Songs of Love Chapter 4: Behind These Hazel Eyes, a glee fanfic

First off sorry about my awful ability to update! I couldn't decide how to angle this chapter until I heard this song on the radio and luckily it matched my version of the story! Also, sorry if it was difficult to read last time because there was supposed to be lines between the paragraphs where the scene would change.

Also (Unfortunately) I don't own Glee or its characters. I don't own the song either of course.

Happy reading!

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Finn walked out of his final class of the day, so far all was good. He hadn't had anybody confront him about Santana, which hopefully meant she hadn't told people yet. As Finn rounded the corner he saw Santana enter the Choir room for Glee Club, "maybe I should go to the bathroom," Finn thought to himself as he did not want to walk into the room within the same time period as Santana.

After taking care of business in the bathroom, Finn headed for the choir room. He was met by a whole variety of faces. Santana looked proud of herself, Rachel looked heartbroken, Puck looked like he wanted to kick his (Finn's) ass, Mike and Tina just stared at him, Artie looked dumbfounded, Kurt just stared blankly at him, Mercedes whispered something to Kurt which made Kurt giggle, Sam looked impressed, Brittany just looked like she still had no idea what was going on and Quinn, wait where was Quinn?

"Hey stud." Santana called out to him motioning for him to come sit next to her.

"Where's Quinn?" Finn asked the class, looking around.

"Well she went running out of the room when Santana told us of your little night." Kurt informed him giving his step-brother a stern look.

Finn shook his head and rubbed his eyes as he realized he really messed up, again.

Finn turned around as he was going to look for Quinn and tell her the truth, but was stopped as Mr. Schue entered the room, "Where do you think your going?"

"I need to go find Quinn," Finn began, "We can't start without her."

"I just spoke to her Finn, she said she feels a little under the weather and she will be missing Glee today." Mr. Schue informed him.

Finn just looked up at the ceiling and sighed. He had no other choice but to wait till after Glee, but instead of sitting next to the hopeful looking Santana, he took a seat by himself in the corner. He was in no mood to talk to Santana.

As Mr. Schue finished explaining how classic rock was going to help them win Regional's, Finn couldn't help but think of what he needed to say to Quinn. He knew that he would have to wait till six because unfortunately he had basketball practice right after Glee.

"Alright guys, that's a wrap," Mr. Schue told the class, "See you tomorrow to perform duets!"

Finn quickly got up doing all he could to avoid Santana. That was quickly thwarted though by the one and only. "Where do you think your going?" She asked him in her bitchy tone.

"Basketball?" Finn told her trying to fire back with the same attitude.

"Um not without this," Santana began as she came up to him and kissed him right on the lips "See you later babe." She told him winking as she walked away.

Finn just stood there motionless as he was still in shock of what had just happened. "This is not getting any easier" Finn sighed to himself. He headed to the gym to hopefully clear his head.

Finn jumped in his car and headed straight for Quinn's house. He knew that he could not waist any time to tell Quinn the truth.

As he pulled on to her street, he noticed something strange. Someone else's car was in her driveway. Finn decided to just drive past her house first to see whose car it was. As he drove past he couldn't believe what he was seeing, Quinn kissing… Sam? "What the fuck?" Finn thought aloud as he watched Quinn remove her lips from his cheek.

"Shit!" He yelled as he quickly swerved as he was heading straight for a mailbox. "This is not happening." Finn kept telling himself. But there was no denying what he just saw; maybe Quinn didn't have feelings for him still. Maybe he was just so caught up in it that he just imagined that she might have feelings for him.

"Screw it." Finn told himself as he dialed Santana's number on his phone.

"Hey there Finnocence, finally come to your senses?" Santana asked him seductively through the phone.

"Yeah sure, I'm coming over. I'll be there in a minute." He told her as he turned to her street.

"Good, I'll be waiting for you." She told him with what Finn swore was a slight tone of happiness.

Finn puller in her driveway and got out of his car. As he approached her door his mind started running wild, from what might happen when he walked inside to what if Quinn did still have feelings for him. He pushed the last one out of his mind, took a deep breath, and knocked on her door.

"Hey you." Santana greeted him as she opened the door.

"Uh hey." Finn weakly replied.

Santana scoffed at him, "Why are you always so nervous around me Finnocence?"

"Well um, I-I mean we haven't really always been… well friends or close or anything like that." Finn told her looking her in the eye.

As if it was Finn sending her an invitation, she jumped at those words to kiss Finn. There was a split second where Finn thought about pulling away, but decided to go with it. The kissing heated up quickly, from being just innocent to hot and passionate.

"Come on." Santana simply told him as she broke away the kiss to take his hand and lead him to her bedroom. Once they crossed the doorway to her room, Santana slammed the door and eagerly attacked Finn with her lips again.

Once again Finn had a brief thought of Quinn pop in his head but he quickly pushed it out to kiss Santana. Their kissing led to her bed where they continued to make out for quite some time.

"My parents won't be home for another couple of hours," Santana told Finn as she broke the kiss to get some air, "Let's do it."

As much as Finn knew he shouldn't, he was hurt and wanted the pain to go away, "Of course." He told her as he removed her top.

"Hey Santana?" Finn asked her as she rolled off of him.

"Yeah?" She replied, Finn almost thought she sounded hopeful.

"Do you wanna make it official? I mean like date and whatever?" Finn nervously asked her.

"You don't have to ask me twice." She happily told him as she kissed him.

"Who are you and what did you do with Santana?" Finn thought to himself as he kissed her back. Finn was still getting used to the idea of nice Santana.

"Well I should get going." Finn told her as he got up and began getting dressed.

"Do you have to?" Santana asked him looking almost sad.

"Well I mean I have to go do homework…" Finn began, "But I'll pick you up for school tomorrow morning?"

"Sounds great." Santana replied smiling, "7:15?"

"Sounds like a plan." Finn told her as he kissed her, and then left her room.

The next morning Finn and Santana made the short drive to school. It was weird to Finn because he could feel Santana smiling next to him. What was it with her lately? She was suddenly all happy to see him, and sad to see him go. What had he done to make her change her mind on him?

When they arrived at school, Finn quickly got out and opened the door for the still smiling Santana. "Why so happy?" Finn asked her chuckling.

"Just happy to be with you." Santana simply replied widening her smile.

Finn was so surprised at her reply he didn't say anything else. He simply put his arm around her as they headed to school. Finn was a little nervous as he entered the school; this was after all his first day of school dating the well known bitch of William McKinley High School.

They hadn't even made it to their first class yet when they started to hear whispers about them. Anything from, "Are they seriously dating?"; "How on earth did Finn break her wall?"; "Finn you dick!"

That last one was from Rachel as she hurriedly turned around and sped off towards the bathroom. Finn was speechless as he had never heard Rachel use such language.

"Don't worry babe," Santana assured him, "Everyone is going to be jealous of us."

She wasn't kidding; it seemed as if everyone was either surprised or just pissed that they were dating. The day seemed to just slowly go by until it finally reached 3 o'clock which meant Glee time which would also probably mean they would also be confronted.

They entered the choir room to the same exact faces Finn had received when he entered the day after doing the dirty with Santana. There was a new one though, as Quinn was there but she looked as if she had been crying. "Shit." Finn thought to himself as they took their seats.

"Ok, let's get these duets rolling!" Mr. Schue happily said as Rachel and Puck get up to sing.

They chose to sing some Broadway song that Finn had never heard of and he was confident that Puck had never heard of it before he had to sing it either.

"Finn, Santana, your up." Mr. Schue told them.

Finn and Santana got up and took their places as the music started. Right from the beginning he could feel glares hit them. From Puck and Rachel, to Quinn (Finn found this surprising as he still couldn't read the signs).

After their rendition of Two Is Better Than One they took their seats and Santana took her seat next to Finn and kissed him on the cheek. He could hear a cough and turned around to see Kurt glaring at him.

As the rest of the groups finished their duets, Mr. Schue announced that the winners were Finn and Santana.

"Cool, cool. What do we win?" Finn asked him.

"Pride and bragging rights!" Mr. Schue proudly told him as Finn just shrugged his shoulders.

"Alright well that's it for tod-" Mr. Schue began before he was cut off by Quinn.

"I would like to sing a song first, by myself," Quinn told him getting up, "I just feel that I need to get a lot off my chest and this song hopefully will show someone what they are doing."

"Ok then," Mr. Schue said as he took a seat, "Let's hear it."

Quinn got behind the microphone as the music started playing. Finn watched her as she got ready to sing. He felt people looking at him and Santana but he could not for the life of him figure out why.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Finn looked around feeling peoples eyes still on him, was he really this stupid? Why could he not get the message that was being sent here?

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Quinn looked like she was on the verge of tears; Finn was starting to realize what was going on here. Why was he so stupid?

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...

Quinn finished her song with tears in her eyes as everyone in the Club minus Finn and Santana went up to comfort her. Finn just looked down awkwardly as everyone was hugging in the front of the room. "I have to get out of here." He mumbled under his breath as he got up.

"Not without me." Santana told him following him out of the room, as they passed the now crying Quinn, Finn couldn't help but feel bad.

"Should we say something?" Finn asked Santana as he stopped before exiting the school.

"Um no? In case you forgot were kinda in a serious relationship here?" Santana reminded Finn.

"I know, but I mean I feel bad seeing Quinn cry like that." Finn told her as they walked to his car.

"Do you not remember what she did to you?" Santana started, "She broke your heart."

"I-I know, but I mean is it bad for me to feel like I want to cry when I see her crying like that?" Finn asked her.

"Yeah? Why would it not be?" Santana told him with a snotty attitude.

"Never mind for get it all let's just go to your house." Finn told her as he started to hate himself for what he was not only doing to Quinn, but himself.

Sorry if it's choppy and if some parts are bad but unfortunately I was interrupted for long periods of time when I was writing this. Reviews are greatly appreciated!