A/N: This one is short too, but oh well. I just can't seem to add any length to my chapters, I stink, lol. Sorry. I'll try to update this and my other stories by the end of the day... Hope you like it.
"Dammit!" Junior screamed in frustration as he continued to drive. More flashbacks threatened the vicinity of his brain, and he tried his best to keep them away. When he couldn't fight them off any longer, he pulled over and let them take over.
FLASHBACK
She turned him right back around to face her and looked him in the eye. He, however, couldn't meet hers.
"Junior? Why?" Kris asked him looking him straight in the eye, trying to get him to do the same. He still couldn't do it. He would have to lie. He didn't want to, but he had to.
"I love you," he said simply, looking into her eyes with a considerable amount of reluctancy. She kissed him then, and he kissed back, just hoping that the conversation didn't continue. She pulled her lips away from his and smiled shyly.
"I love you too," she said in a soft tone, just below a whisper.
END FLASHBACK
Guilt. It was overcoming him. He hated that he had hurt someone. He'd lied to the woman he had once loved. He'd left her. He wanted to go back and apologize, but he was afraid it would lead to something else they would both regret.
He put his head forward on the steering wheel. He allowed a few tears escape and he started to sob gently. He was hurting himself. He was doing this to himself. If he hadn't have gone back to her- The hurt he was experiencing was one that he wished would go away, forever.
It was like someone had stuck a knife in him and kept plunging it deeper and deeper inside of him each time he did something wrong. Each time he lied, hurt someone or something. He just wanted to get away from it all. He wanted to go away and get lost in something. Maybe he would go back. No, he couldn't. He wasn't backing down that easily because of a lost relationship.
He turned on his turn signal and pulled back onto the highway, his speed accelerating again. He drove around, clearing his head for a bit. He looked to the clock in his car and it read 8:30. He'd been out for a considerable amount of time, that was for sure.
Junior turned around and drove back home, well his apartment. He knew Rebeca would be at work right now. He would go and get some things for him to stay at a hotel for a while. He couldn't stand seeing her, after what he had done.
He had plans with Matt today that would need to be canceled. He couldn't take the risk of seeing Kris. Look what I've done, Junior thought.