Hey Guys! Thanks so much for patience and the encouragement to muddle through this chapter! Between getting sick and some unforeseen brain blockage I had a lot of trouble getting the last bit of this chapter finished. But it's DONE! Chapter five is coming soon, as soon as I write out my Valentine's Day fic for the Hackers and Hats competition and the current Blood challenge on losers_pwn on livejournal!
Hope y'all like it! Next chapter will have a bit more of the kinky stuff, but this was required to get us there!
Enjoy!
Chapter Four:
Cougar was sitting in the room that he and Jensen were to share, sulking quietly in the corner as he went through the motions of taking apart his rifle and cleaning it.
It didn't need to be cleaned, in fact, it never needed to be cleaned at the frequency that he did… but it helped take his mind off of his life, off the mistakes, and of the lives he'd taken. It helped him to keep his mind off the unforgivable thing that Clay was asking of Jensen.
He wasn't stupid. He knew that Jensen had a past. For all that the blond man talked, and he did, at great length, the younger man never spoke of his life growing up. Sure, Cougar knew that he had a twin sister. That he had a niece, and that his niece played soccer and they lived in New Hampshire.
He also knew, from a drunken conversation over a year ago, that his parents were dead, and it was just him and his girls now.
But besides these few pieces of information, he'd yet to speak of anything having to do with his life before the army.
Cougar knew that this op, this dominant personality that he never let show until the night before with himself and today with Clay and Roque had something to do with this life he never spoke of.
He was determined to get the story out of him; one way or another.
He'd taken some provisions then glared at the three other men and closed the door behind him with a resounding click, followed by the heavy scraping of the lock being forced into place.
Hell to anyone who tried to disturb them.
Jensen had disappeared for an hour after they'd lugged all of their supplies into the safe house, returning with a few bags from the local drug store and had disappeared into the bathroom in their room. He wasn't sure what the hacker was doing in there, but he was about to break the damn door down.
Suddenly the door opened, and steamed rolled out of the doorway, highlighting Jensen as he stepped into the room.
Cougar stared.
Jensen waited patiently as the sniper approached him, standing still in nothing but his birthday suit as Carlos circled him.
Jensen's hair, once blond, was now dyed a deep cinnamon brown and cut down to military regulations. The signature round glasses were gone, and blue eyes were hidden behind emerald green contacts, the combination a clear turquoise. His beard shaven off so he was left with an even shadow.
As Carlos looked down his lover's body he was even more surprised. His tattoos were gone, the skin smooth and pale in their wake. His chest and stomach hair darker, emphasizing the trail running down from his chest to his groin, the hair there trimmed and dyed to match the hair on his head.
"Mierda, ¿qué coño le hiciste a ti mismo?" Cougar asked in amazement as he gently lay a hand on Jake's damp chest.
The changes, subtle as they were, made him look like a different person.
The tech shrugged.
"What I had to, in order to keep us safe." He said softly in reply before leaning down to kiss Cougar's lips softly.
'Ese hijo de puta!' the sniper's mental voice hissed.
"You are a smooth talker, Jake Jensen." He muttered, feeling his shoulders relax as the blo… brunette man pressed gentle kisses to his neck. "But we need to talk." He said firmly, pushing Jake away and towards the bed before bending to grab a pair of boxers from Jensen's bag and throw them to him, knowing he'd never be able to concentrate on the conversation if the hacker was naked.
Jensen slipped the bright purple boxers on and sat on the bed, the material clinging to his wet thighs. "What's up Cougs?" He asked softly, his body language showing his hesitancy and worry.
Cougar looked him over and folded his arms in front of him. "I want to know where you learned the tricks you know. How you know about this type of thing." He said firmly.
Jensen looked away and shrugged, "Eh here and there." He said before grinning at his lover, "Did you know that Humans blink over 10,000,000 times a year?" He asked suddenly.
Carlos glared at Jake. "Cállate la bocayhablara mí,cabrón!" He said firmly. "You joined the army at 17; you have barely spent ten minutes away from someone else in the team since you joined straight from boot camp." He said firmly, breaking his customary silence.
Jensen winced and looked away, "I don't really want to talk about it." He said quietly.
Cougar shook his head, "No amor. Necesito entender."
The hacker looked away from his lover for several long moments. "My dad was never really in the picture, and my mom died when Jackie and I were 13. We didn't want to be separated so we disappeared too. I did what I had to, in order to keep Jacks safe." He said after a long moment, "I learned what I had to, to survive and support my family."
The sniper didn't say anything, his expression open as he waited for Jake to continue.
Jensen got up and paced the room, "I was tiny when I was little, so I got good money, because a lot of men liked that. I don't know I was maybe five nothing and 85 pounds? Fuck if I didn't have every randy pervert in the fucking tri state area banging down my door." He said coldly, his arms crossed in front of him, "I didn't become a Dominant until I was fifteen. I hit puberty late, just shot the hell up about a foot and half and gained 40 pounds in two months." He said with a snort.
"Grew up into what you see in front of you and took the reigns in the relationships with my Customers. They fucking loved it too god you should have seen them… fucking lawyers, policemen, judges, CEOs? They pay out the nose for someone to take all their choices and decisions away." He said bitterly, his lips trembling. "Jackie stayed at home, got good grades, a boyfriend. Course the bastard left her when she got pregnant. But I made sure she was ok, and you know… I'm alright but I learned what I had to in order to take care of myself." He said before he paused and looked out the window.
"You know… I totally get why you're mad. I'm fucking steamed that we have to do this. Not cause I don't like the lifestyle… which I guess I should have told you the othe… shit… yesterday. Fuck I totally blew this all to shit didn't I?" He continued rambling before looking up to meet the sniper's eyes, "You know… I do love it, C, and if you don't think its your flavor of waffle cone than I understand but I'm mad that I have to do this again, with someone I could give two shakes of a dog's cock about. I hate that I have to betray you and me in order to fulfill the fucking mission. I hate it even though I'm going to do it. Cause I gotta make sure we get that squirrelly motherfucker so you and me might have a chance." He said quietly. "I just… I don't know what I'm going to fucking do about this after or how to make it ok, Cougs."
Cougar stood up and walked forward, pulling Jensen into his arms, the whipcord thin muscles tight around the taller man. "You get the information we need, then we can figure it out, hmm?" he said gently before pulling back and looking up at Jensen with warm eyes.
Jensen nodded before closing his eyes and burying his face in Cougar's shoulder, "Fuck Cougs, I don't want to do this." He whispered softly as he brought his own arms around to hug the shorter man tightly. "I don't want to have to go back to that shit, a different face every night and never knowing what hell is going to happen next."
The sniper nuzzled his way into the crook of Jensen's neck and pressed a gentle kiss to the pulse point. "That is something we deal with tomorrow. Tomorrow you can do your job, and be Clay's soldier but tonight you are only my Jake." He said smoothly before kissing the hacker's lips.
Jacob Jensen had been called many things in his life, but stupid had never made the list. He threw himself into the kiss, his body burning wherever they managed to touch. He knocked The Hat off the sniper's head in impatience, running his hands through the thick luxurious hair that cascaded down from its coil and moaning quietly in encouragement as Carlos fisted his own short hair and took over the direction of the kiss, making it hotter, steamier than it had been mere moments before.
Cougar knew what he needed to do and relished the thought, nipping tasting touching Jensen as he slowly kissed his cheeks. His lips. His chin.
He rubbed his hands up and down Jensen's back, determined to sooth the man down from the trembling state he was in. "shh,miamor.Te tengo,no voy adejarte ir." Carlos whispered in his ear, the deep tenor of his voice warming Jake as he slowly stopped shaking, "You promise?" He whispered getting a chuckle from his lover.
"Sí Jay,tú eres mío."
Jensen smiled and bent to press kisses along Cougar's throat, "You're mine too." He murmured back before pressing himself closer to Cougar, making his interest known.
The Spaniard chuckled and leaned forward into Jensen, pushing him to lie down on the bed, "¿Qué debohacercon elculomuypocoahoraquete tengoaquí?" he asked the tech with gleaming eyes.
"Whatever you want."
Carlos grinned and kissed his chest, admiring the beautiful toned image the man made sprawled out mostly bare on the bed. "I miss your blond hair, and your beard." He said, his English accented even more than usual by emotion. "But I do like this appearance." He said as he ran his hands down Jake's chest.
Jensen propped his head up on one arm and stared down his chest at the other man. "Glad you approve." He teased, shivers running down his spine from the gentle kisses Cougar was pressing against his skin.
"Ese eres mi tambien." Cougar purred before kissing Jake through his boxers.
Jensen snickered, the huffing noise strangling itself into a gasp as he arched up when the shorter man bit his thigh. "Really?" He asked, whining a bit as Cougar pulled away.
"Cougs, you're killing me." The hacker whined as he reached down to stroke his hands down and through the other man's hair.
Cougar pulled back and grinned at Jake, "I am yours, my Jake, let me pleasure you." The sniper purred out, making the tech swallow audibly.
Carlos smirked, taking that as assent before he drew the other man's neon boxers down firm trim thighs and nuzzling against the taller man as he pressed gentle kisses to him before gently sinking around him, his eyes rolled up to watch Jensen through thick dark lashes.
Jensen swore his life could end at that moment and he'd be alright with the world. He'd had hundreds of blowjobs in his life, but just knowing that it was Cougar… His heart raced as he arched up against the gentle wet warmth that suckled gently against his throbbing cock.
There was no telling where Cougar learned to perform that way, but the gentle teasing suckles the harsher throbbing pulls, the light dancing of the shorter man's tongue was set to drive him insane.
Cougar was just as hard and tempted to turn around, giving Jensen the opportunity to return the favor but knew, if he was just able to wait, that his wait would be more than worthwhile.
"Damn… Cougs… Cee please… por favor, Carlos" Jensen babbled as his hands moved away from the Spaniard's hair to fist into the covers as he pressed his hips up to get further friction against himself.
Cougar laughed and pulled away, his eyes sparkling as he kissed and nipped at Jensen's left thigh again before nuzzling against his lover again, smirking at the needy whine that filled the air while he sank lower, his hands gently rubbing against Jensen's thighs, nails scratching lightly as he moved closer, licking gently at Jensen's entrance and smirking at the high pitched scream that erupted from the other man as he shuddered. "Oh god, Cougs… baby please, I'm dying here!" he pouted as Carlos slid up Jensen's body to grab the lubricant sitting in plain sight on their bedroom table.
"Paciencia,amante" Cougar teased as he leaned over to kiss Jensen thoroughly before moving back down to lay between his lover's strong thighs. Slicking up two fingers he gently pressed one into Jensen, cooing to him nonsensically as he began to prepare the tense man. He peppered Jensen's skin with small kisses and bite marks, each one making a small amount of pre-come fall from Jake's cock.
A few whispered words and a long amount of prep later, Carlos smiled and kissed Jake's bellybutton, the soft hairs of the younger man's stomach tickling his lips as he slinked up to meet Jensen's eyes and kiss him once again, his body taunt as he slowly sank into his lover for the first time, kissing away the hiss of complaint and discomfort that Jensen expressed.
"Shhh, Jay estas bien."He whispered as he waited for his lover to relax. It didn't take long for the hacker's long arms to reach up and to run across Cougar's shoulders, hips lifting to meet the sniper's as Jensen encouraged him to move faster, press harder into him.
"dios...erestan fuerte...tanhermoso...Jensen!mierda... nenadiostan perfecto...nunca vaadejarte ir!" Cougar moaned as he slid out and pressed back into his lover. He loved this, the feel of the younger man beneath him, moaning his name, hands unable to find purchase until his fingers curled and his nails began to scratch down the sniper's back.
Shivers erupted down his spine at the feeling, blunt nails gently finding purchase as red welts rose on his shoulders and back, prompting him to lean forward and nip at Jensen's neck. "Mine." He purred into the tech's ear.
Jensen moaned throatily and kissed Cougar with a smirk plastered over his breathless face, "Mine." He agreed, his legs coming up to wrap around Carlos' waist and thrust back against his lover, his eyes shining in pleasure and love as he moaned and quickened his pace with the Spaniard in tow, "So close baby." He whimpered, getting a hissed agreement from the shorter man as they panted, sped up again, and came.
Jensen's head arched back, his eyes closing as he keened, his hips snapping upward as he held tightly to Cougar's back. The Spaniard following with a hissed "Jensen!" as he claimed his lover in the basest form.
Growling, he let his forehead rest against Jensen's as he kissed his parted lips tiredly. "Duérmete,miJensen.Todoserá mejorenla mañana." He whispered as he pulled away and collapsed next to his lover, slowly sinking into sleep, warm in his lover's arms.