~13 Weeks Pregnant~

I was at work and I kept staring at my ring, Kendall was in a mood again he was doing so well too…

I sighed and I looked at the clock, 4:30 pm, 15 more minutes and I can get ready to go home.

I pulled up to our house at 5:20 pm and saw three cars in the drive way I parked in the street and walked up to our house.

I heard laughing from inside. I opened the door and 3 really recognizable boys sat at our dining room table. Everyone stopped laughing and looked at me.

Carlos, James and Logan, the former BTR, all were looking at me.

Kendall's head popped up from the beer he had been drinking.

He smiled and got up so did the other boys. Kendall gave me a kiss he reeked of beer.

"Hey baby, how was work?" he asked.

"Um… Fine." I said with a confused look.

He tapped me on the butt, which he never did, and he winked at me.

The boys all had confused looks on their faces also.

James kissed my cheek and hugged me, Carlos kissed my forehead and Logan gave me a bear hug and a kiss on my right cheek.

"Wow, Logan, have you been working out." I asked.

He looked a lot buffer than the skinny little Logan I knew when we were 20.

He lightly nodded and I turned to James, "Where's my nephew, JJ?" I asked. He pointed to our second basement where I heard some type of cartoon playing on the TV.

I walked over and noticed JJ sitting on our wrap around couch.

"JJ!" I yelled down the stairs, the 3 year old popped his head over the couch and a huge smile came over his face and he jumped off the couch and crawled up/ walked up the stairs and wrapped his arms around my legs.

I bent down and picked him up.

I kissed him and carried him into the dining room where he now had his head laying on my shoulder with his thumb in his mouth he was a spitting image of his father.

The brown hair, brown eyes he was tall and he had the smile like his dad.

"Hey, James, how could you create something that cute?" Kendall asked pointing to James Maslow Junior and smiling.

"Well, ah, it helps to have a hot wife." He said smiling and putting his arms behind his head.

Kendall turned to face me, "Speaking of wives, Lindsey?" he said pointing to me and then his lap.

I sat in my partners lap as JJ still slumped in my side finger still in mouth.

James reached over and pulled it out and I laughed as JJ set it right back in his mouth.

James shook, his head, "I proposed to Lindsey 3 weeks ago! And she said yes!" Kendall said pulling my left hand and set it out on the table, the three boys leaned over and looked at the ring.

"Wow, congratulations!" All the boys said.

I turned to Kendall and handed JJ to James and he started to whine, I kissed his head and went upstairs.

I changed and sat on our bed.

I heard a knock at the door and then a low, "Are you okay Lindsey?" It was Carlos.

I didn't answer and I heard my door handle turn and a shadow enter the room.

I wiped a tear from my eye as Carlos turned the lights on and sat next to me on the bed.

He pulled me into a hug and I started to bawl my eyes out into his shoulder.

"What's wrong" he asked.

"I don't know what to do about Kendall anymore." I said as Carlos wiped a tear from my eye.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"He has been like this since I found out I was, you know, pregnant." I said touching my stomach.

"Wait, what?" (haha see what I did there…) He said lifting my head up.

"I'm 13 weeks." I said getting up and going in my drawer and pulling out an ultrasound picture.

I showed him.

"Twins?" he asked. I nodded and he took the picture and stared at it.

"Wow, congratulations." He said.

"Thanks." I said smiling then another knock came I snatched the picture out of Carlos' hand set it in the drawer before Kendall let himself in.

I looked at Carlos' gave him a don't say anything look. He gave me a I won't look.

"Carlos can I talk to Lindsey for a minute?" he asked. Carlos nodded and got up and closed the door and Kendall joined me on the bed wrapping his hand around me.

I stood up, "What?" I asked crossing my arms over my chest and leaning against the dresser.

"Did I do something?" he asked.

"You are so back and forth with this thing that I'm not sure if you even want this." I said raising my voice.

"Babe, I love these babies they are ours. We created these." He said touching my stomach.

"Then stop the fits, the drinking the tantrums EVERYTHING! It's like I got a baby here already. I can't deal with the stress or the temper. I'm carrying these lives our babies' lives." I said.

"Fine, then I'll try." He said moving in close to me. I slipped out on the side of him.

"I can't deal with try. I need can." I said sitting back on our bed.

He sighed, "Okay baby." He said.

"You better try or I promise you, I will leave." I said.

"You wouldn't." he said.

"Oh, I would and I will. These are just as much mine as they are yours." I said. He sighed the nodded; Kendall didn't like it when I threatened to leave.

I knew he loved me, he really did I know this is different for the both of us. Just one this after another, the babies, the engagement, our friends and family, I wanted this but I just couldn't do the stress.