Okay for all you who maybe didn't notice I upped the rated to T.
I changed something from the show, the Roadhouse was never destroyed.
Also I used the song Who Will Love Me As I Am? From Side Show a musical though I changed it a bit.
"Your taxi's here." A nurse said. "Now don't you go overdoing it, you need to go straight home and rest up for a while. If you start bleeding again or have any dizziness, nausea…"
"I know any other problems then come back in. My dad died from a mountain lion attack. That was the first time I remembered visiting a hospital." I said signing the last paper to get out of the hospital as quickly as possible.
"Ironic, he was attacked by a wild animal and then you are attacked by a…" The nurse paused trying to remember if they knew what kind of animal attacked me.
"It was a pit bull," I sighed. "It killed my dog last time I saw it two miles from where it attacked me. I think it's a stray and maybe it's attacked other people."
"We'll get animal control on it." The doctor said. "It's killed other people down by the docks."
"Hey, can you do me a favor? If my brothers come looking for me, which I doubt they will, give them this." I handed the nurse a letter but I bet they would never get it. They had probably left town by now to get away from me and my secret. I should have kept it a secret until this case was over and they got to know me better, but when Gregory found out who my dad was he immediately saw a few of my dad's features in me and didn't doubt it for a second. Why couldn't my brothers have done the same thing he did?
I left the hospital and gave the taxi driver the address of the motel I needed to grab something there if my brothers hadn't left then I'd head for the place I was attacked. I knew how I was going to die. Many hunters were killed by the creatures they hunted so a werewolf killing me would be completely unquestionable, an accident. They would think I was ambushed, no one would think it was suicide. No one but the werewolves would know I came to them willingly.
I went into my motel room and waited until the taxi was gone then I went out to Sam and Dean's door I knocked. No one was there. Their car was gone so I broke in by picking the lock with my lock picking kit. I went in to see their belongings were still there and looked around and found what I was looking for a picture of them and their dad. I took it and left.
Dean and Sam were in their car driving around the outskirts of town.
"Can you believe she said that after her dog died?" Dean said "What a liar!"
"Dean I'm been thinking about her explanation." Sam said "Maybe Ellen might know something. Maybe she met Sapphire or her mother."
"Maybe, call her and ask."
Sam dialed the familiar number to the Roadhouse hoping that Ellen really could shine some light on their situation.
"Hello," Ellen answered.
"Ellen, it's Sam," He said.
"Sam, how are you and Dean? We haven't seen you out here for a while. What have you two been doing?" She said.
"Hunting obviously, but Ellen we have a question, have you ever heard of Sapphire? We met her," Sam asking jumping right to the point deciding to skip the idle chit-chat as well.
He heard a sharp intake of breath.
"Ellen? Ellen?" Sam asked after a moment of silence. "Ellen, are you still there?"
"Do you mean you meet Sapphire Gideon?" She asked sounding surprised and half out of breath. "If you have then I know why you're calling."
"Yeah but she said her full name is actually…." Sam continued but Ellen interrupted.
"Sapphire Angel Gideon Winchester," They both said in unison.
"So you have met her." Sam said. "So you must know more about her."
"Of course I have met her, I knew her mother because she came here a lot, one of our regulars. Your father actually met her here as well. I thought they were partners after time because I saw them together a lot after they met. They worked together on most cases even if they didn't need the help with whatever they were hunting. Then one day she came in alone and looked tired and asked if I'd heard from him. I told her no and told her my husband was killed working with the man and didn't care if he ever came back to the Roadhouse again. She asked me to help locate him because it was urgent and no matter what she had to reach him as soon as possible. Ash found a way to and she called him every day until he finally picked up. I heard her tell him she was pregnant with his child. After a while she hung up and put her head down and started to cry. I went over and talked to her. She told me he said that he wanted nothing to do with the child. After about a year she came back with a beautiful baby girl. That was the first time I saw Sapphire when she was just a baby. After her mother died Sapphire showed up several times with Gregory, she asked about your dad and the two of you but I never could tell her where you were since I never knew myself. I told her about your dad as much as I could. After Gregory died she didn't show up for over a year until she did with Ruben. She asked about you again. She was looking for her brothers."
"So she really is our half sister and wasn't lying about that? We really did have the same father like her?" Sam asked surprised they had never know about this
"Yeah she really is your half sister. Are you working with her this time?" Ellen asked letting out a breath. "It's about time she met you."
"We were, now we're driving around town trying to decided whether we believe her or not. She told us but when we asked her about it she said it was true."
"Sam, look at her if you do try to see your dad in her you will see him, she actually looks like a feminine version of the two of you besides her hair and eyes of course. She got those from her mother but got a lot from your dad, including her will, stubbornness, and strength. She's a very strong hunter for a girl." Ellen said "What did you say when you told her?"
"We both walked out of the room not knowing what to think." Sam said. "It just seemed impossible but if it's true we'll just have to deal with it."
"I bet it was a quite shock for you but it is the truth. How are she and Ruben doing anyway?" Ellen asked curiously. "It will get some other hunters off my back. We have a few who really like her and ask every time they come in."
"She got attacked by a werewolf and is recovering in the hospital and Ruben's missing." Sam told her everything.
"Sam, you and Dean get back to that hospital right now! Do you realize Sapphire tried to commit suicide after Gregory died? Ruben was the one thing that kept her alive! She needs someone to be there, by her side! She can't be alone because if she thinks no one loves her or cares she'll find a way to die! She has abandonment issues!" Ellen said frantic.
"She'll what?" Sam yelled. "Are you saying she'll do something to stupid to get herself killed?" Dean slammed on the breaks when he heard that.
"She'll try and kill herself or let the creatures she hunts do it! You need to get to her before she leaves that hospital! Unless you want to find her dead next time you see her!"
"We'll go there right now!" Sam closed the phone. "Dean, you need to turn around and get back to the hospital!"
"Why?" Dean asked "What did Ellen say? What did you mean by get herself killed? I'm not moving this car until you tell me what she said."
"She really is our sister and she'll try to commit suicide if she thinks no one cares about her!" Sam told him.
Dean pulled a tight U-turn and sped to the hospital. He didn't want to discover he really did have a sister then lose her before he really got to know her.
When they got to the hospital they went straight into my room to find two nurses fixing it up for a new patient.
"Hey where's the patient that was staying in this room?" Dean asked when they saw I was gone and had no idea where I had gone.
"She checked herself out, why?" One of the nurses said. "She said she was going home so we let her go."
"We're her brothers and we came to pick her up. We brought her in." Sam said when Dean paused unsure what to say.
"Oh yes she said you might come looking for her. She left you a note at the desk." The other nurse said. "I'll go get it for you."
They took the note and went back to their car before they opened it. Dean read it out loud to Sam.
"Dear Dean and Sam,
I don't think you'll get this but if you do I hope you'll forgive me.
I'm sorry maybe I shouldn't have told you what I did.
I thought you'd want me to be with you if you knew who I was.
It was wrong and I am sorry for telling you.
I know some things are better left unsaid.
Forgive me and don't follow me.
If you want to kill the werewolves go ahead but wait three days before you do.
After that do what you want but first, I want them to do one thing.
After that you can kill them.
First, I want them to kill me.
Might as well do the world a favor and rid the world of me.
I'm truly sorry,
Sapphire Angel Gideon Winchester.
P.S. All I want is a picture of the two of you and our dad with me.
If you come to my funeral then burn a picture of you two and dad with my body.
Then I will always have a part of you with me."
"She can't do this." Sam said "We have to think of something."
Dean was muttering to himself angrily.
"She'll go to where she was attacked!" Sam shouted startling Dean out of his muttering.
"What?" Dean said.
"Think about it if you wanted to find the werewolves where would you go." Sam said. "The place she was attacked."
"Brilliant Sammy," Dean started the car and raced off.
I stood on the same corner I was attacked watching people. I was waiting for the one person that would give it away by staring at me. After a half hour, I noticed a young man watching me from an alley way across the street. I kept an eye on him after fifteen minutes I knew he had to be one of them. After ten more minutes I crossed the street and walked right up to him.
"Can I help you?" He asked trying to look innocent.
"Let's cut to the chase. I want to talk to Alpha right now." I said.
"I don't know what you're talking about." He said.
"Oh but I know you do. Who are you anyway?" I asked.
He dropped the pretence of innocence, "Rage, follow me." He led me to an old warehouse nearby where I was attacked.
"That's why I was attacked I got too close to where you live huh?" I said as he opened the door and motioned for me to go inside.
"Are you going to just stand there all day or go inside?" He said after a minute before I decided to go in.
"Fine," I entered and he entered then shut the door tightly.
"Wait here." He said and left to a different part of the warehouse passing through a plastic curtain. It was pretty quiet.
As soon as he was gone I looked at the picture of my dad and brothers. I studied their faces and wondering if my dad had loved me would I probably be in this picture too. I started to whisper a song Gregory had taught me and told me to sing when I felt alone.
"Like a fish plucked from the ocean.
Tossed into a foreign stream,
always knew that I was different.
Often fled into a dream,
I ignored the raging current.
Right against the tide I swam.
But I floated with the question.
Who will love me as I am?
Like an odd exotic creature,
on display inside a zoo.
Hearing children asking questions,
makes me ask some questions too.
Could we bend the laws of nature?
Could a lion love a lamb?
Who could see beyond this surface?
Who will love me as I am?
Who will ever call to say I love you?
Send me flowers or a text message?
Who could proudly stand beside me?
Who will love me as I am?
Like a ghost whose scream causes terror,
Trapped inside the endless dark?
Even seeing relief on faces,
I am lonely pondering.
Who would want to join this madness?
Who would change my lonely life?
Who will be my partner in hunting?
Who will love me as I am?
Who will ever call to say I love you?
Send me flowers or a text message?
Who could proudly stand beside me?
Who will love me as I am?
Who could proudly stand beside me?
Who will love me as I am?"
I heard footsteps so I put the picture away and turned to see Alpha and Rage walk through the curtain.
"Well, well, well, Sapphire I think your name was I'm glad you finally found us. What did you want to see me about?" Alpha said.
I looked at him and quickly said, "I came here of my own free will and I came because I want you to kill me."