So sorry for the delay I'm truly am but I finally went on vacation on the beach and I had some small (or large) case of writer's block! I'm truly am sorry but I'm back and for those concerned with the Fuinn situation, don't worry I hate them myself. I'll shut up now. Oh there some serious language and drugs references on this chapter so remember this is rated M.
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Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, do I look Like RIB? Hmmm…NO.
I.
It's been a month since Finn and Rachel's first date and things have been going smoothly for the couple, the same thing couldn't be said for her brother Noah, since the girl moved all they did was fight, about finances, his 'job', her health and all of things imaginable. After a while Rachel kind of got sick of it and has been staying quite a few nights with her boyfriend on his apartment.
She couldn't be happier with Finn and because of that she found herself thinking more and more about her old life and how things fell apart so quickly. She came to the conclusion that she was sick of the drugs and the partying, but couldn't let it go so easily of the lifestyle (she still smoke cigarettes and the occasional joint). The thought ponders her as she sits on the couch, some romantic comedy starring Drew Barrymore playing on the screen.
"Are you okay baby girl? You seem kinda out of it" Finn asks while sitting next to her with a fresh bottle of beer. He rests the bottle on the coffee table and pulls her bare legs onto his lap.
"I'm fine babe, just thinking about life" she responds snuggling her body a little closer to his and letting his warmth envelope her.
"What about it?" He looks at her, his right hand creeping up and down her thigh, going a little higher each time. "You know if you keep this up you'll end up distracting me" she says giggling and nuzzling her nose on his neck.
"Maybe that's my intention" He retaliates finally setting his hand on the curve of her ass and using it to finally bring her body fully on his, her legs straddling his waist. "I'm serious now, tell me what's been bothering you" he whispers gently resting his forehead on hers.
"I've just been thinking how happy I am right now, putting aside the whole 'I'm going to be and aunt drama' things never been this well since I've moved to New York." She puts some distance on their bodies because she honestly thinks that his heavenly scent was making her a little lightheaded. "And I have you to thank for that for the most part. So I made a decision that I'm fine" she says in a final tone.
"Fine with what" Finn asks with a confused tone in his voice.
"Fine without all the partying and alcohol and specially the drugs" she answers him, happy with herself about how things are turning out so far, maybe just maybe, there's a teeny tiny possibility that things are looking up for her after all.
"I'm so happy to hear that baby, and I totally support you. In fact let's do it together, leave all those bad things behind and start fresh, just the two of us" He says with a smile. She scoots closer and brushes her lips against his ear and in soft voice she responds.
"I love the sound of that". She finalizes, pressing a kiss against his lips and initiating the intimate contact they both craved.
ii.
After a whole week of staying with Finn, she finally returns home, dreading her decision when the loud voices of two people arguing reaches her before she makes her way to the front door. With a groan she inserts her key on the lock and enters the war zone.
"God Puck you are so fucked up, you are a looser and you'll always will be" Quinn voice is laced with so much anger that it kind of scares Rachel for a minute, she takes a second to scam the scene before her. Her brother on one side of the small living room, his body rigid by the window, while Quinn is by the TV, she looks like she holding herself back so she doesn't attack Puck, angry and hurtful words escaping her mouth like fire.
"Oh yeah? If I'm such a looser then why did you spread your legs for me and let me fuck you huh?" he retaliates when the blonde finally gives him chance to speak, none of them noticed Rachel so far, and the small girl didn't want to intrude and she kind of wanted to see how this will turn out, this is one of the biggest fights that the couple had so far.
"I was drunk and drugged and you know that, seeing as you are the one who gave them to me" she screams back, offend by his crude remark.
"I didn't blow the cocaine up your nose princess. You are such a fucking cunt! You pose yourself as this lost girl to everyone else, but you had a fucking choice Quinn, you didn't have to get involved when Finn started, you did it for yourself" Puck crosses the room and stands right in front of the pregnant girl, invading her personal space. At this time Rachel decides to make herself present and makes a big deal of slamming the door so that the noise could alert the couple of her presence.
They break their intense mutual glare while she clears her throat, she doesn't know why she cares, maybe it's because the baby it's a part of her family now or whatever, but she looks at the two of them and mutters. "You know all this fighting can't be good for the baby. You both have to stop being so fucking selfish and realize that you now both live for someone else, something you made together for fuck's sake." She takes a deep breath and continues "We all turned out to be so screwed up, don't let the same thing happens to this little baby" and with that being said she quickly crosses the living room and escapes the tension by going to her room.
iii.
The next day she is surprised to wake up to the smell of pancakes and bacon on the air. She is mostly certain that it's not Noah's doing because her brother can't cook and doesn't have the will to care. She puts her slippers on and makes her way to the kitchen hoping quietly that maybe her boyfriend is the one doing the nice gesture, after all he done it before, she thinks with a smile about those mornings.
When she arrives to her destination she is quite surprised to see Quinn in front of the stove, flipping some pieces of bacon on a pan. "What are you doing" she asks, not in an angry tone but simply a confused one, Quinn doesn't strike her as a cook or a helper if she is being honest. With a startle the other girl looks up and shyly goes back to the cooking taking a second to talk.
"I just thought that this would be a nice way of repaying you" she says softly still not looking Rachel in the eye "after all you did opened my eyes yesterday, I have to stop being this selfish little girl who is immature and start being something that I never thought of myself. A mother" she finally looks up.
"Well I think that's great, really Quinn I do, I expect you to take care of yourself, you are looking a little thin and I want my baby niece or nephew to be born very healthy and chubby" she laughs diffusing the awkward tension of the room. The other girl joins the laugh. Rachel takes a sit on the kitchen table; Quinn turns off the fire and deposits the meat on a plate, taking a seat across the brunette.
"I was kind of craving bacon anyway" she says with a smile.
iv.
She and Quinn are sitting on the couch, waiting for the time for Rachel to go to her waitressing job. They talk a lot, about the baby, Noah and even Finn. Quinn makes it clear that she doesn't have any romantic feelings towards the tiny girl's boyfriend, that she simply sees him now as a protective brother, that's why he was so upset over finding out about her pregnancy. Rachel appreciates the confession and thanks the girl for easing some of her concerns.
It's nearing five o'clock when Finn picks up Rachel to walk her to her job. She is surprised seeing that at this time he should be on the car shop. "What are doing here? You should be at work" she greets him, not before giving him a hug and a quick peck on the lips.
"Well they let me out early and I maybe thought that could walk my baby to work" he says smoothly wrapping his arms around her waist. "Oh she would love that" she laughs, detangling from his embrace and putting on her jacket, she waves a goodbye to Quinn and descends the stairs, entering the crowded streets of New York hand in hand with her man.
"I'm glad that you got off early and are walking me to the diner. Very thoughtful of you" she praises him scooting a little closer and wrapping her own arms around his waist while his own goes to her shoulder. He presses a kiss on her temple and inhales her sweet perfume.
"It was my pleasure, and I can pass any opportunity of spending some quality time with you" he responds. They walk in silence after that and after a while they reach the small diner where Rachel works as a waitress.
"Thank you babe" she says and presses her lips to his in an appreciated kiss, she goes to pull away but Finn's hand makes its way to her hair, tangling his finger in her hair and pulling her mouth to his again, this time in deep kiss. Her tongue brushes his bottom lip while sucking lightly, she just couldn't get enough of this man, and he quickly opens his mouth and welcomes her gesture. One of her arms goes around his waist, fisting the fabric of his t-shirt and balancing herself, while the other tangles on the hairs on the nape of his neck. Sensing his hand making her way to her ass, she pulls away, finally coming to her senses and scanning the scenario around her, they are on the street, not the perfect place to make out. With a final lip closed but firm kiss on his lips, they part their ways.
v.
It's past midnight when her shift ends, the diner is closing for the day and the streets are dark and deserted, she takes a deep breath and starts to make her way home. The sound of her flats against the concrete is the only sound she can hear, she thinks it's strange because this is the supposed city that never sleeps, so shouldn't there be loud noises? Yes, she responds to herself. Her heart is beating rapidly against her chest flashbacks of that night going through her mind.
"Please, please don't do this to me" she pleads to the man in front of her, tears are streaming down her face, and sobs are escaping her mouth. The man in front of her simply laughs darkly and smacks her hard across her face, her small body tumbling to the ground by the force of the assault. The person in front of her takes advantage of her vulnerability and delivers a hard kick on her stomach.
"Is the little daddy's girl scared? The mean boy is picking on her?" he mocks "Why don't we start to have some fun?" he starts to slowly unzip his jeans, seeing this Rachel screams bloody loud, the sound echoing the deserted alley".
Coming back to the present she is surprised to see another sound of shoes hitting the concrete, she looks back and sees a silhouette, her heart is now pounding and she tries to pick up her pace, feeling the person behind her doing the same, her breath is now shallow and she can't feel anything as the unknown person approaches her more and more.
Sorry for that, yeah it's necessary. This is the longest chapter yet, didn't have any smut but some make out! So… I hope it didn't suck, review and let me know. I'm not getting so many reviews as I did before and I'm thinking that people are losing interest on this story, if that's the case I'll stop writing it, so let me know if you still there and enjoying reading. I appreciate a lot, do me this flavor (that was a bad).