So, started this chapter with it aimed towards being a little angsty, really fluffy and only hinting at smut. But...Cas starts to talk dirty and that whole plan got blown out the window. Lol. Enjoy and I apologize for the wait. I'm not going to be rushing updates anymore...I want to take my time and be happy with the chapter before I post them.
Never fear, unless somehow Destiel becomes my notp (which will be never), I will continue all of my stories until they have reached their end.
Warnings: a vague picture of what other packs are like including Omega Slavery.
Castiel walked from his brother's cabin his arms tightly hugging around himself. After breaking from their embrace, Keelie had bolted, needing time alone in the woods. Castiel didn't know what he needed...or wanted at the moment but Gabriel had very politely asked him to go. As he got to the door, he could hear his brother calling for his mate in a very broken voice. Krissy had given him a confused look before rushing into his office.
His chest felt so tight, twisting more and ready to explode with every step he took. He was ready to bolt into the woods to follow his sister when a little voice broke through the steadily growing panic attack.
"Daddy!" Leeloo cried from the front porch of their house. His head shot up to see her staring intently at him, her head cocked to the side. He couldn't stop the stuttered laugh as he broke out in a run. She giggled and jumped off the porch just in time to land in his arms.
"Oh my baby girl...I missed you so much," Castiel said tightly, pressing his face into the crook of her neck. The strong scent of jasmines and something sweeter...like fruit punch comforted his strung out nerves. She mumbled something, her little hands rubbing at his back.
"It's ok Daddy...I missed you too...don't be sad," she whispered. Castiel sniffled, pulling away to look her in the face. Her green eyes were shining and he saw so much of Dean in her face it made him smile though his chest clenched tightly. She was going to be glorious when she got older and though he should be proud no matter what she would become...he was relieved that she would be an Alpha. It was in everything she did, how she acted towards the others and even now, trying to comfort her Omega father.
"I'm not sad little one...come on, let's go see your brother," Castiel said putting her down. She grabbed at his fingers, pulling him eagerly into the house. The tight feeling in his chest was slowly relaxing, his head turning to catch the bustle in the house. Pack members and little ones were running around, talking excitedly with each other. He smiled as he followed his daughter up the stairs to the quieter area of the house. Once they reached the nursery he peeked in while Leeloo bounced into the room, settling herself in the little recliner Dean had placed for her.
"Castiel...how are you son?" Mary asked softly beckoning him closer. He bit his lip and for some reason felt hesitant. Mary had always treated him like another one of her sons...never once faltering even when it seemed he was causing all the trouble. She only smiled, grabbing up his hand to pull him into one of her amazing hugs. He melted into the embrace, taking in a deep breath as he clung to her a bit.
"Are you alright?" she asked pulling away just enough to cup the sides of his face. He nodded a little, opening his mouth just as Mason made a happy little noise. Castiel smiled wide, reaching into the crib to hug him to his chest.
"I just missed my family," Castiel whispered, tears brimming at his eyes when he caught Mary's. She gave him a warm smile before leaning in to kiss his forehead.
"You and I are too much a like Castiel. Always wanting to help and keep the pack running...but there are times when you must be still. We are Omegas...it's in our nature to care for our mates and our babies. I know you leaving was a must...but now that you are home, you need to rest. Re-bond with your family...let us take care of the rest," she said. Castiel swallowed hard, trying to still the restless feeling trying to stir. It was hard to just stop after years of constantly on the go. There were days when he and Dean would just spend time locked away from the others. But there were also weeks when they barely had time to even share a simple touch. There was always so much to do that it was just apart of him now to constantly be on the move.
But she was right...he needed his children and he needed his mate. Taking in a slow breath and letting it out slowly he opened his eyes to see Mary beaming at him.
"Can you tell Dean to come to the house?" Cas asked. She nodded, quickly kissing her grandchildren before leaving the room. He glanced down at his son, a grin forming on his lips. Mason was going to take after Dean's coloring...he was sure of it. His hair was lighter, almost golden but his eyes were a deep blue and as he looked closer, a swirl of moss green was hidden underneath. He gasped softly and had to kneel down and show his daughter who begged to know what he saw.
"They're like mine Daddy...see?" she giggled opening her eyes wide. He laughed only to gasp when he did see them. It was nothing he had ever seen before. She giggled again when the sound of the front door slammed shut. Loud footsteps followed and Castiel looked up just as Dean appeared in the door way. Something must have flashed on his face, Dean hurried over and knelt in front of him.
"Baby...what's wrong? Mom said you needed me?" Dean asked cupping the side of his face. Castiel smiled, pressing his face into his mate's hand.
"I always need you Dean..." Castiel whispered. Dean's face broke out into a relieved smile, leaning in to press their lips together. "You were right though...I need to relax but...I want you here with me. Just for a couple of days please?"
Dean was nodding before he could even finish his sentence, "Anything you need sweetheart." Castiel smiled and with Dean's help managed to stand up. Leeloo happily skipped between them as they made their way down the hall towards their bedroom. Dean was the first to phase, his body almost too big for the room. Leeloo jumped up and down managing somehow to crawl up on Dean's back. Castiel laughed, watching as Dean turned his massive head to lick at their daughter's hand clutched in his fur.
Leeloo closed her eyes, concentrating as her own body began to phase. It wasn't as smooth as Dean or even himself but he couldn't help feeling incredibly proud that she took after his coloring. He waited for Dean to jump on the bed before laying Mason in the crib. A gentle hum over took his body as his wolf slipped free, the hold on his mind melting away. He yawned, stretching out his legs before jumping on the bed with his mate and daughter.
Dean yawned, stretching out before his brain had a moment to even wake up. Leeloo was still curled up next to him and Cas, both of them still in their wolf forms. Somewhere in between waking up and stretching he had changed back. He took advantage of the moment, letting his fingers card through the soft fur of his mate, smiling at how even as wolf it was unruly. Leeloo's was sleek and well combed through.
He heard Mason babbling next to them in his crib. Slowly sitting up, not wanting to disturb the other two he peeked into the crib to be met with those beautiful blue eyes. The little boy burst into a huge smile at the sight of him, a little squeal escaping his lips. Dean grinned leaning in to kiss his forehead, "You're gonna be just as beautiful as your daddy Cas," he said softly. Something brushed up his bare stomach, he looked down to see Cas's still furry head nuzzling at him. He smiled, giving their son one more kiss before laying back down, pulling his mate and daughter close to him.
When he woke up next, it was the middle of the night, his daughter wasn't in the room and neither was Mason. But Castiel was still snuggled up to him, both in their human skins and the blanket pulled up to their chins. A quick glance over at the clock made him sigh a little, it was only 9 pm...they had slept the entire day away. He couldn't remember ever sleeping this long...not even when he and Cas had gone on that vacation all those years ago.
Cas mumbled something, pressing his face right into the crook of his neck. Dean hummed wrapping his warms around his slightly shivering mate, his hands moving up and down his back. It was the slight little whimper that made him still. He pulled away to see Cas's face scrunched up, his eyes moving around rapidly as if trapped in some nightmare. Dean frowned, leaning in to kiss the tip of his nose and then his lips.
"Baby...wake up...come one wake up for me," Dean said softly, kissing all over his face. Cas groaned, stretching as his eyes blinked open.
"Hello Dean," Castiel grumbled, glancing around sleepily, "Mmm, what time is it?" he asked. Dean kissed his lips, pulling him against his chest.
"Around 9," he answered. Castiel sighed wrapping around him like a giant octopus, hiding his face into his neck once more.
"I'm still tired..." he whined. Dean chuckled pressing his lips against his shoulder.
"You always are but we slept the entire day," Dean said. Castiel groaned again, his hands fumbling to yank the covers over their heads. Dean grinned, moving to lay right on top of his mate, his arms on either side of his head. Cas smiled, his eyes fluttering closed.
"Mm...I missed this," Cas hummed, long fingers finding their way into Dean's short hair. He was pulled in until his face was in the crook of Cas's neck. The bite mark there was slowly fading and he greedily licked at it, loving the little shiver of his mate's body.
"Dean..." Castiel moaned, his back arching up a bit. Dean felt his mouth beginning to water at the scent of his mate's slick starting to permeate the air. He couldn't wait to see what would be added to it this time when he caught. First it was like vanilla ice cream...the second time it was nutmeg and cinnamon.
"I can't wait baby," Dean growled, his teeth nipping at his flesh. Castiel squirmed under him, a little whine escaping his lips.
"Dean...we...we still need to talk," Castiel gasped. Dean leaned back up on his elbows, grinning at the wild wide eyed look Cas was giving him.
"I'm not going anywhere Cas, I promise. The others know to not disturb us for a few days," Dean said. Castiel smiled and pulled him back down, kissing him eagerly.
Castiel hummed with content, his entire body buzzing in all it's sated glory. Making love in the woods was always fun but there was something about being thoroughly fucked by your growling mate in your own bed that made it so much more satisfying. Dean was nearly purring behind him, his chest grumbling as he continued to kiss along the back of his neck. The bite mark had been renewed along the way...he just couldn't remember if it had been during the first or the second time.
"Mmm...I wish we could spend every day like this," Dean mumbled nipping his teeth at his skin. Cas grinned, rolling over to snuggle into Dean's very warm chest. Each day the full moon grew closer, their human skins would grow hotter.
"Well...next week is my heat so we'll get at least a week like this...just me completely insatiable," Castiel grinned. Dean groaned, kissing him with an intense hunger. Castiel moaned into his mouth, his legs instantly opening for Dean to move closer.
"I want you to breed me Dean, fuck me until I'm always full with your cum," Castiel growled. He had no idea where these words were even coming from. During these moments was the only time he ever truly submitted to Dean...and that was only because he knew Dean would take care of him. Never treat him like a prisoner or a slave.
"Fuck Cas...you...you can't just say things like that," Dean gasped, his hands shoving Cas's arms roughly above his head. He whimpered, his back arching off the bed as Dean's cock pulsed between his legs.
"But I want too Dean..." he said, grinning impishly up at his mate. Dean growled, his eyes flashing gold as he nudged his hips forward, the tip of his cock catching at his entrance. Castiel threw back his head and whimpered, raising his own hips to get more of him inside.
"Cas...I can't...I can't be careful with you like this...you know that," Dean growled, his voice quavering at the last thread holding his beast back.
"On the full moon...I want you to fuck me in your true form...my Conri," Castiel said low, his voice coming out in a rumble. Dean growled, thrusting hard into him. Cas's eyes rolled up into his head at the feeling of being split open again. His mate was relentless, his hips pistoning forward, making the bed protest loudly under them. Castiel moved as much as he was able, his hands still pinned down above his head.
"Is this what you wanted Omega?" Dean snarled biting down on the other side of his neck. Castiel cried out, his entire body trembling with the effort to keep his orgasm at bay. Dean yanked away from him, throwing Castiel's legs over his shoulders before leaning back in. Cas's eyes popped open, a scream nearly tearing from his throat as Dean's cock hit deep inside of him over and over again. He needed something to grip onto but Dean still had his hands. He was thankful that his mate seemed to know and let go only to thread their fingers together.
"Dean...oh gods...fuck!" Castiel panted, throwing his head back as Dean continued to slam into him, his eyes completely gold and glowing brightly. Castiel felt his own eyes slip and it threw Dean over the edge, throwing his head back with a roar as he came deep inside, his hips grinding into him. Castiel's mouth went slack, watching in awe as Dean rolled in his orgasm.
"Cum for me baby," Dean panted, letting his legs fall from his shoulders so he could grasp onto his cock, pumping him quickly. Castiel let out a cry as his hips jerked, thrusting up into his hand a few times before he too came all over his stomach.
"Oh my god Cas..." Dean laughed kissing him as his hands rubbed up and down his body. Cas could only hum, a dippy little smile on his face as his body sang with his orgasm. He gasped when Dean's tongue licked up his mess on his stomach, a happy little growl leaving his lips.
"I love you Dean," Cas said, stretching out his body as Dean crawled back up to him. Dean ran his fingers through his hair, holding him still so he could kiss his lips. Cas sighed, wrapping his arms around his neck.
"I love you too...now...where the hell did that come from? Cause...I would so not mind you doing that again," Dean laughed brushing their noses together. Cas grinned pulling Dean down so he could snuggle into his side.
"I ghostly have no idea...it just sorta came out," Castiel grinned. Dean sighed softly pulling the blankets back over them before hugging him tight.
"You gonna talk to me about what's been bothering you?" Dean asked after some time. Castiel closed his eyes, if he wasn't so warm and comfortable the wave of dread trying to drown him would be unbearable.
"Of course I am...I just...didn't want to really think about it," Cas said petulantly. Dean chuckled, his breath tickling his skin.
"Well you have been thinking about it...whatever it is, has been on your mind since you've gotten home. Now talk to me Castiel."
Cas took a steadying breath before rolling over on his side to face Dean, "There's a couple of things actually...we um...we heard from Balthazar."
Dean's face scrunched up a bit, his fingers idly rubbing up and down his sides, "What do you mean you heard from him? He's been gone for years," he said. Castiel frowned at him, sitting up with a huff.
"Thank you Dean...like I didn't know that," he spat. Dean reached for his hand but he was already upset, he took his hands away and wouldn't look at him.
"Baby...I'm sorry ok? I know you love your brother but...he just ditched out. I mean, ok, I understand that he was scared and didn't want anything to do with what was going on. But...you can't just abandon your family and pack..." Dean said sitting up as well. Castiel stared down at his hands, his bottom lip between his teeth.
"We...me, Keelie and Gabriel have been trying to find him," Castiel whispered not raising his face at the rush of breath Dean exhaled through his mouth. A warm hand closed over his slightly chilled ones and squeezed.
"While we were away, Balthazar sent Gabriel a letter...basically telling us to stop looking for him. He's my brother Dean...how can I just let him go?" Castiel's voice was quiet, barely above a whisper. Dean scooted closer, pulling him into his chest. Castiel swallowed around the huge lump forming in his throat, he wasn't as close as he wanted to be with Dean. He crawled into his lap and pressed his face into the crook of his neck, taking in a deep breath of his mate's scent. He always smelled so good, especially after being out in the woods or under the sun for a long time. It was always so comforting and put him at ease almost instantly.
"I don't know Cas...I really don't. But...maybe you should? I know how much you want your family to stay close...especially after Lucifer and Michael finding their own homes. I just...I hate seeing you this upset," Dean said softly. Castiel nodded, tilting his head back to look into Dean's eyes.
"I know...I'll be better I promise..."
"C'mon Cas, that's not what I meant..." Dean said, his eyes closing in frustration. Cas leaned in and kissed him, a mere press of lips but it worked in relaxing his mate. Dean cupped the side of his face to keep him there, a little hum vibrating against his mouth.
"What happened while you were gone Cas?" Dean asked barely moving away. Cas moved a little to rub at his face, frowning at the stubble on his own cheek. Dean grinned at him, nuzzling at his face making him laugh softly.
"The last pack was...everything I had been so afraid of seeing. All the things my mother told me about Omegas being treated like slaves and whores...I always tried to pretend didn't happen. That they weren't real..."
Castiel stepped out of the car, the hair on the back of his neck instantly raising. The moment they had arrived in Alabama Castiel knew something was off. The other states never had this effect on him. It only took maybe a few hours before someone from the state's pack to come knocking on their motel door. They were granted a meeting with the leader but Castiel felt like they were already being mocked.
Especially when the leader's second in command, Theo, had found out he was an Omega.
He felt a vibration of touch along his skin and he barely had to glance at his sister to know that she too was getting nervous. Gabriel stood near his back, his eyes constantly flicking around while his hands wrung together in front of him.
"Welcome to the Conecuh pack," Theo, a large soft spoken man said. He gestured for them to follow, leading them over a bridge lit up by old style torches. Castiel looked over his shoulder at his sister, not at all surprised to see her eyes glowing silver, her long dark hair tied up away from her face. They followed Theo, the sounds of drums beating through the air along with something else he couldn't quite place.
It wasn't until they came into the clearing that he realized what it was and it made his stomach curl. The clearing was circled by random tents, where the noises were coming from. At one was a line of Alpha's, someone inside was crying out in gut wrenching sobs. Castiel covered his mouth, trying to keep from throwing up. There was one Omega...a young boy...who had a leather collar around his throat with the lead latched onto a post. Castiel bit down on his tongue, knowing there was nothing he could do...if he even stepped a foot towards him the leader would be in his rights to call a challenge. Castiel stood a bit straighter even though the sounds coming from the tents were quickly breaking down any wall he managed to build up.
"Dear gods..." Gabriel muttered. He followed his brother's gaze and had to grip onto his sister's arm. It wasn't just the Omegas...there were woman chained up as well. Many of them had leather gags tied around their mouths to keep them quiet. One Alpha male stomped over to one of the woman, snatching up her lead to drag her off. Castiel didn't realize he had taken a step towards them when Keelie's fingers dug into his arm.
A dark chuckle reached his ears and it took everything in him to not turn feral. Slowly he faced their "king". He was tall...nearly as tall as Dean. His dark auburn hair swung long past his shoulders in a thick braid. His gray eyes glittered from the fire light, but they had none of the luster that his sister's did. The man stalked up to them, leaving hardly any space between himself and Castiel. He wasn't stupid, he knew exactly what this Alpha wanted and there was no way he'd give it to him. He was an Alpha sure...but he wasn't Castiel's.
"And who might you be little Omega?" he growled out, a predatory grin stretching his wide lips. Castiel gritted his teeth together and stared him straight in the eyes, allowing for his own wolf to present itself.
"I'm Castiel Winchester, Anamchara and Mo Chroi to Dean Winchester, Conri to the Tillamook pack," he replied, his voice projecting out into the trees. The man before him scoffed, his head shaking as he moved to close the small distance between them. Keelie snarled in warning but it only seemed to make the man laugh harder.
"That's a lot of big words for an Omega...how'd a bitch like you stray so far from your Alpha?" he growled, his lips brushing along Castiel's ear, "Would you like me to show you how a true Alpha should treat it's Omega?" Castiel froze when the Alpha ran his nose up his neck, scenting him.
"Back off..." Keelie's voice was sharp, the power threading along her words was enough to make the man step away. He tilted his head at her, his smile turning into a grin.
"Well well...seems like I have two bitches who need to be put in their places," he chuckled.
"The only reason why we are here..."
"I know why you are here...Castiel...but we don't need your help. You really think you could step foot on my land and change things? Tell your 'Conri', if I see any of you around here again, it wont be pretty. I'll start by making you my personal little bitch, breed you until you're begging me to stop... while your protector can watch from the sidelines!" he roared, the gray in his eyes swirling into a charcoal. Castiel choked back a gasp as hands were suddenly yanking him away. The man, whose name he would later find out to be Zane, only laughed, his hand pressing against his stomach. Keelie shoved them into the car and screeched away as Gabriel and Castiel fought to catch their breath in the back seat.
Castiel sat still in Dean's lap, the hands that had been gently rubbing his back had stopped. His mate's body was shaking and his breathing was coming out in small little puffs. He dared a glance at him and fought off the urge to cower. Dean's eyes that always turned a beautiful gold were now dark and he looked ready to kill.
"Dean..." he said softly and watched in awe as that look of rage slowly melted into one of concern. The gold bleeding back into green as his mate cupped his face again.
"I'm so sorry you had to see that..." Dean whispered. Castiel opened his mouth to argue when his mouth was suddenly being ravished. He moaned softly as Dean kissed him, his tongue and lips moving as if this would be their last one.
"I will never let that happen to you," Dean gasped as he continued to kiss him, pressing his lips on every inch of skin on his neck and face. Castiel swallowed hard, reaching up to keep his mate's head still.
"I know that Dean...it's also why I've decided to give this a break for at least a while. You...our pups...the pack...are way more important," Castiel said. Dean closed his eyes, his head falling forward to rest their foreheads together. Castiel smiled, running his fingers through his mate's hair. They stayed that way until Dean's legs fell asleep, laughing as they tried to move back under the covers.
Dean laid his head on Castiel's chest, right over his heart and hummed as his fingers traced along the lines of muscle on his stomach. Castiel bit his lip and couldn't help but feel a little excited. Though he loved being toned and thin...and so did Dean...he couldn't wait to see himself round with another pup. Dean pressed a gentle kiss into his tummy before hovering over Castiel, brushing their lips together.