Notes:

Yes, yes i know you are all pretty mad huh? well just wait and see what happens. you'll all love me sooner or later (i hope really badly) well anyways this chapter is well not for sure because i just write whats in my head and never take a secont guess. Thats just how i am some times smiles well comment and ill take your ideas in to mined and they might end up in the story.

Chapter 5

When will it all end?

Shuichi woke to find him self in an unfamiler room. "what...OH! thats right Ryuichi took me home and..." Shuichi's whole body shiverd at the thought that he and his idol did... Shuichi looked to his right and sure enof there was the man that he envyed and worshiped as a god Ryuichi Sakuma. "OH MY GOD!!!!! Ryuichi and i...we...us..." Shuichi was so lost that he did'et hear or see Ryuichi Lean over and hug him. "Shu-chan are you ok?" Shuichi just frozed and said "Ummm...Yes." Ryuichi smiled and said in a sweet voice even Tohma had not heard "Good. Im glad you are not sad any more Shu-chan." Ryuichi got up and headed to the bath romm. he turned and said "If you'd like you can join me Shu-chan." Shuichi declined that ofer and said "Thank Ryu-chan but im ganna sit here and relax ok?" Ryuichi just smiled and went to take his shower. As soon as Shuichi heard the radio and shower go on he cruled up in a ball and started to cry. "Yuki...Im sorry...Im so so sorry Yuki."

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Kitasawa wached the man who was once a boy that had such inaseance. "Eari you have become a fine man. Why did you come back to me? You had a life with someone who loved you with no quistens asked. So why come back with me to New York?" Kitasawa and Yuki did'et do anything but hold eachother all night and now Kitasawa wished he made Eari go after the singer. Yuki woke a little and said "Godd morning Kitasawa." Kitasawa just smiled and was so happy to hear the man's voice once agian. "You reallt have not changed Eari. May i ask why you have come back to me whan Shindo-san is a much better..." Yuki coverd Kitasawa'a mouth and said "I do love Shuichi its just...He could never replace you and you were always defeating him in my eyes because i loved you more then any one in my life. Even Shuichi." Kitasawa was shocked but not totaly suprized. "Eari." Kitasawa huged the man he once knew as a chiled and was was happy to be reuknigted with him but he could not have him as Eari wished it. "I cant have Eari and Shuichi hurting because Eari is still stuck in the pass. Eari im sorry but this will end. not yet tho." Kitasawa held Yuki for ever it seemed because he knew that this would never last the test of time.

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Tohma who was haveing a hard time trying to figer a way to make Shuichi happy but not hurt Yuki or Shuichi. "GIRRRRR!!!!! i cant think or a good way to help them all. it ues to be Eari and Shindo but now with the return of Kitasawa there's no telling what the out come could be." As Tohma was about to pull hair out of his bleached head Ryuichi and Kitasawa both walked in and both said "Eari and Shuichi have to be togather." Tohma was a little suprized that both of them wonted such a thing. He knew Kitasawa was in love with Eari and the same went for Ryuichi but he also knew that they knew that they could never hold the gravity of love that the two men have for each other. "So how do you prupoes we do jentalimen?" Ryuichi and Kiytasawa smiled and knew what to do and Tohma had a pretty good idea but not One hundred percent sure.

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Ryuichi returned to the house and Shuichi was waching tv. "OH! sorry if im geting to cunfy Ryu-chan." Ryuichi just sat neaxt to him and huged him tightly "Shuichi you know i do and have loved you for a while right?" Shuichi was so stund by the random comment that all he could do was sit there and nodd his head. Ryuichi turnd the tv off and got on top of Shuichi. Shuichi was happy that Ryuichi loved him but at the time all he could think about was Yuki. "Yuki. Pleas tell me why did you leave me in this cold and un careing world?" Ryuichi was so gentel while undressing Shuichi. That Shuichi thought "Ryuichi is so much kinder then Yuki. why would i wont someone who was so rougf." In the back of his mind he heard a faint voice saying "ecause it was Yuki and you liked it rougf." Shuichi stoped Ryuichi and said "Ryu-chan do you mind if i take a walk?" Ryuichi smiled and said "Sure go take a walk and when you get back dinner will be ready" Shuichi was happy that Ryuichi was not mad at him. As shuichi left to take his walk Ryuichi smiled and said "Its all going to plan"

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So what are you ganna say now to hurt me? well i loved this chapter personely. but its all about what you all think so tell me and ill make it a habbit to give the people what they wont.