me. Back off Fang. Or I'll make you" I warned. I felt something stir in my heart as my words rang over the silent room.

"Let's go Max" Iggy said. I wondered when he had gotten here but brushed it off and walked over to him.

He really was the protective brother I had never had and I was really thankful he was here.

"Don't touch her" Fang growled from the other side of the room.

"Look Fang, I respect you dude but you have a reputation and I don't want to see little Maxie get hurt" he said just as threateningly.

He then proceeded to fling his arm around Nudge and I's shoulders before leading us out the door and into the car.

My feelings were definitely mixed about Fang but I just couldn't help but think about all the other girls he had been with.

He was a player and with being a player in a gang he was definitely trouble but wasn't I already mixed in with trouble?

I kept telling myself that it wasn't worth it but could it be worth it? Could love be worth it?

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Oh my god.

I just admitted I was in love with Fang.

Super short... I know Im sad too but Im tired and will try to update on Wednesday? Please comment because you know how much I LOVE COMMENTS 3