Spirited Again~
CHAPTER 3: True Form
So
things really did
change since I left.......
Chihiro thought, sprawled awkwardly acorss her bare mattress. After
bring Chihiro up to speed, the two women left Chihiro to herself for
a while. Granny transported herself back home. Lin would be back any
moment with some bedding and clothes.
Lin's footsteps came softly
down the stairs. She approached the table, nearby Chihiro's bed, and
dropped the clothes and sheets on it. Chihiro's eyes flew open.
She
screamed, shooting up in bed. "Lin! Why were you creeping
around....you scared me..."
Lin put her hands to her hips.
"Please forgive me for trying to not wake you, my
gosh."
Chihiro's face fell, feelings of dejection mixing
with her old feelings of uncertainty and even.... fear. Seeing this,
Lin sighed, padding up to the young girl.
She plopped down on a
chair beside the bed. "Hey, hey....jeez, don't take me so
seriously, kid."
Chihiro stared at Lin. Eventually she
spoke. "Is it true?"
Lin made an attempt not to frown,
instead, giving off a look of pity and concern. "....yeah. Some
mindless cronie told Yubaba about how he was helping you. Gives me
the creeps just thinking how he even knew all of it..."
Chihiro
briefly looked away, then returned her gaze to Lin. "Does anyone
even have a clue as to where he is?"
Now it was Lin's turn
to glance away, shaking her head. "I don't know. If anyone does,
they're probably scared out of their wits to say so. Yubaba's really
taken back her chokehold on the place.... You can't imagine how many
innocent workers she's banished.
"I think that's why you're
back. I think you've been sent to set this old hag straight, and
restore things to order.... or at least, to the less-frenzied mess it
was before, when you were still here."
"So you think
I'm here for just more than a visit? If that's the case, then what am
I here for?"
"I can't say for sure, but I have a
hunch..." Lin trailed off. "I think Haku
is the one to bring Yubaba back down to reality - at least, to her
less insane reality."
Chihiro's feeling of heartbreak
resurfaced. Its last appearance was on the day she left this world
and returned home....and had to leave Haku behind. Though she was
only twelve when she first came to this world, and though she was
still a young girl at thirteen, she felt so attached to him.
Chihiro
thought she knew the answer, but asked anyway. "But, if it's
Haku
you need, how do I still fit into all of this?"
Lin groaned
in frustration, and leaned towards Chihiro. She stared directly at
her, emotionless. "Haku was not only banished from Yubaba's bath
house, but he's been cursed. He's to live the rest of his life in his
true form, as a dragon."
Chihiro's eyebrows furrowed. "How
is that punishment? Didn't Haku want to be freed from Yubaba's curse?
Didn't he want to return to his true form? I thought that after the
curse broke --"
Chihiro was interrupted as Lin shook her
head. "At first, yeah, but.... Jeez, are you clueless? And to
think we all figured you liked
him...."
"Of course I-- ...like him." Chihiro
mumbled, trailing off.
Lin sighed, tilting her head upward and
leaning back in her seat before continuing. "Yeah. Haku was
happy for the most part, but once you were gone....
"He knew
in his heart you'd come back. So he asked Yubaba, pleaded even, for
her to place a spell on him that would give him control over his
forms, allow him to switch freely between his true form and human
form. I think the only reason Yubaba actually did this was because
she got an ego boost out of being begged...
"Anyway. So,
this way, when you did come back, he could return to human form. To,
you know.... talk to you, and crap." Lin had difficulties
talking about romance, let alone friendship.
"He's been
waiting for so long, Chihiro, for you to return. You helped him
remember his real identity, and I can safely say," at this, Lin
shuddered, "that....he loves you."
Chihiro didn't seem
fazed by this. She seemed to know it all along. At least, in her
heart. "I do..... I think I love him, too...."
Something
caught her attention.
"Wait...what? He's only been waiting
for a year, right Lin? I've been waiting just as long as he
has..."
"Chihiro....You remember how when you returned
back to your world, it was like you never left? And time didn't even
go by?"
"How did you know...?"
"Not
important. But.... you were in our world for months. And yet, in your
world, not even a minute went by. Now, you've been gone from here for
nearly a year. In this world, that translates to..."
Chihiro's
face fell as she realized Haku had been awaiting her return for
several years. Chihiro then assumed that no one aged here, since Lin
still looked exactly the same as Chihiro remembered.
"Okay....but
then why did he get turned back into a dragon again?"
"That
was his punishment for helping you escape. And Yubaba, as consumed by
evil as she is, benefited in one more ways than one with this little
arrangement. Even though she started buckling down right after he was
revealed, Yubaba had already been planning her total domination.
Haku's scandal was the perfect reason to get her plan in motion while
remaining unsuspected... for the most part.
"Of course, a
handful of us who aren't scare into worshipping her knew she was up
to no good. When is she not," Lin mumbled. "We're also the
same people who were happy to see you break free from that old bat's
wrath.
"But, back on topic. Yubaba, I see right through her.
She sees Haku as a threat. Yubaba figured that if he could help a
girl escape this world, that he was capable of much more. If Haku was
in his dragon form, and permanently, he could do nothing to stop
her."
Chihiro realized she was here to help break Yubaba's
curse. "But we're dealing with a Yubaba curse. How will I
be able to break it?"
Lin smacked her forehead. "Is
your brain screwed on right, Chihiro? We've been talking about this
subject, or at least dancing around it the whole time!"
"Please
don't tell me-- I can't--"
"You love him, don't
you?"
Chihiro blushed. "Yeah, I think," she
mumbled.
"That's all it takes."
Lin stood up,
stretching. "If we're gonna get anything done tomorrow, you have
to get some sleep. You're lucky tomorrow's my monthly day
off..."
Lin started towards the door, then stopped in her
tracks. "Chihiro, just....don't beat yourself up about this.
Everything that's happened, it was inevitable." Lin turned to
face Chihiro. "And it wasn't anyone's fault." Chihiro
nodded, then made up her bed.
Curling up in it, her thoughts
recapped the day's events. Before she drifted off into sleep, Chihiro
wondered if she would wake up from this, if this was all a
dream....
I
don't want to wake up from this....
