UPDATE:

I want to apologize for not giving regular updates on the story. I have so much going on in life right now and I have not been able to focus on much of anything except simply surviving on a day to day basis. My depression is getting to better of me and I have found myself in a dangerous place. I have relapsed after 2.5 years, my marriage may be ending, and my 8 year old tells me that I am a stranger to her. At this current time, I am going to focus on getting healthy again before I try to update any further. I am so sorry to disappoint you. I will return as soon as I can.