I don´t understand my feelings

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Kyle

Tweek likes Craig.

Surprise!

Red showed him that he is gay in the bathroom.

With a kiss.

Craig entered and was pissed off.

Does he like Tweek too?

Red doesn´t give a fuck.

She´s a bitch.

Tweek is sad.

Poor guy.

Kyle got flowers from a guy.

Kenny told the whole school.

The guy was Cartman.

That was unexpected.

Cartman appreciates his existence.

What the hell did he mean by that?

Kyles heart was beating as crazy.

Really creepy.

That happened in one day.

What the fuck?!

"Argh!" the ginger screamed the thousandth time in his pillow. He was laying there since he entered the house after Cartmans confession -if you can call it like that. He wasn´t as red as before, but his cheeks were a light pink. He was feeling so weird, like these girls in the teen-drama-love-movies. His heart was beating so crazy when he replayed the scene that happened before in his head.

"That damn asshole! Is he fucking kidding me?", he was rolled up like a burrito in his bedsheets. His green eyes were staring at his wall, the window half open. Through this window his enemy broke in many times without him noticing anything. He knew it after the fatass told him that he was there last night.

He wasn´t really a fatass anymore, he was somehow good looking. He was tall and muscular, only a bit of baby fat left over. Even some girls were looking differently at him now, like flirting or something like that.

"Damn it!" this flower thing was really upsetting him. His stomach felt like there were butterflies in it and he couldn´t stop them from flying. And that pissed him off.

But why couldn´t he stop them?

Why was that pissing him off?

Am I...in love...with him?

His eyes widened. He had all the symptoms of an amorous heart.

But since when did he like him?

He wasn´t sure. It was kind of funny arguing with him and after primary school their relationship changed somehow and there wasn´t really a hatred involved. Well, they weren´t exactly best buds, but they got along.

But since when was he in love with Eric fucking Cartman?!

It was like a sick joke. A joke that was getting really weird and messed up.

A knocking made him jump up. His little brother stood in the door.

"Hey Kyle, the phone."

"W-what?"

"It´s for you." the black haired boy entered and gave him the white house phone.

"Oh okay, thanks Ike..." he grabbed it and held it at his ear. His brother nodded and left his room quickly.

"Hello?"

"Hey bro, what´s up? You sound like a scared little chicken!" the happy voice on the other line said.

"Oh hey Kenny, no I´m fine..."

"Sure? I don´t think so, man! What happened?" the blond boy asked. He was probably calling from a phone box.

"No...I´m not fine, Cartman is an idiot..." Kyle leaned against the wall.

"Yeah, that isn´t new though haha!"

"I know, but he...he told me something..."

The other boy was silent for a while.

"Did he finally told you about his soft side?"

"What? No, he told me that the flowers were...from him..." Kyle blushed as he said that aloud.

"Oh yeah...that was what I meant too...yeah, that´s nice, bro!"

"What?! No, it´s not! Cartman send me those flowers to irritate me! That´s not nice!"

"You think so? Why would he do that?"

"It´s the fatass we´re talking about, he even pretended to be in love with me only to get Nichole and Token together! He would do anything to humiliate me!"

"Yeah you´re right, but wouldn´t it be possible that he likes you?"

Kyle shrugged. His cheeks now deep red and his heart beating faster.

"Wha- no! This could never...we´re enemies since we were little! We hate each other! I hate him and he hates me, and this will never change!"

"Well, do you hate him?"

Kenny was so fucking confusing!

"Yes...I-I mean, no...not really. We fight and all, but..I don´t really hate him..." his voice cracked.

"Don´t you think that he feels the same about you? You´re together many times and don´t fight as much as when we were kids!"

"I..." he didn´t know what he should say. Maybe Kenny was right and Cartman somehow liked him...

Wishful thinking!

"Did he say something else to you?" the manly voice took him back to reality.

"Erm, n-nothing important..." he played with his sheet. He hated to lie.

"...Okay, well then talk with him or something!"

"Yes..maybe..."

"Okay champ, I need to go now, this stupid phone is going to break! See ya tomorrow and sort out your feelings man!"

"Okay bye...wait what do you-" the line broke and he could only hear his own breathing.

Why the hell did Kenny call in the first place?

Sort out your feelings he said. Kyle closed his eyes. He knew that he somehow liked that antisemitic jerk called Eric Cartman, but he didn´t know if he could trust Cartmans unexpected friendliness. He had already mucked him endless times. Maybe it was a stupid joke again. But his chocolate brown eyes were looking so honestly at him.

Honestly loving.

He decided to speak to him tomorrow, maybe he´ll laugh at him and embarrass him in front of every student. But maybe he would smile at him with that look in his eyes and tell him that he liked him too...

Wishful thinking!

Kyle wrapped himself up in his bedsheets and finally felt asleep after thinking about every possible reaction of his new found crush Eric Cartman.

He smiled at him and caressed his cheek. His brown eyes looking only at him and nothing else, like the whole world was spinning around them.

"You are beautiful, Kahl."

The ginger chuckled at his nickname. He snuggled closer to the big body of his enemy.

"I´m not, you are!"

The big hand wandered down his neck and was drawing indescribable things on his naked back. Kyle shuddered at the sudden movements and looked up at his partner.

He was looking at him with so much attention and love.

The red haired boy stretched to the chubby teen and a thrill of ecstasy rolled down his spine when their lips touched one another. After some time kissing, their mouths parted and they both gasped for air.

But that didn´t last long, because the big teen rolled over the skinny pale body and embraced him with his long arms.

His lips searched the trembling ones of the ginger, and he let him in. Their tongues were fighting for dominance and the thrills they both felt were encouraging them to continue.

Kyle moaned with pleasure and the grunts of his beloved enemy were driving him nuts.

"I love you, Kahl!"

"I-I love you too Eric! Ah!" he twitched when he felt the big hand caressing his abdomen. His fingers were getting closer and closer to his now hard dick. Kyle slung his arms around the neck of his chubby lover. Cartmans tongue was licking his nipples and the pleasure Kyle was feeling was out of this world. The hand that was stroking his boner was getting faster and faster.

"Ah, E-Eric! Nah!" he moaned and the brown eyes were watching him with a fractious lust. His breath was heating up his neck and Kyle pressed his body closer to him.

"I-I can´t! I-I´m cumming!" he gasped for air and an incredible heat was spreading around his body. The stroking hand wasn´t stopping, it was getting faster and Kyles eyes widened.

"Go Kahl!" the big boned teen whispered in his deep red ear.

"I-I love you-AH!" his body twitched and after his relief he collapsed in the strong arms of his beloved enemy. He was breathing heavily and the Nazi took his chin with his other hand and smiled.

"I love you too my little Jew.", Kyle melted in his hands and his lips were sealed with a kiss, that was sweet and innocent.

Like their love.

He sat besides Butters. The bus was full of growing teens. Only some of them already had a drivers license. Kyle wasn´t one of them, but that wasn´t really bad.

"So did you do the homework, Kyle? I didn´t really understand them..." the shy little blond tried to initiate a conversation for the fourth time this morning. Kyle looked at him with bags under his eyes. After his nightmare -he wanted to call it like that- he couldn´t sleep anymore, so he stayed up for most of the night.

"Yes, but they aren´t really good."

"Oh okay..." Butters tipped his fingertips together like he used to when he was little.

He failed again to talk to him. But Kyle hadn´t much interest in having a conversation with the little guy. He couldn´t stop thinking about the damn flowers and naturally about Cartman and his dream.

His wet, perverted dream.

He blushed. Damn it, why was it Cartman of all people?!

Kenny and Clyde were sitting in front of him and talking about some party or something that they wanted to organize this week. They were excitedly talking about it and it was funny to watch them. But his eyes wandered to a blond twitching head that was sitting diagonal before him. Jimmy was there beside Tweek and he was blabbering about something, but he couldn´t hear what it was. Kyle was feeling sorry for the nervous wrack who wasn´t listening to his disabled friend; he was peering at the dark haired boy in front of him. The ginger guessed that Craig wasn´t planning on talking to Tweek and that made him sad. He knew what really happened.

Red was funnily enough sitting beside him, but talking with Bebe and Wendy, not paying attention to the two best friends who weren´t talking a word with each other. Kyle didn´t understand why Tweek even told Red that he liked Craig.

Maybe because he thought that they were together?

But he should have known it, they were best friends though. And Red was sometimes a real bitch, she didn´t care about anything. She just does what she wants and than doesn´t care about the consequences. And sometimes these things happen and a friendship is breaking in millions of little pieces.

Maybe he should try to help and talk to him?

But before he could think about a method to initiate a conversation with the monotone Craig Tucker, his eyes beheld someone entering the bus. The big teen with the red jacket greeted Kenny with a nod and a shared smile. Then his eyes fell upon the red haired boy, who was blushing deeply red reminding his earlier dream.

Cartman stopped at Kyles seat and smirked.

"Hey Kahl!"

"H-Hello Cartman..."

Don´t blush, don´t blush, don´t fucking blush!

The boy watched him getting nervous, but instead of teasing him he sat down behind him. Token greeted his new seatmate. Kenny turned around and grinned like an idiot, getting an angry look from Kyle and an evil grin back from Cartman. Then he proceeded talking to Clyde about the party again.

Sometimes the redhead could kill Kenny for his obvious movements.

The bus ride was awkwardly silent between the usual friends. That was making Kyle even more embarrassed than before. But he couldn´t do anything about it, because today he knew he must talk to the fatass about the thing that happened yesterday.

And he wasn´t really looking forward to it.

The bus held in front of the school and everyone rushed out of the bus. Kyle sat there waiting for the teens to step out, so that he could prepare himself for the following mission.

When he was finally alone in the bus he sighted and stood up. He went to the exit, but something caught his attention. It was a little sheet of paper on the first seat with a name written on it: Kyle.

His heart was beating faster now as he picked up the letter slowly opened it. His eyes widened.

Meet me behind school at lunch. I´m waiting there.

E.C.

His startled expression was surely funny to watch. But his feelings were now driving him crazy. The butterflies wouldn´t listen to anything he told them and he couldn´t do anything about his little smile on his deep red face.

He stepped out of the bus and ran to his friends, one of them smiling at him as he knew what had just happen in the bus.

No one other than Eric fucking Cartman.

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