Hey guys it's me! I do apologize for being gone so long… I've had a ton of shit go down in life so I haven't been able to do anything… I'm also getting over all of "my" boys leaving for two years on missions… Oh yeah I'm LDS btw XD

Disclaimer… Do I really need to put one? I'm a dirt poor 20 year old that finally got a fraking job! I can't buy any of the characters XD

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'Dear God! Would some turn off that damn machine!' I thought, irritated that I had been woken up. As the events of the (so I thought) previous day came back to me I panicked and forced my eyes open through the fogginess of my mind. As I tried to sit up I felt a large, warm hand on my shoulder, gently keeping me down.

"Haruhi, you need to calm down or you'll risk opening up the wounds you have on your body." A soft, deep voice said, their voice staying low and no nonsense.

Blinking to shake the fog away I looked around and saw that I was in a hospital, with Kyoya keeping me still. 'What is he doing here? And why does he look like he hasn't slept well or showered for a few days?' I wondered. I was about to voice my questions when a wall of pain hit me. I whimpered and squeezed my eyes tightly, waiting for the pain to fade, as any other person in my position would. "Haruhi, what's wrong? Are you ok? What can I do?" Kyoya asked, his voice frantic as he looked for the nurse button.

"I'm ok, Kyoya-sempai." I said, calmly lying through my teeth. 'This shit hurts damnit!' I looked up at him and asked, "How long have I been here and what happened? How did you find me?"

He sighed, "I heard you screaming. You'd never even left the school, but nobody could find you for about 4 days… When I finally found you, I broke down… I saw that bastard disgrace of a male..." He paused trying to compose himself, "I pulled him off of you and saw what he had done to you. I honestly couldn't believe you were still alive by that point, I saw the blood and everything… I quickly incapacitated him and took you to the hospital and haven't left in the 5 days you've been here." He looked at me. "I never realized what you actually meant to the Host Club until now, forgive me for that. And the others are here. They want to speak with you. Do you want me to bring them in?"

I nodded, trying to wrap my mind around the fact that Kyoya, the Ice King, had stayed by my side for 5 days without a thought about himself. The door opened and I heard the twins shriek when they saw me. I chuckled, knowing that I probably looked like a mummy to them. "Hey guys," I said, my voice rough from not using it for over a week. "How are you all doing? I'm sorry for causing you to worry about me." I lowered my head in shame not wanting to face they're looks of pity and helplessness.

"Haruhi," Tamaki snapped, "Don't you dare try to say sorry. If anybody has to say sorry it's us, we should've been able to protect you better than we did. We failed, big time… Can YOU forgive US?" He came over to my bed and knelt to get a good look at me. The rest of the club circled around me, all saying the same thing. I felt the bed shift a bit and saw everyone sitting down with a hand resting lightly on the closest piece of me they could reach, sadness and self loathing in their eyes. I couldn't take it, I let the tears that I'd been holding back go. Looking each member of the club in the eye I nonverbally told them that it was going to be ok, that I didn't blame them in the slightest for what had happened to me and that I knew they did everything they possibly could to help me. They all started crying with me. When the doctor came in I saw that they had gotten me a female, which I was incredibly grateful for.

"Hello Miss Fujioka, how are you feeling today? I can see you finally decided to wake up, a good thing to these boys of yours were completely frantic waiting for you." She said, a slight chuckle in her voice. "Now I need to check your wounds and change the wrappings, would you like the boys to stay or leave while I change them?" She asked, leaving the choice up to me. "They can stay," I said, "That is, if they want to stay." They nodded and she began to take the wrappings off my arms and legs first. As soon as the wrappings came off of my right arm I hissed, seeing for the first time what the damage was, and it wasn't pretty. The Bastard had carved a music note into the flesh of my upper arm, the word 'toy' in my left arm, and he slashed my legs. The doctor winced when she saw them, not that I blame her, and the boys all started crying harder. "Alright," the doctor said, "now for your stomach, boys I need you to turn around for a minute ok? Kyoya-san, I need you to hold her up for me so that she's not exerting herself." He nodded, helping me to sit up straight. As the bandages on my stomach came off, I gasped at what I saw there. In jagged writing the 'whore' stood out, dark against the pale skin of my once smooth stomach. That was too much for me to handle, I pushed her and Kyoya away and ran into the bathroom where I lost the contents of my stomach. After I was done in the bathroom, I heard Kyoya asking me if I needed any help getting back to the rest. I weakly responded with an affirmative. He picked me up and carried me to the bed, where the doctor stood, a look of worry and assurance in her eyes. She quickly took care of the wounds and quietly left the room.

"Haruhi?" Kaoru asked, hesitating with something. "Are you going to be ok? We need to tell you something."

I'm fine," I said, "what's the news?"

Kaoru looked at Hikaru and Tamaki before continuing, "We still haven't the son of a bitch… we're looking high and low for him but he's disappeared… will you forgive us for not finding him?"

I was shocked, 'How could this guy hide from my friends? They're the richest in school and have everything but this Bastard is able to hide from them… Shit he's gonna come back for more.' I looked at the boys and said, "It's not your fault he's a fucking bastard."

They all gaped at me. "Haruhi… Did you just say what I think you said?" Tamaki asked, astounded. "Did everyone else hear what she said?" They all nodded dumbly, I laughed at them. "Yes Tamaki, I swore, get over it."

There was a knock at the door, interrupting our conversation. "I'm sorry, but visiting hours are over and Miss Fujioka needs her rest. Can I please ask you gentlemen to leave?" a Nurse asked, not looking at the six extremely attractive males in the room. The boys looked at each other and said, altogether, "Yes just give us a minute to say good night." The nurse nodded and closed the door.

"Well we will see you tomorrow Haru-chan!" They all said, giving me a hug and heading to the door. "Kyoya," I said "You go home too. You look like a zombie and need to rest. I know you have your secret police crawling in this place so I'll be okay, I promise."

He nodded, "I don't want to, but since you insist I have no other choice. Good night Haruhi." He kissed my forehead and left the room. I sat there, stunned and not believing that Kyoya had kissed my forehead like an older brother. Not wanting to think anymore on it, I fell asleep.

The next day I woke up to great news, I could leave as soon as Kyoya got to the hospital! I was excited and got dressed, waiting impatiently for Kyoya to get there. I didn't have to wait long, because I had just gotten my last shoe on when he strolled through the door and asked, "You ready to go Haruhi?" I nodded enthusiastically.

Walking out of the hospital, I saw the rest of the Host Club cheering and waving at me as Kyoya wheeled me out in the wheel chair the hospital gave me. Laughing they whisked me off to Kyoya's mansion.

Alrighty guys what do you think? Give me nice CONSTRUCTIVE criticism got it? So I'm gonna try to update more but that's kinda going badly XD Damn writers block… Any Ja ne!