I look around the room and find a chest that stands at the wall of the room close to the door. I kneel down next to it and open it. The red casual outfit that Hawke uses to wear while she is at home is in the chest. I close it again, go to the bed and put the blankets beside and underneath it I find shorts and a shirt, which she probably puts on before going to bed.
I have to yawn again and begin to take off the clothes Isabela gave to me. I open the wardrobe and in it I find a lot of other clothing like black leather pants and light chain armor as well as a long sword that is leaned against the wall of the closet as if it had been waiting for me. I have never been so close to a weapon before and as I take it in my hands, the runes on the hilt begin to shimmer and a prickle travels through my arm. Gently, I put it back and take a look at Hawke's dresses. She has a pretty good taste.
The things I was wearing today, including my underwear, I store into the wardrobe as well and close its door.
I go back to the bed, sit down at its side and put on the nightdress. While doing so, I rapidly review this crazy bitch of a day. I shake my head, let myself fall back on the bed and roll over on my side. Then I immediately fall asleep…
My dreams are filled with strange things like mirrors, magic and fights, blood and pain. Bereavement, death and friendship, this dream feels like an endless sprint. Why can´t I just dream about my one or two favorite elves?
I feel tender lips at my neck; finally, it was about time for the sun to rise up…
And I did not even have sex with Fenris yet. But I knew he would not forsake me.
"Good morning beauty." Fenris' voice is so wonderful; I love it when he whispers in my ear. That makes my whole body prickle. I stretch with pleasure and moan softly and damn, my voice sounds so sexy. And I am feeling very sexy, hey it´s my dream…
His lips kiss my shoulders and my arms and hands, he caresses every finger of my hand with his soft, hot lips. Affectionately he strokes my hair to the side and nibbles at my earlobe.
Carefully I turn around to him. Something is irritating me, why is he in full armor?
That is not normal for this kind of dream – normally in my dreams, he would wear a tunic or a really short and sexy panty maybe, but the whole armor, what is that supposed mean?
"Where have you been? I was looking for you yesterday!"
His big green eyes glance at me questioningly.
Internally, I pass out because of his challenging glace. I sit up in the bed and ouch, my body hurts, oh shit .I am awake, that is not a dream. Fenris is here for real and he thinks that I am Hawke.
I am wide awake within seconds.
"I have to do something." I clear my throat, because my voice still sounds like in my dreams.
Mirror, I must find a mirror, fast!
"You know that I don´t like it when you go all on your own, Sarah!"
"Excuse me; I would like to freshen up a little."
I get up fast and again that muscle ache goes through my body, oh those bloody steps. I ignore his irritated expression and go to the bathroom as fast as my hurting legs carry me.
Well, Sarah, do you know where the bathroom is?
As Bodahn sees me, he comes to me and blushes.
"Lady Hawke" he looks down to the bottom.
White lie, fast….
"I want to wash myself but there are no towels left!"
Hopefully he gets it.
"So sorry for that, go to the bathroom I will bring you some."
"Thank you, Bodahn, I will do that."
Oh right, I will go like a snail to find the bath with his help, that is a good plan.
Very slowly I go down the steps and soon the dwarf is back again with some towels in his arms.
I reduce my speed even more so he has to go in front of me. We pass the library and behind that another door and a small staircase lead us to the bathroom.
"Thanks, Bodahn." I take the towels, open the door and go inside the room.
I wait some time until I hear his steps move away from the door and then I rest assured.
The bathroom is big, bigger than I had imagined it. But that is not important at the moment, I only want to look in the mirror that stands in the corner!
I put the towels to the others that I can see in a locker and then go straight over to the mirror.
My hand covers my eyes and very slowly I take it away finger per finger and take a look…
"Oh! Holy shit."
My mouth drops open wide as I see myself in the mirror.
Now I know why my whole body hurts, it had gained muscles.
I even look taller and my body is perfectly defined.
My legs are sporty and sexy.
I am my Hawke.
I go to the basin, put some water in it and wash my face. It feels good and with wet hands I comb through my hair. There still is this damn hot elf in my bedroom, so I decide to wash myself from head to toe. I´m totally lost in thoughts as I go back to the bedroom.
Fenris-
He is sitting on the edge of the bed and looks at me with passion in his eyes.
His upper body is naked and on his lap there is a sheet he has put around his waist.
All his clothes are neatly piled up on a chair. I mean all of them!
Keep cool, Sarah you know what to do and you will not behave like a three year old girl and dance around in that room!
And he knows what to do like he proved it to you in your dreams...you look marvelous and you don´t need to be ashamed.
Slowly I go to the bed and stay in front of him.
He looks up to me and smiles, some strains of his white hair fall in his eyes and he has to blink.
My knees are weak and joggle like jelly. His hand caresses my thigh and softly and slowly moves under my shorts. This tickle that moves through my body is not from this world. I have the feeling that I have to come that very second. I feel my heartbeat directly in my clit. His hands are warm and they possessively caress my butt and my back. He stands up and removes me shorts and while doing so he strokes my side and my breasts. A moan escapes my mouth and I lower my gaze in shame. Oh, the sheet is lying down there on the floor and he pulls me against his body so I can feel his hard length on my stomach.
He is hard because of you! I try to come down. Never before had a man made me that horny as that former elf slave. With quaky hands, I caress his back and look at him with desire. His mouth finds mine and we melt into a heavenly kiss. With pleasure I open my lips for his tongue to play.
Seconds, minutes or hours gone by, I don´t know. He breaks the kiss and gently turns me around, strokes back my hair and covers my back with kisses and soft bites. Finally he does something that makes me completely lose my mind. He licks my back right on the spot above my backbone my legs give up, so intensive is this feeling I experience right now. He me up in his arms and lay me down on the bed.
"Do you know what are you doing to me, Sarah Hawke?"
I shake my head. "Show it to me!"
And that he does without hesitation. He kisses my body with addiction, my breasts, my stomach, my legs and as his mouth reaches the spot between my legs, my whole body is already shaken by the most insane orgasm I have ever had. Simply amazing.
As I open my eyes again, I get rid of those tears of joy in the corner of my eye, he smiles at me contently.
He is still very aroused, my admiring glance all over his muscular body, from this close, the Lyrium looks even more beautiful and it seems to have an independent existence. It seems to pulsate and flood over his body again and again. Like the blood in the veins, but in a wonderful, silver glistening color. As I caress the muscles on his stomach with my fingers, the Lyriumveins, I think I will name them Lyriumveins, begin to gleam in bright blue light on the part of his body that I was touching.
This man is a god and that he is the wet dream of many ladies and guys on our planet is very clear.
"What are you thinking about?" His words interrupt my thoughts.
"About, what I will do with you now!"
I have to smirk about his perplexed face and begin to lick his Lyriumveins up to his nipples and caress them passionately until they are hard. Slowly and nervously my hand moves to his lap and covers his pulsating hard length and begins to massage it. He rears up with pleasure and becomes even harder in my hand. And I become even more wax in his hands while I think about the things that are still to come. He cuts of the massage and pulls me on top of him.
Our lips taste each other in a sweet kiss. I lift myself up a little so he can find his way inside me. I have to scream with lust as he fills me completely with his rock hard length. First I move slowly, then faster and harder. His face and body show me that he likes what I am doing and that fills me with pride. His hands roam all over my body and then they move to my butt and knead it what makes me even hornier. Carefully, he leads me to the side and our bodies part for a short moment, but then he is on top of me and penetrates me.
Fenris is a passionate lover and in the next minutes we both come close to the point of no return.
My brain is in rest mode and I see fairies and colors. That was simply awesome!
Is it because I adore this man or is he the best lover I ever had?
I awake in his arms, my head on his upper body and I observe those wonderful Lyriumveins from up close. I hope and pray that this dream would last for eternity.
"We have to go!" he suddenly says.
"No! Why?" my voice sounds like the voice of a goatish child.
"We want to meet for breakfast at the Handged Man!"
Carefully he sits up on the edge of the bed. His hair is all messy from our lovemaking, my anger that we can´t lay here forever goes away and I giggle.
"What?"
I get up. Kneel right behind him and caresses his shoulder with my lips and stroke his hair to get it into order again.
"Sarah, please! Let us be on time at least this on time! And think about Isabela´s comments. I really don´t need to hear them."
"Oh that is a good reason."
I follow him bravely, go to the closet but before I open the door I take a quick look at him and this view makes my legs become weak again. Fenris is busy putting his clothes on.
Well, I open the closet so that he can´t see those clothes Isabela gave me and I feel sorry for Zevran´s booths. I have to find a good hiding place for them.
I don´t want to get back to my old life. Every day you hear about people getting lost, so now there is just one more….
I take leather pants and a tunic out, put it on like it´s normal for me. They fit and I feel fantastic in my new warrior body, a thought hits my mind: Can I fight? I´m not a sporting ace. Finally I put on the mail shirt and with two leather bands I make myself braids. And again a smile on his lips, I close the wardrobe door.
"Isn´t there anything missing? "A broad hint follows that very second as I see how he puts that really gigantic broadsword on his back.
I smile in confusion, take my sword and also the belt with the scabbard out of the closet. I fasten the belt around my hips and fix my sword.
The best thing is that I don´t cut my fingers as I put the sword into the scabbard. That thing looks sharper than hell.
I shrug for a second as I feel his hands on my shoulders.
"What did you do with your hair?"
I turn around "You don´t like it?"
"It´s a bit unfamiliar, but it´s…interesting."
I smile at him, then put on my new shoes and follow him down the stairs.
Anders meets us half way and looks at me with his eyes wide open.
Fenris' eyes become narrow as he sees the mage and then a winning smile appears on his lips.
"By the way, Anders, she came twice!"
The mage bristles with anger.
Could we please behave like grownups now? Inwardly, I am totally enthusiastic about that fact that those two hammer guys argue because of me, but I can´t risk that they go for each other's throats. But if it had to be, then at least while covered in oil and half naked.
I like this thought!
"Sarah, I have to talk to you!"
Anders walks in my direction, looking at me with his wonderful deep brown eyes.
"Fenris, could you please let us alone for a moment? We will follow you in a short time."
Now my elf bristles with anger, but he follows my plea and leaves the estate, after a possessive kiss that makes my knees gone weak.
I look at him dreamily, but again it is Anders who takes my wrist and pulls me in my bedroom. That makes three times in less than 24 hours.
"How do you feel, Sarah?"
Well! What should I say? I had the most unbelievable sex with Fenris and can´t wait until he fucks me again. No, that's definitely not what Anders wants to hear from me.
"What do you mean exactly?"
"Physically and mentally."
"Oh! I have a bad ass muscle ache and I had some ugly dreams this night."
"It´s very interesting what has happened to you. You look like the Hawke we knew, but Justice still sees your alter ego."
"Does that mean you see two women?"
"A bit like that. Your aura from the other world is still very strong but I think as time goes by I will only see it when I ask Justice about you."
"Can I stay here?"
"You are the champion of Kirkwall, so it would be nice if you would stay here and I really don´t know how we can send you back."
I jump up and down and hug him.
"Anders, that is really the best message that I ever got."
Oh dear! Why is he looking at me like that? That is not good. I try to back off and break the hug, but he doesn't allow this to happen. His eyes are filled with passion, he opens his lips and comes dangerously close.
Oh shit! What can I do?
His lips caress mine softly.
Hey! Sarah, it´s just a game. I look over his shoulders to the door and cock my ears. I don´t hear anything and so I rejoin the kiss. And he is a damn good kisser.
As I feel his length get hard and press against my stomach, I hectically interrupt the kiss.
"Anders, please, don´t….I'm sorry for that."
His disappointed gaze hits me hard and I feel so bad.
"I know you love him…but if he ever hurts you again like he did three years ago, I will destroy him. And then you are mine."
Destroy, that´s a hard word.
Another thought hits me right in that second. Anders! DESTROY! There was something here!
It's a god thing I remembered this right now, so maybe I can calm him down talk him out if this.
"Anders, I´m always on your side, even if we don´t share the same bed, but please talk to me before you do something as blindfold as blow up the church, that would really not be the best thing to do."
Anders' jaw drops wide open and he looks at me with big eyes.
"What?"
"You know what I mean…"
I smile at him and this time I pull his wrist and take him with me…..
The End!?
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