A:N/ Chapter 4!! Please enjoy and review when finished…reviews are fuel for my fire…which Ryan didn't start this time…you did!
Dis.: I don't own the office…though I do own that incredibly lame joke in my A/N :D
"What are we gonna do Pam?" Jim asked after the two had sat in silence for a few moments. Jim reveling in the news that he was going to be a father, and Pam amazed at how complete she felt with Jim back in her life.
"I stayed with Roy because I didn't know if you were ever coming back. I was so much a coward, that I didn't know how to tell you." She sniffled, her voice quiet and shaky as Jim looked into her eyes.
"Does he know? Does he know about us?" Jim asked, and Pam shifted her stare to the table.
"No, Jim. I couldn't tell him. I am just beginning to understand what this baby means to me, and then to have to tell Roy it's another mans? I don't think I could do that." She whispered as Jim cupped her chin in his one hand.
"You're gonna have to, if you want us to be together. But it will all be okay, because I know how you feel about me now Pam." He assured her. His eyes stared into hers, and she had to fight back tears.
Her heart was mending itself, sewing up the tear that had appeared when she left him that night three months ago.
"How?" She sighed, resting her suddenly exhausted head on his shoulder. She had been feeling so much shame and cowardice lately that it was all beginning to fade from her, now that Jim was back.
"I can come with you to tell him. I won't let you do this alone. I promise I will be there for you and the baby. Always." He told her confidently, but she shook her head no.
"How do you know how I feel about you?" She whispered as he brought her face up to his with a bent pointer finger under her chin.
"You could have lied to me. You could have never told me, you could have said its Roy's. You could have gotten a…" he began, but his face paled.
"Jim…" She said slowly. He snapped out of his morbid thoughts and looked back at her. She was so thin. Her normally smiling eyes looked empty and cavernous. Her beautiful smile was hidden behind a mask of exhaustion.
"Yes?" Was all he whispered.
"I'm in love with you." She whispered back and he scooped her into his arms, meeting her mouth with a passionate kiss.
He pinned her to the back wall of the break room, his mouth moving softly against her own as she moaned out in pleasure.
"You…have…no…idea…how long I have waited….to hear you say that…Beesly" He panted as he kissed a trail from her neck to her lips, again and again.
"I love you Jim. I love you. I love you." She gasped as his hand slide up the bottom of her sweeter.
Though suddenly, they weren't alone anymore. Michael stood staring at the entrance to the room, his mouth open in a wide "O". He had in his hand, his "World's Best Boss" mug, and in the other was holding the empty coffee pot.
"Wow! Jim and Pam getting it on in the break room…kinky!" he giggled at his own joke.
Jim backed away from Pam, and she fixed her sweeter. Both blushed, but Michael continued with his jokes.
"Careful guys…that's how babies are made!" he teased, but Jim and Pam looked at each other side ways.
"Michael, we would appreciate it if you didn't tell anyone about this…" Pam begged, her voice ragged and her breath coming out in pants.
"Sure thing Pammy. It'll be our little secret." He smiled as he pretended to lock his mouth and throw the key over his shoulder.
"Michael. She's serious." Jim said smoothly, as Michael nodded, replacing the empty coffee pot. He began to back out of the room, smiling like an idiot, when he suddenly stopped and said quietly "Congratulations."
"Thank you Michael, really." Pam said quickly, and Michael finally left the two alone again.
"As nice as that was, it can't be good that he knows about us." Pam whispered as Jim took her hand and kissed the palm.
"Yes, you are probably right there. But at least he doesn't know about," he stopped, placing his palm on her stomach, "this little guy."
"I love you Jim." She gushed, and he kissed her gently, bringing back to her memory the images from three months ago. Before it could get too carried away, he pulled away.
"We better get back to work." He said, sadly. He brought his hand up, and pushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear. Kissing her forehead, he reached for the door and opened it for her.
"Yea, that's a good idea." She agreed and the two left the break room that morning happier than when they had entered.
A:N/ if anyone has any good ideas about how she should tell Roy…I already have Roy's reaction planned, but its just the logistics of placing him and these two in the same place….anyway please please please review and tell me what you think so far!