Thank you to Miley Cyrus

For those who don't know me
I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, yep
24 hours a day 'cause I'm hot like that

E POV

Everyone left except Bella and I left the room. I just laid there next to her has I remembered how things played out yesterday – what she told us.

My poor Bella

She is mine right? I mean, I told her I love her and she kissed me. That makes her mine, right?

She never said 'I love you' back to you. Therefore, she's not yours.

Damn it!

The angel turned over to look at me. She stared into my eyes. "You need to hunt."

"I can go later," I said back to her.

"Go hunting," she said play shoving me.

"No. I want to stay with you."

"Is you being thirsty in a hospital where anyone can bleed a good idea," she asked seriously.

"Okay," I said and leaned down to kiss her. "I love you," I whispered in her ear.

"I know."

.^.^.^.^.^.

It was Bella's first day back at school and I was excited to see her again.

"Dude, you need to know something," Nick pulled me aside.

"Can it wait? I want to see Bella," I said and started looking around for her.

"When Bella isn't with John, she acts like a crack hoe," he said.

I finally spotted her. She was wearing a white strapless shirt, a jean skirt, a gold necklace, a verity of different bracelets, black heals with a bow in them and she was carrying a silver purse. (check out profile for pictures)

She was kissing what looked too old to be a high school student.

I stormed over to her. I stopped right when I saw them break apart.

"MS. SWAN!" principle Brown screamed. He marched over to us. "How many times do I have to tell you, none of your boyfriends, that don't go to this school, are allowed on campus!"

"He's not my boyfriend," Bella said.

"Still, I don't want them on campus."

"Well, I'll take that as my sign to leave," the idiot said.

"Will I see you later?" Bella asked.

"Maybe," he said before going onto a motorcycle and drove off.

Bella smiled and she turned to see me. "Edward -" I slammed my lips down onto hers.

"MS. SWAN! MR. CULLEN! NO PUBLIC DEMONSTRATION OF AFFECTION!"

"It is public display of affection, principle Brown," Bella corrected him.

"Mine," I hissed at her, pulling her close to me.

"Sorry, bloodsucker, but no," I heard a deep voice say from behind me.

"JAKE!" And Bella struggled against my grasp and launched herself at him.

"So, I take it you and John broke up," he asked. She nodded her head.

"MS. SWAN!" principle Brown screamed across the school yard.

"I WAS JUST TELLING HIM TO LEAVE!" Bella yelled back to him. "You got to go."

"See you later?"

"Defiantly."

.^.^.^.^.^.

Most of the classes passed by in a blur. Bella not sitting near me and Bella ignoring me and Bella was gossiping, sometimes about me other times about someone else.

It was now lunch and my heart was already broken.

Bella was sitting on the top of the table talking to her friends. She turned to Lauren and Jessica. "Today has been completely boring."

"Yeah, like, what are we going to, like, do about it?" Lauren asked.

"I don't know... I have a feeling something will happen. It usually does," Bella replied.

I was too busy paying attention to what they were saying I didn't notice the boy under the table looking up her skirt until she did.

"HEY!" She exclaimed and hopped off the table. She bent over to look at him. "You pervert! I should've known -" And then another boy walked by and slapped her ass. "HEY!" she exclaimed... again.

Anger grew inside me and I growled.

.^.^.^.^.^.

I was on my way to Biology. I was following Bella and her little group – Lauren, Jessica, Mike, and Tyler. I didn't bother to listen to what they were saying. I already knew they were gossiping.

Suddenly Bella stopped and held Lauren and Jessica back. The boys kept on walking into a puddle that stretched from the left side of the hall to the right side that lead to the boys bathroom.

"Bella, why did you stop?" Mike asked her.

"There is a puddle." Did the moron not see the puddle?

"So?" Tyler asked.

"I'm not ruining my shoes just because a janitor doesn't know how to do his job," Bella said stubbornly. Then a boy ran up behind me, picked her up and brought her across the puddle. He put her down.

"Hey, I was going to do that!" Mike yelled and got up in his face.

"Well, you were too slow," the boy said shoving Mike.

"Boys, no fighting," Bella pushed them apart.

.^.^.^.^.^.

It was Wednesday and I was getting dressed for gym when someone came barging into the boys locker room. Bella stormed in wearing a red shirt with a bow on top, black jacket, jeans skirt, studded belt, black tights, and was carrying a black coach purse. (Picture on profile)

"What the hell is your problem?" Bella yelled getting up in Noah Sherman's face with her hands crossed over her chest.

"Oh, come on baby," he said, putting on her and moving them up and down, "don't be like that."

"Get your hand off me!" she exclaimed before shoving him into the lockers.

He grabbed her arm. "No one shoves me," he hissed at her.

"Edward?" she talked to me in a sweet voice.

"Hmmm?"

"Hold your breath."

"Why?"

And then she punched him. "That's for making her cry." Punch. "That's for making her bleed." She kneed him in the balls and whispered, "and that's for rapping her," before shoving him onto the ground. Blood gushed out of Noah's broken nose.

She stormed out of the locker room. I finished getting dressed – probable too fast – and followed her out.

"Ms. Swan! What were you doing in the boys locker room?" Coach demanded from her. She walked up and whispered to him that Noah had rapped her sister. "I don't care what he did! I'm just going to let you off with a warning because I know that is a sore spot for you, but don't do it again."

Bella, Byran, Nick, and Jamie took a crying Amy home that day

.^.^.^.^.^.

The next day I was sitting at lunch and a very glum Bella came over to our table with a tray of food in hand. She was wearing a white hoodie, red sweatpants and her hair was messy and everywhere. (Picture on profile)

"Can I sit with you?" she asked.

I got up and pulled a chair out for her before saying an "of course." Bella took the seat, threw her backpack to the floor and nibbled on her food.

"Bella, are you okay?" Alice asked.

"No," Jasper and Bella answered at the same time.

We all just sat in silence until Bella pushed herself out of her chair. "Bella where are -" I started wondering where she was going but before I could finish she was pushing me back. Well, trying to anyway. I pushed myself and my chair back while wondering what she was doing. She crawled into my lap and buried her head into my chest and started crying. "Shh," I tried to comfort her while rubbing my hand in circles on her back. Sobs escaped her mouth and her body started to shake. "Do you want to go home?" I asked her and she nodded her head. I picked her and her backpack up and looked around for her truck. "Where is your truck love?"

"I road here on the back of Byran's motorcycle," she whimpered. "Just run, it's faster." I took off running until I hit her house. I stopped to see Bella's truck in the driveway. "Do you know where Ruben lives?" I shook my head. She hopped out of my hands and took off running at the some speed, if not faster, then I could. I followed her until we hit a house in the middle of nowhere that was right next to the treaty line.

It was a big, two story, brick house. In the front of the house there was a huge entry way with steps and some chairs. Bella ran up the stairs and took off her shoes. I quickly followed her and took off my shoes, too. We ran up the stairs her until we hit a hallway at the top of them, she kept running until she hit a door at the end of the hall. She walked into the room. (Picture of house on profile)

The room was black with a black dressing room mirror, a black dresser and her bed had a white comforter with colorful leaves on it. "I have the smallest room because I was the last one to move in, but I find it comfy." (Picture of room on profile)

"I love it," I said. I walked towards her and put my arms around her. She sighed and it looked like the water works were about to start again. "Is there anything I can do to take the pain away?" I asked her hoping to somehow ease her pain.

"There is one thing..." she said, putting her arms around my neck.

"What?" I was ecstatic that there was something I could do.

She pulled herself up until her lips me mine. I was confused but eagerly kissed her back. She stopped and went to sit on the bed. She patted the space next to her – indicating she wanted me to sit there. I complied and sat down next to her. She started kissing me again and her hands went to the buttons on my shirt. I detached my lips from hers.

"Bella, stop." I pushed her back.

She just stared at me, shocked. "You don't want to?" she questioned.

"No, I want to. It's just..."

"You rejected me," she said – realizing what happened.

"Bella -" She stood up on the bed.

"No one has ever rejected me!" she screamed at me. "Everyone wants to! EVERYONE!"

"Bella -"

"You should consider yourself lucky that I even wanted to!"

"Love -"

"And – and – and..." I saw tears form in her eyes. I quickly got up onto the bed and pulled her close to me. I sat us down and pulled her into my lap.

"Shh," I hushed her. "I want to, baby girl. I really, really want to. It is just too dangerous."

"Then try," she begged me. "All we have to do is try."

"It is too dangerous."

"Fine," she said in a huff.

.^.^.^.^.^.

We were downstairs and Bella was cooking in their kitchen. Their kitchen was modern. I had a glass island with black counter tops, refrigerator, and cabinets. I was sitting in the living room on the black couch. Bella stuffed something in the oven and came and sat down in the black, circle chair next to me. I got up, picked her up, carried her bridal style and sat her down on the couch next to me. She grabbed the remote next to us and turned on the TV. (Picture of kitchen and living room on profile)

"So, what do you wanna watch?" She asked.

"I don't care." I buried my head in her neck. "I just want to sit here with you."

"Aren't you so sweet," she said leaning towards me.

"Yeah, I am," I said and finished the space between us. She giggled against my lips. "What do you find funny Ms. Swan?" I asked while my hands went to her waist. She must've realized what I was doing from my evil smile.

"No, Edward don't!" She erupted into laughter and feel onto her back on the couch as I tickled her. I climbed on top of her and ceased to tickle her as my face closed in on hers. I kissed her lips. It started as a little peck but as we continued we were in a full make out session.

"Mmmm, I love you," I whispered into her ear.

"I -"

"BELLA!" I heard someone sing from outside.

"SAM!" Bella shoved me and I got the message and got off her and she ran outside. I looked out of the window to see Bella hugging one of the mutts. I walked outside and saw the dogs stop me when I was half way across their large yard. "Edward, don't cross the line."

"Bella," I whimpered.

She ran over to me. "I'm right here," she whispered in my ear as I put my arms around her and pulled her close. I buried my head into her hair.

"Stay," I begged her.

"Edward, they are my friends," she explained to me. "It wasn't health when I dropped all my friends last time and I became a zombie. I needed someone to be there and no one was 'cause I dropped them for you. I refuse to go through that again."

"But I won't leave you again. I can't."

"Then, how did you leave last time?"

"I don't know." She started to back away from but I grabbed her hand and pulled her close to me. She started to fight back and I let her go. "I love you."

"Then why did you leave?" she demanded from me - screaming.

"Because I wasn't good enough for you! I was constantly putting you in danger!" I yelled back.

"Why did you come back, then?"

"Because I love you and I'm selfish and it hurt, it physically hurt to be away from you and I couldn't take it!" I started. "On my way back I planned how I would come into your window and tell you how much I love you and how much I missed you and how I would do anything to get you back. But, when I got there you weren't there. I was terrified that you left but Alice said she smelled a fresh trail of you in the middle of the woods and I was scared out of my fucking mind that you would be running in the forest," I was lost in my memory.

"Yeah, leaving me with two leeches after her shows her how much you care!" one of the pups screamed.

"Emmy, Don't!" she snapped at him.

"Wait, two? WHO ELSE WAS AFTER YOU?"

"Laurent..."

"I'll kill him," I hissed.

"Already done," 'Sam' said, smiling.

"Bella, I tried tracking Victoria and Laurent was suppose to be up in Alaska! I would've never thought he would come down to get you! Never!"

"Well, you obviously aren't very good at tracking!" Another yelled – shaking.

"Paul." She walked over to him and put her hands on his face. "Paul, calm down."

"Calm down? CALM DOWN!" he yelled at Bella. His shaking grew worse.

"Bella, back up!" 'Sam' yelled. Bella took off running and ran into me right as he phased. I pushed her behind me and got into a protective crouch. A growl escaped me. He got up in my face and growled right back.

"Stop, stop!" Bella put herself between us. It started to poring rain as hard as golf balls. "Come on, Edward, lets go inside. See you guys later." I picked her up like a baby and set her down inside. She was soaked. I ran upstairs and grabbed her a towel and ran back downstairs. I quickly dried her off. She looked out the window and her eyes went wide. "Edward, you have to go."

"What?" I asked – baffled. "Why?"

"No time to explain – you just have to go. No matter what I may say or do you have to go. You'll get hurt!" Bella said while trying to push me out of the door.

"Bella, what in the world are you talking about?"

"Edward!" Bryan exclaimed. "You have to go!"

"What's going on?"