Alison's POV

I started out of my house and across the street to Emily's. As I enter her driveway I hear yelling and then I see Cece come flying out of the door, slamming the door behind her. She mutters something to herself, then looks up at me. She starts to head straight for me like a raging maniac. She comes in my face trying to intimidate me but I stand my ground. I learned a long time ago that Emily wouldn't always be there to protect me, especially after we stopped talking to each other. I learned that I could be just as scary as the person in front of me.

"Is there something you need?" I say annoyed with her staring.

"You have no shame, do you?"

"What are you talking about?"

"I'm not dumb you came back to finish the job, I've seen the text messages, and it's not a coincidence Emily left after you did, I know you did Emily in the bathroom" she says knowingly.

"WHAT?!" I say angry at her accusations.

She smirks and then leans into my ear and whispers, "Did she do you rough, did she fill you the way you wanted her too, I bet you screamed her name like the little whore you are, oh but I'm assuming little Emily didn't finish the job since you're back" She scoffs

I laughed, "Honey your insecurities are showing." She looks at me angrily. "Awe what's the matter? You afraid that because I'm more of a woman than you are, that that's the reason Emily doesn't want you? That I could satisfy her better than you can? Or are you just afraid that Emily is starting to see right through you?"

"Emily's only doing you because I'm making her wait, she can have her fun or whatever it is with you, but she knows she can't get any better than me." She says jumping into the car and driving off.

I knock on Emily's door. She smiles at me and let's me in. She leads me up to her room. I walk into her room slightly surprised, her room is completely different from the last time I've been in here, it's not as girly with the boy band posters and pink everywhere, instead it's a teal blue color with a few swim posters and pictures of her friends. We get started on our project, we sit at her computer desk and do some online research.

An hour later I excuse myself to the bathroom, "Oh I'll show you the way." She stands.

"I think I got it, I practically used to live here remember, but thanks for being such a good host" I say to her. She nods then sits back down and I leave the room.

I come back to the room to find her sitting in her window seat starring out the window. She doesn't notice me watching, but I know that look, something's bothering her. I know it probably has something to do with the conversation she and Cece had earlier. I wanted to tell her about my conversation with Cece, but I didn't think the brunette was up for hearing how bat shit crazy her girlfriend was.

"Hey you okay?" I asked concerned.

She jumps. "Yeah yeah, I'm fine my problems aren't your problems."

"Emily it's ok you can tell me."

"I'm fine, really, but can I ask you something?"

"Sure, anything." I say

"Do you ever think that with time,that you could fall in love with someone, even if they don't exactly seem to be the right one for you, but you got so used to them that you can't see your life without them?"

"No I was more of the soulmate type of person," I say looking longingly out of the window remembering a simple time when I thought I had love like that. "but it seems to be going the same way with Noel, I love him but he doesn't seem like the right one, I guess you just have to find the closest person to it." I say sadly.

My phone rings and it's my mom wondering where I am and why I'm late for dinner. I tell Emily I have to go, but that I'll see her tomorrow night at the party.

Emily's POV

Alison leaves and I think about what she says about forgetting the idea of soul mates. I think about Cece and how she's been acting lately and I start to think, maybe it's something I did if I'm making her feel so insecure. I also think about what Hanna said, but she can't be using me, we've been together since freshman year and have gone through a lot together.

I get up and drive my car to the flower shop, and get a dozen roses. I want to surprise Cece on her break and apologize. I get to her job at the sandwich shop and see her car still in the lot. I go in and look around for but can't find her. I go up to Liz after I spot her behind the counter.

"Hey Liz"

"Hey Emily, oh my gosh are those flowers for me?" She asks playfully

I laugh, "Sorry but no these aren't for you, these are for my girlfriend, I got some making up to do."

"Oh I see." She says wriggling her eyes brows

I laugh at her silliness, "Where is she?"

"Hmm...I think she went out back about 30 minutes ago."

"Ok thanks."

"Oh and if you find her, tell her to get butt back her, she's not the only one who needs a break."

"Will do." I say and head out the back door.

I get out of the door and look out into the alley for Cece, the only light coming from the back door light from the shop and the restaurant across the alley. As I look around all I see is crates and boxes line the walls, I turn around but then I hear a noise...is that moaning? I think to myself.

With my curiosity getting the best of me I follow the noise. I peek from behind one of the boxes I'm hiding behind, and almost fall to my knees. There in front of me is Cece on all fours getting rammed from the back by Noel Kahn. I sit and watch the seen unfold in front of me, crying silently. When they finish Noel wipes himself off, and gets dressed, Noel kisses Cece goodbye then leaves the alley. I watch Cece as she's getting dressed, and all I can feel is confusion, anger and hurt. I stepped from behind the box and she looks surprised for a second, but then she's passive again like nothing's happened.

"Why?" I asked her.

"Why fuck him? Oh because he's really good at it actually."

"But I'm your girlfriend, I should be the only one fucking you." I say raising my voice.

"But you're not, are you? Did you really think I was gonna wait til you got your shit together? We've been together what, FOUR YEARS?! And we haven't even had sex!" She says yelling.

"I told you I wasn't ready!" I say crying.

She comes in my face, "Then you suck it up and deal with it, when you get your shit together maybe we can talk about you fucking me." She says, then walks back into the sandwich shop.

I leave the alley and the forgotten roses, drive home and cry myself to sleep.

A/N: Thanks for the reviews. What do you think should happen next?