Chapter 3

Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow Even If I'm As Messed Up As I Am?

Time passed by and things with Nick were great! We were always hanging out and spending all our time together. He was my 24/7 I always needed to be with him. We would go on long walks and talk about everything that was going on. He would talk about all the music he would write and how him and his brothers just got signed to Hollywood Records. I remember him getting the call….

"So I was in my room laying down and my mind started drifting off. I kept thinking of a gift to give you for Valentine's Day but I just couldn't think of anything. Then I thought of the perfect gift!" Nick said. I smiled at him and laughed. He could be so cute!

"What did you think of Nicky?" I asked him. He looked down and blushed. He loved my nickname for him but he thought it made him sound young. He would always say it was embarrassing but I knew he secretly loved it.

"Well it's a song I wrote. I just want you to know how much a really care for you…" Nick trailed off. I had the biggest smile on my face. He was just so amazing. I don't think there is any guy out there better than him. I waited for him to start singing. He paused then reached into his pockets and took out a sheet of paper with the lyrics and gave it to me. He cleared his throat and took a deep breath. Then he grabbed my hand and started singing.

"Take my hand tonight

We can run so far

We can change the world to anything we want

We can talk for hours just staring at the stars

They shine down to show us" He sang.

I stared at him with a look of awe on my face. The words he sang were so beautiful. And the thing that really made me smile was that they were all meant for me. He wrote the song for me. I then realized that I was starting to get feelings I never had felt before. I ignored them for now and kept listening.

"That you know when the sun forgets to shine

I'll be there to hold you through the night

And we'll be running so fast we can fly tonight

And even when we're miles and miles apart

You're still holding all of my heart

I promise it will never be dark

I know..We're inseparable…." Just then his phone started ringing. I silently cursed that his stupid phone had to ruin the moment. He looked at me with an apologetic look and walked away to answer his phone. As I waited, I decided to look at the rest of the lyrics.

"I would give it all, Just to show you I'm in love, Yeah you know we're inseparable…" I read aloud. I then looked over at him and smiled. He said he was in love. He loved me! Right then and there I realized what the feeling I had was. Before I could think anymore, Nick ran over to me and grabbed me then twirled me around.

"Nick what's with all the commotion about?!" I asked after he put me down.

"We got signed! We got signed!" He screamed in joy. I enveloped him in a huge hug. He held me tight and spun me around again.

"Haha Nick stop! What company?" I half giggled half spoke.

"Hollywood Records! Hollywood Records signed us!!!!" He screamed even louder. People in the park looked our way. I grabbed Nick and walked faster ahead.

"That's great Nick! Now we will see each other more!" I said in excitement and kissed him. We both stayed there in that spot for a couple minutes. Once we were both outta breath, he took my hand and we continued our walk.

Things like that would happen all the time. We enjoyed our time together. Eventually people started knowing who Miley Cyrus was and who Nick Jonas was. We both weren't popular yet but people still could recognize us. Well Nick at least. I was still Hannah Montana to everyone. But I was still known.

Nick was like any normal teenage boy. He had raging hormones. He was only 14 ya know! He had the same urges other teenage 14 year old boys had. He wanted to see me in… different ways then he had before. He asked me to send pictures of myself to him when he was away. He wanted to see my body. So when he was away doing photo shoots or mini concerts and I was doing nothing, I would gussy myself up and get ready for my close up.

I'd dress up in some pretty, what would you call them… skanky? clothes so I would look more attractive to Nick. Then I would strike a very sexy pose. I thought I should do whatever would please Nick most. Later I'd realize that wasn't exactly the guy he was but for now that's what he wanted so I did it. Then I'd send him the pictures.

One day, there was a mini headline on (who knew I could make it onto a gossip site?!) the headline was

Disney Star or Disney SLUT?

And there were so many comments to it like:

"She's such a slut!"


"She's so ugly!!!"


"Ew who is that whore?!"

"She is so FAT! Couldn't Disney find anyone skinnier?!"

I must've reread those sentences a thousand times. I just couldn't believe it. Why were people so mean? Then I scrolled down a saw one of the pictures I had taken and sent to Nick. I instantly started crying. Just then my phone went off indicating I had a text. I opened my phone to see who it was from. It was from Nick. I threw my phone to the ground. Did he send it to someone to get money? To wreck my new career? I didn't know but I couldn't believe that he actually did that. He sent me two more texts, one each hour saying he was worried. Then he tried calling me. I didn't bother answering any of it. I was too confused.

Five minutes later, there was a knock on my door to my balcony. I got up and walked over to answer it. I was greeted by a worried Nick Jonas.

"Miley why haven't you been responding? I've been worried! I thought something happened! You always respond! You never ignore me! Why did you ignore me?! Why did you scare me so much?! Why are you crying?! Wait you're crying. Oh no. Miley why are you crying? Its ok Miley. I'm sorry for yelling like this. I… I…" He kept rambling until he looked his eye caught the computer screen. He went to put his arms around me but I pushed him away. He looked at me with hurt and puzzled eyes.

"You leaked those pictures." I said in a cold icy tone. He stared at me in disbelief.

"You actually think I would do something like that? Look Miley, I'm gonna tell you now I regret asking for those. I don't need to see you posing and acting like that. It's not you. And frankly you doing something that isn't you really turns me off. You should just be yourself. You're beautiful no matter what you wear or look like. But I would NEVER do something like that. I don't want the world to see you barely dressed. The only people that should see that is your family and well… me. But you shouldn't be exposed like that. I'd never do that to you. And you should know that." He said in a serious tone. I looked at him and collapsed into his body. I kept apologizing over and over until I was thankfully out of breath.

Nick held me in his arm all night. We eventually sat on my bed and laid down. He held me tight and kept smoothing my hair, telling me not to listen to any of them and that they were wrong.

"Miley listen to me. You are the most beautiful girl on this Earth. You have the most precious loving heart and care for everyone. You have a perfect healthy body. Don't listen to any of those people. You are an amazing person and if they can't see that then they are all blind. I am the luckiest guy on this planet to even be in your life, let alone your boyfriend." He said and smiled. I tried to hide my smile. Nick slowly leaned down and kissed me. One thing I liked about Nick is that most of the time when he'd kiss me, he would do it slowly. He wouldn't go fast. It was always perfect. After the kiss, I buried my face into his upper torso to hug him and mumbled…

"I ove ou"

"What was that babe?" Nick inquired. I shook my head at what I just said and told him nothing. I couldn't believe I actually just said that. I got lost in my thoughts and before I realized it, I was sound asleep.

I woke up hours later and grabbed for Nick to hold onto but all I grabbed was air. I sat up and looked around for Nick. It was pitch black in my room except for the bright clock on my nightstand. 2:38 AM it read. No wonder Nick wasn't here. If he stayed his parents, and especially my parents, would have shot him. He had to leave.

I sighed. Today was such a crazy day. That whole article thing was so terrible and once it got out to the public it would be worse. But Nick being here made everything so much better. I love having him around. He's the perfect boyfriend. He sat with me all night and calmed me down. And he said such nice things to me. He's perfect! Oh and I think I might be falling in love with him…

That night I wrote another song about him. Its called As I Am.

I knew that no matter what I was like or what my body looked like, that he would always like me and only me, no matter how messed up I was, As I Am.

Yes I know I've been MIA for four months. Its been insane for me tho. With school I had to make a speech at graduation and that consumed up my time and thoughts. And just things have been a rollercoaster ride. But now summers here and I'm ready to write again! I hope this chapter was decent. I still need to get used to writing again so I hope this is good enough. I promise it wont take anywhere near as long to update. Lets see, there's a lot of Niley news that's been going around. If you ever wanna keep up with all the news, go on Youtube and check out WeSupportNiley, NileyJirus, and NileyLoveStory. They keep up and report ALL the Niley news that there is. Even the smallest things are reported. But yeah too much has happened to report. But what you all think of JBs new album? Favorite songs? Least favorite? Is everyone excited for Demi's new cd in july? And is everyone PUMPED about Miley's fall tour?! I hope you guys got your tickets! I got mine! So yeahh… tell me what ya think about everything and the chapter! So yeah, bye until next time!