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Dinner with friends.

Two month. Two whole months I have been pregnant now and have already had enough. I am fed up with waking up at six in the morning to throwing up everything in my stomach, then throughout the day eat twice as much as I had in there anyway.

Rose has tried to spend as much time with me as possible, I love her for it, but she insists on touching my stomach. You cant even feel a difference or see one yet.

Edward come with her sometimes and when I'm around he gives me these weird looks. I don't understand them at all. Its like he wants to say something but then decides against it.

Also my boobs are hurting. A lot. Alice gave me a hug the other day and I burst out crying. That also has to do with the hormones that are going crazy. One minute I will be laughing the next sobbing like a baby only to be laughing again two minutes later. Everyone else thinks it's funny. I don't.

Edward keeps telling me that once I get out the first trimester and into the second the sickness should go and I will feel fine. How does he know? Is he a woman?

Emmett and I are suppose to be leaving now to go out for a meal with everyone else but he is upstairs with Tanya. When they finally got of the phone we left to go to the restaurant. For the past couple of weeks we all meet up and have dinner on a Friday night.

Tanya and Emmett got out the car first and I trailed in after. We have only done these meals twice so far and I hate them. Everyone else has a partner, someone to talk to. I don't. I'm like the seventh wheel. Rose and Edward do try and include me into their conversations but all they talk about is the colour of the babies room or what to buy it. It's not even here yet.

Emmett and Tanya had already sat down once I got there. I sat on the seat next to Edward, who took my hand under the table. Everyone greeted me and conversation ran smoothly and Edward still didn't let go of my hand. I ordered pasta salad for my main. I took one bite of a tomato and had to run to the bathroom.

Well it is safe to say tomatoes are off my food list. I feel like crap. Alice and Rose soon joined me to see if I was okay. I couldn't talk to them thought so they held my hair and rubbed my back. Once I was finished I washed my mouth out and we joined the others.

"You okay Bells?" Emmett asked. He truly has been amazing through this whole thing. When I feel down he is my shoulder to cry on, literally. I really do have the best big brother in the world.

"Peachy." I grimaced. I hated being ill in the morning but during the day and at a nice restaurant just gets worse.

"It will stop when you get to the second trimester." Edward told me. Again.

"You know what Edward?" I asked turning to him. "I don't care about the trimesters to be completely honest. I just want you to ask if I'm okay or ask if I need a drink, not tell me what my body is doing or what is going to happen." I fumed.

I sat in my chair with a huff and crossed my arms over my chest. I regretted it almost instantly because my breast are bad today. I looked around the tale and everyone was trying to hold in their laughter.

"Just do it." I sighed. Everyone burst out laughing. When they were finally finished laughing we carried on with dinner. Emmett took away and ate the tomatoes so the rest of dinner was uneventful.

After the meal we all went back to mine and Emmett's, well all but Tanya did. She has to go to Spain for a photo shoot early in the morning. She's a model. Typical really, fake boobs, fake hair, fake everything. I don't really know why Emmett's with her but if he's happy. I'm happy.

"You okay Bell?" Alice asked. We were all sat in our living room with wine, well in my case tea, and talking. I smiled and nodded. They tend to ignore my moods recently because even I can't understand them.

"Bell. Can you still baby-sit tomorrow?" Alice asked. They were all going out clubbing tomorrow and I'm going to baby-sit Jay and Jake.

"Sure can." I smiled. She smiled back before going back to her conversation with Rose.

Emmett came and sat next to me on the two seater.

"Belly. You seem quiet." He told me.

"I'm fine." I insisted. He nodded and put an arm around me. I leaned into his hold and joined in with the conversation.

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When I woke up I was still on the two seater leaning on Emmett. Rose and Edward were on one sofa and Alice and Jasper on the other. I looked at the clock. Seven. What am I doing up so early? Then it hit me.

After an hour in the bathroom I wasn't tired anymore so I thought I would make breakfast. Pancakes, eggs and bacon sounds good. I walked into the kitchen and pored some coffee before starting.

I had finished about nine when everyone started to wake up. I dished up five plates and pt them on the table.

"Morning." I said in a sing song voice as they all filled into the kitchen.

"Smells good, Bell." Alice said as she sat down and dug in..

"Tastes even better." Edward added.

Everyone turned quiet while they ate. I had already had mine before they woke up so I started on the washing up.

"Bells, what are you doing?" Emmett asked.

"What's it look like Em?" I asked.

"Stop the sarcasm Bella. And don't do the dishes. Japer will." Emmett told me. When he said jasper's name Jazz missed his mouth and the food that was on the fork went on the floor. I shook my head and got a cloth to wipe it up.

Alice and Rose ended up doing the dishes while I took a long hot bath. Jay and Jake stayed with Jasper's mum last night so there is no rush to pick them up or anything so everyone is spending the day here.

There was a knock at the door and I didn't have time to do anything before it flew open. Rose walked in then and I was lucky I had a bubble bath and she couldn't see anything. But that was how it has always been, we often have conversations while one of us was in the bath. That's just us.

"We need to talk with you once you are out but don't rush. Just relax okay?" She asked. I shut my eyes and nodded, relaxing in the hot water. Once she left I quickly washed everything and got out. I put on my denim shorts and a purple tank top before going downstairs. It was one of those warm days today so I could wear this and not get a cold.

"You wanted to talk?" I asked everyone when I got into the living room.

"Yeah. Come sit down." Edward gestured to the seat next to him. He wants me to sit with him? My heart just about skipped a beat and I walked over and sat down.

"About?" I asked. They all looked pretty serious and I didn't like this one bit.

"You." Rose started. "You are amazing." Everyone nodded.

"I know. But why are you telling me this?" I was so confused.

"You do so much for all of us Bells. I told you this the other day but I think you need to be told everyday. We do appreciate everything." Jasper added.

"But you don't need to do so much for us." Alice cut him off.

"You are giving us a child. You don't need to be cleaning and cooking for us everyday." Edward said taking my hand in his. AN electric current ran up my arm.

"The only reason I cooked was because I was up at seven and couldn't sleep so I made myself busy. You guys know me better than anyone. I can't just sit there and do nothing. That is not me. I will not stop being me because I am pregnant." I yelled.

"We are not asking you to. Just slow done, Bell. You don't need to be doing as much. It's not good for you or the baby." Edward said taking my hand again. I didn't pull away. I love the feeling of my hand in his. I love the feeling of him touching me. I love him.

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By the time everyone was ready I had already picked up the boys and was at home watching a movie with them. They still don't know about the pregnancy because there is still a chance of miscarriage.

When we get to three months thought I am aloud to tell them. Rose said she wanted me to tell them but I don't know why. It's her baby after all. I think she is letting me because I wanted to tell them. I don't know why I do but I just do.

"Aunty Bee?" Jake asked. Emmett can't tell them apart but I can. Jake has slightly darker hair then Jay.

"Yeah baby?"

"I'm sleepy." He told me. Jay had already fallen asleep.

"Okay. Bed time then for my little men." I picked Jay up and carried him up to bed. Jake walked up on his own and settled down.

I sat back on the sofa and watched the rest of The lion king. I love this film, I always have. At about one am I got a phone call from Emmett. He told me how much he loved me and I was the best little sister ever. He was drunk and his words were slurred but I understood, somehow. Around two I slowly drifted into a dreamless sleep.

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