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:CHAPTER 4:
VOICES, TALKING, AND VISIONS PLUS A LITTLE BIT OR REUNIONS
"Bella!" his voice was so sad but I didn't care I was right behind the buck and doe, and they were calling. As if they wanted me to kill them for my own desires.
I pounced, taking both of them at once, and killing them instantly. I moved the buck out of the way for Edward so he could do what he wants to it.
I devoured the doe within seconds the warm blood felt so good going down my throat. When I was done I moved to the nearest tree and pulled my knees to my face setting my chin on top of them just watching him. I sat there watching Edward. He was so careful so graceful not one drop of blood got onto his shirt, unlike mine which was soiled with dirt and blood.
For the first time since I left the bed I noticed that I was only wearing underwear and a shirt 15 jillion sizes to big.
Also for the first time since Edward started drinking, he looked up at me and at the time I was trying hard to cover myself up. He laughed.
"I brought you some clothes I thought you might remember you were almost covered up when you were done eating." At first I thought I would blush and my heart would start pounding in my chest. It didn't.
I looked over to the small pile at the edge of the clearing. I walked over to the pile and noticed as I got closer there was a small pair of boxers a little bigger then my size, they were black silk with metallic red lips, a pair of boy short underwear and black lace bra which I raised my eyebrow at until I remembered Alice, oh and there was a black wife-beater, with a pair of flip-flops.
"The bra an-and the uhmm underwear were from Alice just in case your wondering." I knew what he was going to say I just wanted to hear his voice.
"yeah I know. But thanks." I smiled and turned around running several yards until I could no longer see Edward. After I got dressed I ran back to Edward who I thought was about to pass out.
"Uhmm can we leave I really need to talk to Emmett and change." He looked disappointed but I could be wrong.
"Oh I don't think Emmett will be able to talk. Uhmm after Carlisle bit you we went to Emmett and told him what we were and if he wanted to be changed like you, he said yes so he should still be in the middle of the change when we get back. Carlisle said it would be best if he didn't have any guest until the end of the change."
"Oh, ok do you want to walk around then?" his face instantly light up.
"Uhmm… yeah." Ye grabbed my hand and started running, dragging me along. All I could do was run, and laugh at his enthusiasm.
"Ed-laugh-ward-laugh-stop-laugh-I-laugh-want-laugh-to-laugh-walk-laugh"
"Bella? Are you laughing at me?" he put his hand on his chest and tried to look offended which only made me laugh harder.
"yyyeeeeeesssssss" I was laughing the hole time I said it.
"Well Bella, all I can say is… your face" I fell to the ground holding my stomach from laughing so hard I couldn't contain myself
After five minuets of me laughing on the ground and Edward the ark angel/God looking at me and laughing as well he sat down by me and just stopped laughing.
"What?" I said and he melted my non-existent heart with his radiant half-smile
"Nothing I was just thinking." Oh god here comes creepy/nosey Bella to the rescue! (not)
"About?"
"You." I think that was the first time in a wile I smiled and it was genuine.
"You don't waste time on flattery do you Mr. Cullen?"
"No, I guess not." His half-smile became full blown.
"Do you mind if I ask what about me you were thinking about."
"Never mind."
"Ok but I do have a question is it ok if I ask?"
"Shoot."
"What you were thinking. Was it the same thing I was thinking?" he raised his brow
"And what was that?"
"Hmmm I'm not telling until you tell me." he looked like he was debating whether or not to say.
"You sure you want to know?" I raised my eyebrow at him now
"Do you really want me to answer that?"
"Ok I-I was thinking about your lips." He quickly looked away as if avoiding my eyes as if I would be mad.
"I was thinking about the same thing." He looked so relieved but saddened at the same time
"Really?" I leaned closer to him
"Yes. I was." I bit my lip and Edward stopped breathing.
"Mmmmmm." It sounded like he was like whining or something. I leaned a little closer and he just ran away. I have never felt so rejected and alone in my life. I fell back to the ground laying in the fetal position. Crying. After an hour I went back to the house, not bothering to talk to anyone. As an instinct imbedded in my soul I went to the bed in my new room and wept. After about 30 min. I heard a knock at the door.
"Bella hun it's me, Alice can I come in?"
"No."
"Bell-aaaa. Please? I'm sorry for my brother I just need to give you something."
"No."
"To bad I'm coming in anyway." She opened the door with arms full of bags there were like five Dillards bags, 2 were Hollister, and 1 was… Victoria's Secret. I might as well kill myself.
"Alice! I can't believe you have the nerve to come in here and have a Victoria's Secret bag when you know fully well what happened in the clearing!"
"Geese Bella chillax I just got you underwear and bras nothing else I swear."
"Sorry Alice, its just… never mind."
"Bella don't worry I know I am physic and I have an empath as a husband."
"Sorry. Uhmm while you're doing...well whatever you're doing, I'm going to go take a shower."
"Kay. Oh and when you're done Esme wants to talk to you about how you want your room to look like."
"Thanks, and Alice?"
"Yeah?"
"How's Emmett?"
"Only another day or so till he's done. He's really doing great, but Carlisle wants to wait till he's up for anyone to go in there."
"Ok."
"I got into the shower and out in record time, and went to my new closet I was surprised how much Alice new what I liked I grabbed a pair of blue jeans and a midnight blue polo with a pair of dark blue Arizona jean canvas slip-ons. I set them on my bed and went over to my dresser and got out a dark blue bra and boy short underwear the same color as the rest of my clothes and got dressed. When I was done I went into the living room where Esme was, and sat down next to her.
"Hello Bella. You look real nice."
"Hey Esme so do you."
"Alice told you then?"
"Yep."
"Ok, well I already bought you a cherry wood bed frame and desk, and lighting fixtures, everything except paint and sheets. So I just need to know what colors so I can finish."
"Oh uhmm how about midnight blue and black?"
"Bella. You. Read. My. Mind. Yay I cant wait!!" she jumped off the couch and ran out the door and within seconds I heard an engine and then I saw a u-hal pull out of the driveway. I went back upstairs but to Alice's room. When I went in she was sitting on her bed.
"Hey Alice, how do I look?"
"Oh. Em. Gee. You look hot! Geese Bella you challenge Rosalie's hotness."
"Alice I don't look that good."
"Yes, Bella you do!"
"You lie."
"Psht whatever. Did you check your bra yet?"
"Well I had to put it on didn't I?"
"I didn't mean it I meant the size!"
"Alice you sure know how to make a normal conversation really awkward."
"Bella you do know you're a 'D' now right"
"Well I knew I was bigger because I'm obviously bigger then an 'A'"
"Oh god Bella you were an 'A'?"
"Yep and that didn't even stop my dad."
"I'm sorry Bella, about your dad I mean."
"I don't want you to feel sorry for me. That's the last thing I want."
"I'm sorry."
"You have nothing to feel sorry for. I'm TIRED of people's pity"
"Ok well lets stop talking about that… lets talk about…. What you want me to get for you tomorrow when I go shopping?"
"Why cant I go?"
"Bella hunnie you're a new born you will kill the first person you lay your eyes on."
"Oh, ok. Well Alice just get what you want, you're the expert."
"Cool. Oh and everyone's going too so you and Emmett will be the only ones here." She looked like she was holding something back but I didn't want to push her. I slowly walked to the door Alice right behind me. I was in her door way now.
"Anything else?"
"Yep."
"What Alice?"
"edwardwillbewatchingyou." She shoved me out of her room, slammed the door, quickly locking it. I laughed knowing a wooden door and a lock wouldn't keep a vampire out but I didn't want to fight with her so I just went to Emmett's room. On the way I heard something.
'Emmett is so perfect' it was Rosalie's voice but she was to far away for me to hear it that clear, even if I have super-hearing. 'why did I do it? Why have I gotten so close? Because you love her Edward you have since you first saw her. Why am I talking to myself? I'm so weird.' It was Edward's voice but he was in the attic and I'm on the first floor. I started to get the worst headache and then I was flooded with these voices, my head was pounding, I fell to the floor holding my head It hurt so bad. Out of nowhere I felt two strong, cold arms around me and carry me.
"Edward?"
"Shhhhhh Bella, I think know what's wrong."
"God why her?"
"Edward what do you mean why me?"
'Bella you know my power right?'
"Of course"
"And that proves it Bella I was thinking that." he didn't run with me in his arms so it took awhile for him to make it to his room.
"I have the same power?"
"Yes."
"Edward?"
"hmmm"
"Don't put me down. Please?"
"Bella?"
We were now in his room by his bed. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to his chest and onto his lap, sitting on the bed at the same time.
"It started when I was 10." He pulled me away from his chest and looked into his eyes.
"What?"
"My dad, it was my 10th birthday, he said it was my birthday present. H-he took me to his room and ma-made…he made me undress." I gulped back the tears and continued.
"He set me down and undressed himself." He put my chin in his hands and I opened my eyes longing to see his beautiful ocher eyes.
"Bella you don't have to tell me this."
"No. I don't, but I want to. I need to. Please for me." he put my head down and closed his eyes.
"When he was undressed h-he sat down by me an-and he told me if I ever tell any one he'll kill my brother, an-and then kill me. an-and all…. All of my friends." I closed my eyes again trying to fight back the tears. "I started crying and that's when it started. He started to touch him self for a while and then he p-pushed me on the bed and pined me down. I never told Emmett. He knows, but he never new when it started for sure"
"Bella? Do you want to kill him?"
"What?"
"I can't stand you having to live knowing he's still out there."
"I know, I want him to die, but I don't want to kill him I want to give him time to understand what he did, and the pain he caused me and Emmett, and after he dose I want him to die a slow painful death."
"You know a week after Emmett is done with his change were moving." His hand was rubbing circles on the small of my back.
"I know. I kind of figured that." He smiled and the voices died down but just enough for me to focus one and my headache go away.
'Bella I'm so sorry this happened to you. You never deserved to be hurt like that'
"Thank you Edward." I smiled at him and everything went black for a second. But it was quickly replaced by a movie-in-fast-forward kind of thing. I saw Emmett he looked stronger and more handsome, Rosalie was behind him and the clock said 5:16 am. Within milliseconds I was back in the room with Edward.
"What happened" his beautiful brow furrowed.
"I don't know, it was like I had a front row seat to a movie in fast forward. I saw Emmett and he looked different but the same, and Rosalie was behind him It was so clear but so blurry."
He looked so cute when he was confused.
"Alice!!" Was all he said and within seconds Alice was in the room too.
"Do you know what happened to Bella just ther?" she just nodded but I knew she was trying to hold back her excitement.
"Yep."
"And?"
"Bella you're PHYSIC!!" she was literally jumping up and down, and saying something over and over but I didn't pay any attention to it because in the door way was Emmett I had never been more happy in my life. I had everything, a new family, a new house, eternal life, and now my brother. I ran to him and jumped in his arms hugging him as tightly as I could.
"Bella how are we going to kill Charlie?" I looked at him like he was crazy.
"We're not."
"Bella?"
"In time we will but not now."
"Whatever you say little sis." We stood there hugging for about 15 minutes. After I pulled away from Emmett Rosalie came and stood beside him.
"Bella I just wanted to sa-"
"Rosalie I know and you have nothing to be sorry for. I was rude to you, and I apologize for my actions."
"Truce?" she held out her hand, I pushed it aside and gave her a hug.
"Truce, and Rosalie?"
"Please watch Em when I'm not here."
"Ok." god I wish I was as pretty as her.
Me, Emmett, and the Cullens hung out for that whole day, I think it was the best day ever. But soon enough it was time for them all to go for "the shopping trip" which also meant it was time me and Emmett were being babysat by an angel.
A/N: HOPE YOU REVIEW BY THE TIME IM READY TO POST I HOPE I HAVE ANOTHER 6 REVIEWS OR IT MIGHT BE DELAYED A LITTLE BIT... MABY LIJE A WEEK LOL JK... MABY
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