Author's Note: Hello! heres chap. 4! By the way, just to let you know i didn't get the birthday and rape idea from ciel and alois's background stories. I thought of my own OC character having a messed up past like this way before i knew about black butler. So yeah enjoy the chapter!
Summary: Eclipse is a 19yr old girl with a cold heart and special powers. She rejects many things including love and affection. So how will she react when she meets the attractive Sebastian Michaelis whose master has been ordered by the queen to put an end to those associated with the black market buisness that has been putting London in a state of chaos? SebbyxOC rated M for later chapters
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Kuroshitsuji or any of it's characters. I only own my character Eclipse.
Chapter 4: The Pain of the Past
I was raised in an extremely rich noble family in London. My father worked as a part of an important council that worked under the queen but behind the scenes my father was actually part of the black market. I was their only child and being a girl this meant that I couldn't take over the family business which upset my father very much, if I tried to remember correctly I don't even think they gave me a name. He would treat me as if I never existed but whenever the newspaper companies decided to interview him he would act as if he were the best father in the world. My mother was afraid of him and never went against his will. If he told her to beat me, she would. If he told her to lock me in my room, she would. And I am sure that if he had commanded her to kill me….she would.
I never knew I was a tatsu majo. Most witches are born through bloodline but dragon witches are chosen by destiny, that's why we are so rare. The powers of a tatsu majo only awaken at the age of 10 when we least see it coming. But I'm getting side tracked, where was I? Oh yes, 6 years old. I was actually 5 years old and my birthday was tomorrow. The newspaper companies would usually come to my birthday to honor me. I didn't care about the attention; I just wanted to get a break from my father's abuse. Little did I know that the newspaper company was interviewing a different noble family tomorrow and little did I know that my father made a mistake in his black market career and was fired, putting his nobility in jeopardy.
That night before my birthday was dreadful. That night my father came home enraged and livid. My mother tried to calm him but he only beat her, harder than ever before. I hid in the corner of my room afraid to even move to even breathe. I heard yelling from across the hall that made me shake and shiver until I thought I would pass out. "WHERE IS SHE! WHERE IS OUR DAUGHTER!" I heard my father yelling. Loud footsteps came from down the hall and with every step I could feel my father getting closer and closer, while my heart beated faster and faster. Suddenly my room door burst open and from the force I thought the hinges might have fallen off as well. My father walked right up to me and grabbed me by my hair lifting me of the ground. He laughed hysterically in my face although I seemed to have missed the joke. "You fool! You thought you could hide from me! Oh it seems you're still too soft! Seems like I need to teach you a big lesson, how about more beatings!...No. Ha-ha NO! I've got something even better for you!"
Fear, agony, pain, tears, blood, everywhere blood! My blood! Why father! Why God!...Oblivion…
When I awoke, my eyes were very heavy and my cheeks were damp from tears. I found myself in my father's room and I thought it was a dream. I noticed I was completely naked and I thought it was a dream. I even felt pain in my groin and an awful soreness throughout my body and yet I still thought it was a dream. But it wasn't until I turned my head and saw my father naked, hands covered with blood, smoking a cigarette that I realized this was no dream. This was a nightmare made real.
"You're awake" was what he said after noticing that I was staring at him. Suddenly the grand clock in our house rang loudly. "Do you hear that daughter? It's midnight" he said in a low voice. I was dozing off again, about to faint for probably the second time tonight. As I nearly lost consciousness I heard him whisper in my ear "…..Happy Birthday"
I awoke once again but this time I was in a carriage and I was chained to the wall. There was a man sitting in a cushion across from me. When he realized was awake he smiled a nasty smile at me. "Don't bother asking questions, it will only annoy me" he said though it wasn't like I could talk anyways, I felt as if I had lost my voice. "Your father explained to me that he was about to go bankrupt and I told him I'd offer him a lot of money if he gave me a young toy to play with. But I never expected him to give me his daughter. Well since your mine now I intend to make you the perfect sex slave" and that's how it began. For four years I was forced, raped, and wiped if I disobeyed. I always disobeyed though. The thought of men controlling me the way that they tried to made me sick to my stomach and no matter how painful the punishment, I endured. And then it happened; I turned 10 years old.
It was a cold evening, with the sun burning brightly as it slowly began to hide under something else, something dark. I was recently thrown into my cell that was supposedly my 'room'. That was the night when I became a tatsu majo. Many witches gain their powers differently. Dragon witches gain their power under a solar eclipse and the stronger the witch the more painful the transformation. I had to learn this the hard way. As I sat in my cell I began to feel a strange burning in my feet, then to my legs, and then my stomach making me double over in pain. I started screaming and crying out in sharp, stabbing pain. As I stared into the tiny window of my cell I saw a solar eclipse forming and the closer it was to completion more pain I felt. It traveled from my stomach to my chest and finally reached my head.
I was rolling all over the floor screaming and hollering, moaning and groaning from extreme pain. I couldn't hear anything else but my screams. I held my arms out in front of me to find markings all over my arms and blood coming from the markings. The pain increased more and more until suddenly it stopped. I noticed the men who work in the sex slave industry and raped me multiple times were standing in front of my cell. I wasn't controlling my body as I stood up and walked towards them. I heard gasps and idle chatter of what to do. I didn't care though; when I got to the metal bars I easily pulled them apart as if it was something I had done every day. That's another thing about the transformation of a witch. We are mentally unconscious of what we do; like a blind adrenaline rush.
By the end of the solar eclipse I was covered in a mixture of my blood and the blood of the men I had murdered. I was outside surrounded by dead bodies and rubble. I didn't mean to kill everyone and I didn't mean to destroy the building in the process, but even till today I don't regret what I did. And as I gazed at the moon I didn't know what was ahead of me with this new life but I knew that I could never be normal, that all I could be was as cold as the night when I witnessed the eclipse.
Thanks for reading! And i guess you understand now why my character's name is Eclipse, please review!