Chapter 4 regrets

Lucius pov

Severus had been quiet as we walked into the hallway that led to our bedchamber.

"what has gotten you thinking so hard lover?" I murmur into his ear seductively as we see the portrait to our bedroom and say the password to enter our chamber and the painting closed with an audible click on the wall.

My words seem to have an impact on my beloved lover, and he comes back into reality, which he didn't look too happy I noticed that fact immediately

He's not been like this in since a few years back that it has been too long as to remember what the reason for the last time was spent being about.

"he lied to me and every one of us in the order of the damn cuckoo birds; he promised that he was adored and spoiled rotten by the people who were watching over him. I was angry, and I was so convinced that the Potter boy was going to be the same as his father was I mistreated him and me being bitter about the reason for why Lily was dead and not him I had never given him a single thought on the apparent abuse that I should have known better than the other head of houses especially when it was me that was once in the same manner as of this having been abused by a relative also," he said in a statement that it was not a good thing for me to think about it, the first of which is not able to do that problem over again in order to make it right back.

"Just because we can't go back and redo them mistakes that you have made doesn't mean that you can't find a way to make it right again. " I say in a comforting and gentle tone.

"Make it right again...THATS IT LUCE YOU ARE A GENIUS.! He said as he jumped off of the edge of the bed we were sitting on. Sever us ran over to his potions trunk and opened the lid in which he then climbed down the ladder of the nose and promptly disappeared from my perspective view of his body.

I think I was waiting for about two hours in which I decided to take a nap while I was waiting for him to come back out of the box and explain what the heck he was going on about the again part. It was another couple of hours before the sound of a trunk lid being closed had woken me up and gracefully sitting on the edge of the bed again.

"did you find what you 're looking for in the potions trunk? The reason being as you left the room and went into the chest in a record amount of time to search for it." I asked him genuinely interested in whatever it was that he was searching for all the time being.

However, he seems to have somehow tuned out the world and focused intensively on the potions book he is reading at the moment; I smiled at him with a gentle and amusing small smile before I head into the bathroom and began undressing myself to get a shower and the shower comes on automatically at the right temperature of the desired effect on the showerhead.

Time skipped

By the time I got out of the shower he was still reading the book and not noticing that I was finished, I grabbed a new book I had purchased from knockturn alley a few days ago and began to read the first few chapters of the book.

I sometimes think some point in the book I had begun to be falling into a peaceful sleep, so I place the writing on the bedside table and closed my eyes and slept

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Severus pov.

I looked up, and once I had finished reading the book chapters on what I was looking for all this time only noticing that Lucius was asleep in the bed and that it would soon be morning.

I just sighed and closed the book after making a little creasing at the end of the page. I think about what I had found while I was getting a shower and getting ready to go to bed. The idea is unthought merely of seeing as the ministry still bans the potion for using too much 'dark' ingredients as the idiots have put it.

I smile as I laid in bed with my lover and promise to then right all the wrongs that I have been causing Lily's son. This time around though I was going to make it easier for the soon to be a new child into the world and have a redo that was long overdue for the wizarding world to come and get done and over with.

I'm not going to sit back and do nothing against the light anymore I'm going to help to make the dark lord fight again and win no matter how hard it will be for the world to get used to living in this world must be changed for the better sake of wizarding humanity and the purpose of magic herself to stop magic from dying altogether.

I woke up to feeling a warmth pressed against my stomach, and then I realized it was Lucius who was still laying there sleeping beside me curled in an adorably cute manner and I cannot resist the urge to start kissing down the sides of his neck making the same person start to moan softly becoming louder as the time progressed and not before long we were making love to each other.

Time Skip

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