A/N Sorry I didn't update..I am writing in 3 stories right now. This one, my main on "Four and Six Four and Tris" And then my New years one which I am gonna be finishing soon, called 'NEW YEAR'S DAUNTLESS STYLE!' Cheek it out! :)
I wake up to my alarm, I stayed up later than I should have last night, I wanted to catch up on some reading, and writing. I decide not to take a shower, I took one yesterday, don't really need one now. I put on some jeans and a black hoodie, I brush my hair, I have decided to leave it down today.
"Tris, C'mon!" I hear Caleb yell. I walk down the stairs and get in the car next to him.
"Why are we driving together?" I ask nonchalantly.
"Because you never got to tell me about school, what friends were you hanging out with?" Ah I do so hate him getting all up in my business.
"I was with some people, who aren't my friends. They want to be though." I say.
"I saw you with, that Four kid. He is one of the Jocks you know."
"Yeah, I know." I say. He talks on about school and stuff I don't care about. We pull into the school parking lot, before Caleb even gets the chance to turn off the car I get out. I am sick of hearing him talk and lecture me, he always does he acts like he is 4 years older than me, he's barely a year.
"Okay, I will see you after school RIGHT HERE!" Caleb yells, I'm more than 20 feet away from him. I almost make it in school when I hear the one person I don't want to talk to right now.
"Hey, Tris." He calls. I stop and wait for him to catch up to me, I have learned not to out walk him he will just catch up.
"What." I say.
"You, don't sound happy. Then again, when do you ever. Um How are you." He says, playing it cool. God I hate when he try's to act cool, okay, I guess I just hate it when he talks, mean I know, but that's just who I am.
"I was fine. Then I got here." I say and start walking to my locker.
"What's wrong with school? It's kind of fun, I mean you get to hang out with your friends."
"Yeah, but I don't have any so I hate it." I mumble, mostly to myself, but he hears me.
"I'm your friend, same with Christina, and the other guys." He says and leans against the locker next to mine, which happen to be Christina's. I put my stuff in my locker and pull out some books for my first class.
"I don't consider you my friend." I say. Wait wrong words he could take that as something more. "I consider myself as no ones friend because people just hurt you, that's all they know how to do. So if you please I would like to get to class alone."
"I wont hurt you." Is all he says. He follows me to class, when he takes a seat next to me that's when I realize, right he takes this class.
Before I know it more than half the class has gone by, I really start to pay attention when I hear the word 'Partners'. What? No, I hate partners. The teacher pairs us all up with some one, Zeke and Four, Me and some kid named Peter.
I see the kid, he is about my age, and has dark brown hair, he looks kind of scary, well more mean.
After class I walk up to him. "Tris." I say and extend my hand, he doesn't take it.
"I know. So, we can meet at the Dauntless Diner and discuss the project tonight at 10:30." He says and walks off. He's a little weird, and creepy, who meets at 10:30? That is just creepy.
"Hey, Tris." Four says walking up behind me.
"Now what?" I say irritated.
"I was just wondering do you want to switch partners? I mean you could have me or Zeke, I just really, really, don't want you to have to be with Peter, he is kind of a perv, he has slept with more than half the girls in school, and some of them claim he hurts them."
"No. I'm fine. I can take care of myself." I say and walk off, he thinks he has to protect me, he doesn't I am capable of it myself.
The day goes by really slowly, by the time it's lunch, I decide not to go in the lunch room, and since Caleb has the keys I can't leave either, so I just sit in the gym and wait for and hour to pass.
"There you are." I voice says. I look over and Zeke comes up next to me and sits down. "What are you doing in here? They are waiting for you at lunch you know."
"Good for them." I say, not making eye contact.
"Come on Tris, why wont you just let us in, be our friend. You know Four has never worked so hard to get some one to like him, they either just like him, or he gives up on them. But you, he is trying really hard to get you to hang out with us. And Christina really likes you, she keeps talking about you, well not as much as Four though." God, I don't want to be all someone talks about, that is creepy, like they have nothing better to do then stalk me and talk about me.
"Well maybe Four should just give up."
"Na. He is gonna keep fighting, and he said you might go out with him? Are you?"
"No."
"Why not? Four is really awesome, all the girl love him."
"Not all of them."
"Come on you have to feel something for him, I mean is Four, the Dauntless prodigy!" He says, a little to excited.
"Yeah your right I do feel something for him. Hate, or no that's to strong, hows, very so much dislike." I say.
"God Tris, you are being a bitch." He says. He's right I am go ahead call me names I am so over use to it.
"Probably." I say.
Zeke gets up and starts to walk out, he stop and looks at me. "You know Tris, I really think you should let people in. Just because some one hurt you doesn't mean you have to go around hurting people. Treat people how you want to be treated, don't be a bitch about it." His words sting, he leaves the gym, once I hear the door close, I let the tears come, I sit there alone, and cry until I feel I can't cry anymore.
I wipe my eyes and head to the girls room, when I get there, no one is on the room, thank god. I try to make it look like I wasn't crying, but when I see myself I just break down again. Zeke was right, I am a bitch, and I just hurt people, even those who are nice to me, they just don't know what it's like to be hurt by some one.
I sit in the bathroom and cry until I hear a group of girls coming, I duck into a stall and stay as quite as possible.
"Well Zeke said he was going to talk to her, I think he should be back soon." A girl says, I think it's Lynn.
"Yeah, that's what Four said, I just hope she decides to hang out with us." Another girl, Marlene.
"Why?" I am pretty sure that was Shauna.
"Come on Shauna, you know Tris, wont take Zeke, Four likes her and Zeke like you, and Zeke wouldn't date anyone Four likes. Which it seems to me that Four really likes Tris." I know that one is Christina, but I don't care who is talking now, Four likes me? I mean I kind of suspected it but, why the hell would a Jock like me? I sit quietly and wait for them to leave.
I get out of the stall and walk over to the sink, I turn the water on, I splash some on my face and dry it with a paper towel. Now it doesn't look like I've been crying, I hope.
I walk out the bathroom to the lunch room, there is about 10 minutes left. I stand outside the door, debating whether to go in or not.
"You coming in?" Some one says. I turn around and Four stands behind me, no smile, just a straight face, he has a soda in his hand.
"Uh, I-I don't know." I say and look at the ground, I take a step to the side so he can go in, he walks in without any other words. I screwed things up, I always do, I was going to try to be friends, but I screwed it up...Again.
I head down the hall and out the door, I'm going to skip my last class, and just wait for Caleb, I sit against the car, I don't cry, I just sit.
After about 30 minutes of siting I can help it, it's just so uncomfortable. I get up and just walk around for a little, looking at everyone's cars, some nice, some old, some new. I wonder who they belong to, I try to think of everyone in my class and find their car, it's a fun game, it passes time.
"There you are." I look up and see Four.
"Hey." I say and slowly make my way back to Caleb's car, Four following. I sit down on the road, he just stands next to me, I pat the road offering him a seat, he sits. "Sorry, for being such a bitch."
"Who said you were being a bitch?" He says.
"Zeke, but I mean I am. That's just what I am, a bitch."
"I don't think you are. I think you're a little uh what's the word, okay I guess a little bitchy, but that's just you, you're trying to protect yourself and not letting anyone help you, or be nice to you." He seems to have it down.
"Seems like everyone knows more about me than I do myself."
"Meh, not really, I had to really study you, and ask your brother some stuff." I look at him in shock.
"You talked to my brother?!" I say, a little to mean.
"Yeah. You know I can talk to whoever I want right?"
"Yeah. Sorry, that's just weird."
"How?"
"It just is Four, it's weird that you talked to my brother about me and you barely know me."
"I guess you right. I would like to get to know you." I feel myself blush, crap that is not what I want. "Do you want to go out sometime?"
I sit for a few minutes thinking it over. Do I want to know Four? Do I want to be in their group. No, I don't care about them. But then again, yes, they are all so kind and fun. "I- Uh." I take a deep breath and let it out. "Okay, I will go out with you just once though." I finally say, I wasn't going to go out with him, but after all that's happen, I will, I will give him a chance.
Four laughs a little, and he has a huge smile on his face. "Really?" He says.
"Don't make me regret it."
"I won't. Lets go out tonight, see a movie or something, I can pick you up anytime."
"Uh, I would have to cheek with my parents."
"Right. Here, let me see your phone." He says. I hand it to him, I don't know why I even have a phone I never use it. He puts his number in my phone. I look at the number, 466-4610. That's an easy number.
"Okay. I will call or text you when I get an answer." I say.
"Yeah. Don't forget." He says. We sit there quietly, it seems a little awkward, but not really. "If we are going to sit out here until school's out can we sit somewhere comfortable?"
"Doors locked, Caleb has the key." I say.
"Come on." He says and grabs my hand to help me up, I take it. We walk through the cars until we reach his, it's a nice car, blue. "Here." He open the door for me, I get in and he shuts it, he then goes around and gets in the driver's seat. "There, now we can sit comfortably."
I grab a stack of CD's and look through them, he has some of my favorites. "You have good taste in music." I say as I look through them.
"No one else really likes my music, but I do that's all I care about." He says. I smile, I have most of these CD's. "Pick one, lets listen to it."
I pick my favorite of the stack and hand it to him. "Good choice." He says and pops the CD in. We sit in the car listening to music until we see people start to walk out the building.
"I better go." I say and open the door. I walk to Caleb's car he is already there.
"Hey, you need to get a ride home or walk, I don't have time to take you home." He says.
"What?! Caleb!" I say, he pulls out and drives off. "CALEB!" I yell, as his car leaves. I stomp my foot and start to walk home. I feel like I could kill him, he just can't leave me. Just wait until mom hears about this.
It takes me about an hour to walk home, by the time I walk in the door, my feet are hurting, I wasn't wearing the right shoes. I sit on the couch and kick my feet up, I close my eyes, I sit for about a minutes before my phone rings. "Hello." I say answering it.
"You called me? What did they say?" The voice says.
"Who is this? I didn't call anyone."
"It's Four. And yes you did, it said I had a missed call from this number and I kinda hand a feeling it was you."
"Well I know I didn't call you I just got home, Caleb left me to walk home." I say.
"I could have taken you home."
"It's fine, Um let me ask my mom about tonight hold on." I put the phone on mute and yell to my mom. "Hey! Mom! Can I go out tonight?"
"What time?" I hear her say.
"Uh, 7:00! And I also have to meet some one at 10:30 for a school project." I say remembering Peter.
"Okay, Just be home by 11:00." She says. I un-mute the phone.
"Okay, you can pick me up round 7." I say to Four.
"Alright. See ya at 7 Tris."
"See you at 7."
"Bye."
"Bye." I say.
"Okay. Bye."
"Okay. Bye."
"Oh my god just hang up will you." He says, I laugh it's kind of funny.
"Fine, Bye." I say and hang up the phone. God he's weird.
It's five right now, I have about tow hours, I better start getting ready now.
WOOHOO! They goin on a date! YES! haha! And there is the little meeting with Peter...DUN DUN DUUUUNNNN! So what do you all think!
Also The phone number of Four's I totally made it up I mean 4 (Four) 6 (Tris) 6 (Tris) 4 (Four) 6 (Tris) 10 (Four + Six + Ten. ) See what I did there ;)
Keep Crazy and Fangirl On! ~Kim