ALL STORIES ARE UPDATED THAT I'M WORKING ON BECAUSE TODAY IS THE ANNIVERSARY OF WHEN I POSTED THE FIRST CHAPTER OF HOPELESSLY DEVOTED. Happy anniversary to all.

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha but I do own the Why Game… well everyone owns the why game.

Warning: Candy withdraws, vary short chapter, whys.

A/N: Oh…my…god. I just read The SESSHOMARU chapter and I was all like "Why the hell am I so god damn weird?" and then Memo (my cowed muse) answered "Because you were never dropped on the head when you were little". I agreed then cursed my mother to death… waited… she never did drop died. Anyhow! On with the story!

Thought – a flash back thing…

Chapter 4: The Why Game Pt 1.

My breast were starting to hurt from the biddings, so Shippo was going to keep Sesshomaru busy all day so I can go all girl again and free myself from the evil wrappings! I sighed and sat on the lid of the pubic toilet pulling on my shoes again. Stuffing the wig and boy clothes plus wrappings in the backpack I brought my normal clothes in. A black shirt with a small pale girl on it holding a destroyed stuffed rabbit and a shortish black skirt that swayed when I walked and normal black shoes, my hair down in small waves…. What? I'm going to be as girly as I can on my day off! If it makes you feel better I had wrist thingies on. Wrist bands? Not sweat bands. No wrist bands. And the normal upside cross necklace.

I stepped out of the stall I was in and winced as the guys in the bathroom stared at me, blushing I excused myself running out. I stopped running when I got to the place I was going too. I panted and tried to catch my breath. Walking to the door of the small white and green house I knocked on the door. The door opened showing an older woman with a 1 year old at her hip and a small boy clinging to one of her legs barking like a dog. "Hello" she said with a small smile on her face. I smiled at her and waved to the small boy, "Hello mom" I said as the small boy clung himself to my legs as I walked into the small house. "Aunt Kagome, you came to visit!" The boy yelled clinging tighter.

I bent and picked him up hugging him "Miss me Jr." he nodded cuddling into my neck wrapping his legs around my waist. "Ready to go and visit daddy?" I asked him and he nodded letting go of me so I can put him to the ground. He ran to his room, to get whatever he had to get. My mother went to the kitchen to get the flowers for Souta's grave. 5 year old Junior came back from his room with a black backpack on his back.

(A/N: If I ever told you all what Kagome's age was… I lied… yeah. This is her real age: 22 so she is old enough to drink.)

I took his hand and the flowers from my mother, the small girl giggling and blowing kisses to everyone. Cute little evil child of the street. My mom got her an a gift, she was found on our shrine steps and my mother took her in. Babies are the newest rage! Get one now for only 5 dollars!

Jr. ran out before me and I followed after putting my book bag near the door to get before going back to work later on. We walked for a few blocks until we got to the grave yard. We went and got a bucket and rags from the grave watcher so we could wash the grave. Jr. carried the flowers and the good luck charms we brought and I carrying the now water filled bucket.

(D/N (Definition Note): In Japan they would wash the graves of there loved ones in show of…something. I don't know. I got it off of freaking Fruits Basket. And remember Japanese graves like different then Americans. I think they look cool. Go to Google© and look up Japanese graves and look at them.)

We walked to the grave more slowly then we were walking before because of the water. We went past a lot of graves before getting to my brothers. I set the water down and smiled at Jr. who was staring at the name on the grave,

Higurashi Souta

1984 – 2004AD

Great father, brother and son.

I patted Jr.'s head. 2 years past since Souta died. I feel sorry for him, he only knew his father for a few years before he had died. Sighing we started on cleaning the grave of my brother after getting done with that putting some incenses lighting them and then blowing the fire out. Get on our knees we prayed. Jr. tell his father about how his life is going and stuff. And he begging for forgiveness for taking his looks and stuff and for him to put in a good word in for me to God because I'm going to go to hell.

Even though Souta and I never believed in God or anything like that (we wore upside down crosses for gods sake). I believe now would be a good time to start praying to god for forgiveness. I wonder if God would be mad at me for still wearing the upside down cross? Oh well. Getting up from our knees when we was done. Jr. put his favorite toy trunk on the grave then followed me to the gates that lead us in to this graveyard of death. What else is a freaking graveyard? Graveyard of life. No it doesn't flow that way.

We walked out of the graveyard, Jr. happy because he got to see his daddy. I looked down at him and smiled "So do you want to get some ice cream?"

He looked up at me happily, if he was a dog his tail would be wagging a mile a minute.

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I sighed and looked up at the ceiling, bored out of my mind. No one to bug, nothing to eat, and no one to kill. Where is Souta? I need him! He is my slave? Where would my slave be?

I weakly got up from my place on the couch and slowly walked to the room Shippo was in (the bathroom. Bathing), "Where is he?" I asked glaring at Shippo who was playing with the bubbles in his bath. He jumped and looked at me with a confused look, "Where is who, Sesshomaru? Inuyasha?" I shook my head no leaning on the door to weak to stand up on my own. I need candy. I think I'm going to die if I do not have a piece of candy.

"Souta…candy boy…food maker…slave to me" I said tiredly lowering my head a bit. My head was getting heavy! It is a sign of dying! I'M DYING!

"You gave him the day off" Shippo stated leaning back in the tub going back to playing with the bubbles. I glared at him. What? No…no… I gave him the day off? NOOOOO. WHY? I'm dying here! I quickly walked over to Shippo glaring down at him. "Does he have a cell phone?" I need candy now.

Shippo sighed and stopped playing with the bubbles looking up at me, "No, now leave me alone!" he pointed a soapy hand at the door. Fine, but I'll be back. Just you wait. I left without speaking my thoughts. Going back to the couch I laid back down and stared back up at the ceiling. My left arm started twitched, soon after my right. I felt the urge to rip them off. Oh no. I'm going insane.

I must have candy now. I shot up from the couch heading over towards the door grabbing my coat pulling it on fast walking out the door. I walked down the hall to the elevator only to remember I needed money. I headed back to the apartment going to open the door only to find it locked. Locked. Oh my god. I'm going to die out here in the hallway! I started to shake from my candy withdraws, trying to take a deep breath I calmed a little down. I knocked on the door, calling out to who ever was there.

After a minute of thing I almost lost control knocking until Shippo, naked, and angry plus armed with a shampoo bottle ready to attack me. I walked past him and grabbed my wallet walking past him again when he was going back to the bath. I got to the door only to slip and fall on the butt. Shampoo…… the devil's work. Someone is out to get me.

-- (A/N: How Kagome acts is how she normally acts when she is in Souta form: Calm and an angry child. Souta is a happy person with a smile on his face all the time.)

Souta smiled and turned to look at me still smiling. I gave a small smile back watching him, he turned back to the house that he was going to be living in for the next four years of his life. He laughed a little and looked back to me, "Well we are finally going to live apart for more then a month" he grinned at me. I gave him a look and frowned "Don't look so happy about it" I said a little depressed.

"How that is how I am! I'm the happy one and you are a depressing soul. Just how it is sis" He said shrugging a little. I glared at him then gave up trying to be angry at him. "Whatever" I said looking away from him. A 19 year old with a baby ready to live on his own with his son. I looked at the ground playing with a string on my large pants. Souta's arms wrapped around me, placing his head on my shoulder burring his face in my neck. "I'll miss you too"

Smiling I wrapped my arms around his waist. We stood like that for a moment, letting go of one another when our mother drove up with Jr. in her car.

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The next year he died. Someone crashed into his car and he died on impact. Well that's what they said. I shook my head and looked Jr. who was sitting peacefully next to me on the couch. Sighing I looked at the clock, noticing it was time I should be going back to the apartment. Kissing his forehead I got up and got ready to leave. Saying goodbye to my mom I left dragging my bag with me.

Sighing I walked to the nearest store to get what I needed when I'm on my period which is coming up. I pulled my back pact on my back fully now going straight to where I had to go.

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I glared at the small box that told me the price was $2.52. That is too much for jelly beans. I wonder if I can ask for a discount… I wonder if they'd agree when I put a gun to their head? Agree and call the cops maybe. I put the jelly beans in my little carry around freely basket and continued down the candy part. Getting what I needed I started for the check out.

Enemy alert! Someone is making their way to the same check out line as I am! I walked a bit faster. But I knew I wasn't going to get their in time. This chick was sexy looking, long black hair, great body. Short skirt… yummy legs. Females… a beautiful gender.

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I felt a something touch my back making me jump and spin around. My eyes widened as did Sesshomaru's.

"It's you the bitch…."

A/N: This is all you get when I'm tired. Remember this is Part One of the Why Game. And this chapter is a cliff-hanger because I hate you all. Just kidding!