OK, OK I have an excuse for not updating. I got snowed in at my house, but connection got bad on my laptop so I couldn't type anything, then when I was going to start writing, I and so much school work I had no time. OK, so I left you at a cliff at chapter 3. Lets continue on to see what he says but first...

Simon: Hey tori stop, she's the writer she could kill you if she wants.*looks at me*

Me: thank you Simon*smiles, looks up and down him*

Simon: What?

Me: Hmm, nope still not as hot as Derek. Sorry Simon better luck next time.

Derek: ...

Simon: Hey you don't own me. Your not Kelly Armstrong.

Me: Oh, shut up Simon, your just jealous cause girls don't think your hot. We all just like Derek*looks at Derek* hehehe

Simon: *looks down in disappointment*

Tori: Ha, Finally someone got to him, I've been trying to brake him forever *laughs, then falls *

previously-

I love it all. And I want it all, to myself. I love her! Sh-sh-she is my...

We now present you, chapter 4...

(Derek's POV)

Sh-she-she is my mate. I've never felt this way about Chloe before. Yea, I'm really protective of her, but this is something I've never experienced.

She is so small and vulnerable, I just want to hold her tight in my arms and never let go.

Is it possible to love someone as I do? I know I'm protective of her. She's part of my pack just like dad, Simon, and I'm sad to say this, but Tori too.

I'm protective of all of them, but this is a whole new feeling of protection. I don't even want Simon to go near Chloe, let alone a stranger.

I've read a few werewolf books, there were a few things on mates, but to be honest i know nothing. I might want to talk to dad about it. He probably knows a lot more.

(Chloe's POV)

I can feel a bright light shining on my eyes through the van's window. I don't want to wake up, knowing now that we're back on the run going to another safe house.

"Hey Chlo, please wake up," a sweet voice whispered into my ear, while lightly shaking my shoulder. I knew whose sweet voice belonged to. Derek the guy I-

Wait, am I really in love with him? I've only known for a month but it feels like years, but I do love him. I always deny it, I push the thought away, but I do. Derek is my knight in shining armor.

He is always there to save me. My eyes opened, and I find myself staring straight into Derek's Emerald green eyes. If you stare deep enough you will get lost, like I think am right now.

I can feel the blood rushing to my face, and out of habit, i turned so he doesn't see. When I peeked over to look at him, he was lightly chuckling.

"Is that a habit of your? Always blushing in a weird situation?" Derek said while laughing.

"Ha ha very funny, what time is it anyway?"

"It's about 7:30 maybe eight o' clock." grrrr too early, but my stomach is growling. If i can her it, Derek can so hear it. He's probably-actually scratch that- when is he not hungry? I smiled and it led to him and he gave a seductive half-smile.

He held me tighter, and I snuggled deeper into his chest. We got a glare from my aunt out of the rear view mirror, but I don't care.

"Hey lovebirds," Simon turned to face us " can you stop that for like 30 minutes. We're almost there."

I feel bad for Simon. I know I hurt him that night at Andrew's when we went on our date, and figured that I like Derek. If it weren't for that moment then I wouldn't be with Derek now. I'm pretty sure Derek hurt him too.

I knew it was hard for them. They're closer than any brothers could be. OK, Chloe get off the topic you don't want to relive these memories again. From how much pain this caused everyone, never again.

(Morning the next day, still in Chloe's POV)

We have been driving now for a day, with a few short- needed- pee brakes in between. I'm happy to be getting out of this dang van. I think I'm starting - for once in my life- to feel claustrophobic. I'm so squished..ugh.

Well, I can't be bitching about getting out, because after about 10 hours Derek couldn't stand being in here any more. Tori and Simon have been bickering the whole time. Hmm you know from this view they actually do like the siblings.

They sure as hell fight like they are. Most of the way there I would sleep, or Derek would sleep, he wouldn't let me go -unless we stopped for a break. He would cradle me in his strong, muscular, full, god he's hot and all mine . OK Chloe OK close your mouth and stop drooling.

Derek might have stolen a kiss or two on the way- ugh OK fine maybe 10, hehehehe, but we also got the usual scowl from to Tori, who is carefully watching us with a hawk's eye, from the seat in front of us. She's probably still surprised were together in the first place. My leg is starting to really cramp up now if i can just stretch it out with out waking Der- Dame.

Derek eyes shot right open"Hey"

"hi, sorry i woke you but my leg was getting really cramped and- any way how long is it till we get their?"

Kit looked at me through the rear view mirror and said "About an hour, oh and remember to call me Kit."

"Yea sure, were are we going anyway?"

He turned his head and looked out side the windows, I think he was thinking of the name it's probably a small town" Dartsworth, North Dakota, one of my old friends Alan, He's a sorcerer and he has a Huge Safe house there."

Hmmm cool, Wait were the hell is Dartsworth? I giggled hmm oh whatever. Derek then leaned down and was smiling.

He then asked me threw a small chuckle "What's so funny?"

"N-N-Nothing j-ju-just n-nothing" Damn stutter

His smile started to lighten up, I remember him giving this smile once in Lyle house when he was with Simon, he was so not being his usual anti-social self it was kinda weird then. Well maybe because the dude kinda scared me, but when you actually know him he's the best person in the whole world I love him. He doesn't know that, might be good to wait and see if he feels the same.

I then noticed was turned around at started to smile " Hey Derek you need to smile like that some more, you look actually Happy for once instead of your usual, emotionless nothing" he waved his hand in front of Derek's face and chuckled a little.

I thought Derek was about to hit him, but he just moved Simon's hand out from his face and gave a little chuckle him self. Yup I do actually Love him.

:) I hope some of you are still following my story, hope you all still love me, and i'm truly sorry for taking so long. It might take a while for me to do chapter 5 too because I have lots of school work and I am only allowed on the computer for an hour. :( so I'll try to update as soon as I can, but it's not going to be in the next few days.