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Chapter 4

She must have fallen asleep at some point; because the sun was shining bright when she awoke. All the thoughts came back to her as her eyes opened. The room was cold and quiet. She turned to look at El sleeping; but all she found was an empty bed. Glancing at the clock, it was 6 am. She rose up quickly, looking around for any signs of him. Panicking she got up out of bed and went straight to the living room. There he was standing by the window looking out. He was a beautiful man. Everything about him was incredible. She has always known this about him; but seeing him in her living room in boxers was something completely different.

He didn't notice her coming in the room. She took this opportunity to really look at him. She loved him with all of her heart. There is no doubt about it now. The urge to go to him and wrap her arms around him was strong. But she didn't want to complicate things for him. They decided to wait until things settled down. So she just stood and watched him.

She remembered while they were in bed last night. The feel of him hugging her tightly from behind was wonderful. She had always dreamed about it many times. The dreams never compared to the real thing. At one point she wanted to turn to face him; but she didn't want to wake him. He was exhausted and needed to rest. It felt like home to her. Something she has never felt in her entire life.

While she was daydreaming about last night; he must have seen her. When she looked at him he was smiling at her with a goofy grin. He asked her what she was thinking about. She said oh nothing much with a smirk. He came over to her and kissed her long and deep. She was about to pass out from the lack of oxygen. Then he pulled away only slightly to look in her eyes. He wanted her; the look in his eyes said it. She couldn't stand it anymore. She grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him in for another kiss. This was going too far too fast. With the lack of clothing between them he would be in her in no time. They had just agreed last night to wait. Now they are going at it like they did at his house weeks ago. This will be over before they knew what was happening. She needed to slow things down before they regretted it. She tried she really did. But her mouth was so busy sucking and biting at his neck. In the mean time, his hands were in the back of her panties cupping her bare ass. Yes, her bare ass oh Jesus this was really going to happen right here.

The next thing she knew her panties were pooled around her feet and her shirt was thrown on the table next to them. He picked her up and carried her over to the table. Within seconds she was on her back and he was sucking her left breast. She was going to die. He was sucking her nipple like a baby. Wow she felt like she was in some kind of alternate universe. She was holding on to him for dear life. One of his hands was massaging her other breast; while the other was making its way to her core. He was about to touch her in the right spot when his cell phone rang.

They both froze hoping it wasn't his; but unfortunately it was. Oh dear God why now. Talk about bad timing. He looked up at her with his eyes full of lust. She sighed and watched him rise up to look for the phone. He located it. Then walked over to answer it; she got up reaching for her shirt. She knew that was the end of that session. She was beginning to wonder if this would ever happen.

A few minutes passed and he was still on the phone talking quietly. She decided to go to the bathroom to give him some privacy. She knew it was probably Kathy. While she was in the bathroom, she began thinking about what almost happened. This thing between them was greater than both of them. What were they going to do? She wanted him so much it physically hurt. She craved him even now, with him in the other room supposedly talking to his soon to be ex wife. She was in trouble and this was going to be the death of her.

She moved to the bedroom looking for clothes to put on. When she looked up there he was at the door with his boxers riding low on his hips. He was leaning on the door frame looking at her with a smirk. He was so gorgeous. Oh no not again. She needed a distraction. So she turned around, bent over to continue looking through her drawer for panties.

He walked over to her and stood behind her. He was so close she could feel his erection against her bare ass. He must have taken his boxers off on the way across the room.

This is not good, he is hard as a rock, and she was sopping wet. He pushed into her as he leaned over her from behind. She didn't say anything, just closed her eyes. He kissed the back of her neck while his arms encircled her waist pulling her to him. God she wanted this so much.

With one thrust he was in her. Oh my goodness, she was going to lose it right here in the middle of her room. She was grasping at his hands that were on her hips. She held on to his hands tightly. Breathing would be good at this point she thought. She took a deep breath. Then he began to move in her slowly at first; so she could adjust to him. He was large and it was a little uncomfortable. She let go of his hands, and grasped her dresser until her knuckles were white. He leaned over her and began sucking the back of her neck again. GOD this felt so good. He kept moaning her name as he thrusts got stronger and deeper. She was on the edge and she didn't care. She was most incredible feeling she has ever felt. She let go of the dresser with one hand and grabbed his neck holding him close.

Before she realized what was going on; she was facing the bed with him still in her from behind. She looked back at him over her shoulder. Questioning what he wanted to do. He pulled out of her while turning her around. She took the opportunity to lean in and kiss him hard and deep. They fell on the bed rolling around. Then he was in her again. He began to pound into her with all the love he had. She looked up at him whispered she loved him. He smiled at her, leaned in, and kissed her passionately. At that moment they both came with such force they both cried out each other's name. They grasped at one another as if it was the end of the world. The last thing she remembers before she drifted off to sleep; was him whispering in her ear that he loved her too.

TBC

So.. Will they regret it? Will this complicate things? What about custody of Eli?

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