Deathsigner chap four
I felt like I wanted to disappear.
The shame when you hear that your actions are considered a sin, and the fear of the possible consequences that are for it. I was too scared to look at him right now. It stayed like this for quite a while, until he cut through it. You know… he started. Me being part of the staff wasn't completely wrong. I.. Have some complicated circumstances but it comes down to that I work as a surveiller in here. He moved his head to look at me. It's my job to find out the people's current state of mind. Knowing your sin, you have to understand that I got to report this. I slowly breathed a bit, too afraid that my words will worsen the situation. I understand… I said. He gently smiled and put a hand on my shoulder. Rest assured, knowing your case i'll make sure to lighten the eviction as much as I can. I looked at him with a slightly frightened expression. ' I have never told him anything about my case. ' I thought. I swallowed hard before asking. Just what is my case then? He looked quite surprised at this. Ah, seems you noticed. He said laughing a bit before putting his serious expression on again. He pointed at his eyes. Those who work here have slightly different eyes then you have. As I said earlier we are all different depending on our purpose. Surveillers like us have the ability to look into your past. But only your past, we can not look into your possible future as the jurisdictions can. Nor can we read your thought of now or then. With this we can only assume who your are to a certain amount of information which in our case is your memories. I noticed that his expression however started to turn sad when he finished his explanation.
You are Urishe Ichirou, 23 years old and died by taking her own life by freezing to death due depressment over the loss of her loved one Azikawa. And in this place is qualified as a sinner until further notice.
Right now, that's who you are and how people will be looking at your from now on. Remember that.
I looked at him in a daze. Hearing him saying his name has unlocked a certain question in my head which I wondered unconsciously for months from the moment he died. I looked at him now with a face filled with desperation.
Is.. Azikawa here also?
He looked away upon hearing this.
Kaze!? I asked a bit louder.
He still didn't respond.
I grabbed his arm to ask him again but I stopped when I saw his expression. His eyes were full of regret and pain. Kaze... What happened? He swallowed hard before answering.
I do not have the authority to answer your questions. All I can say is I'm sorry. He then turned around with his back towards me. Were almost here, you should go back to your seat or else they will be looking for you. And then he just left.
I looked down at my hands who just a second ago holded his arm. He was shaking. I said. This place, he definitely have been here before.
Wait for me.