author's note- ok. im soooooooooooo sorry! i know i havnt updated in like i million years. but the site was having problems, then my computer got virus, then i got writer's block, and now we have star testing at our school (its like high school final for those who dont know) and i asked for help from u guys, and i got zero reviews, so i got really discouraged. and so, i havent updated. so basically this is a filler chap, showing the pack breaking, but idk. idnt really like the ending, but see what you think. on with the chap!
i do not own twilight! if i did i would not be on fanfiction!
Seth P.O.V
I walked into my house to find an interesting scene before me. Leah was sleeping next to Jacob on the couch. That was something I didn't want to see my big sister doing. They both woke up at the sound of the door closing. "Um...hi…" I said uncertainly.
"You need something?" Leah said mockingly.
"uh..no..i'm just gonna…go upstairs…now…bye." I said awkwardly. Sometimes I hated Leah, like now for instance. She didn't even care that she scarred me for life. But, I could deal with it as long as she didn't try to kill herself again. We all knew that she was bitter after Sam left her, but we didn't know how much pain she was in. I never thought that she would try to commit suicide. I could see that Jacob was helping her already. She was becoming more stable, and less suicidal. I finally got to the comfort of my room, where hopefully I could block out this memory forever.
Leah P.O.V
"Poor kid. You probably scarred him for life." Jacob said reapprovingly.
"It wasn't like we were doing anything," I said inoccently, "We were just sleeping."
"Wow Leah, anways, do you have any food?" he said, changing subjects abruptly.
"Yeah, but I'm not making you breakfast." I said sternly. He gave me the puppy dog look that I loved so much. "Alright fine. But, this is not a regular thing. What do you want?"
"Um let me see, pancakes, waffles, toast, eggs, french toast, cereal, bacon, and this." And he kissed me. God he was good. I forgot where I was for a second.
"Jake, I can't make breakfast with you distracting me." I told him dazedly.
"I distract you?"
"Don't let it go to your head."
"Now, how would I do that?" he said smugly
"Don't push it Jake." I said gettting annoyed. It was still pretty early in the morning. "Here is your huge breakfast that the whole pack could eat." Just then, some of the pack did come in. "Speak of the devil and the devil will come." I said mockingly as Quil, Embry, and Paul walked into my house with invitation.
"Good morning to you too. We were just coming to deliver some news to you, but it seems you have made breakfast for all of us." Paul said.
"Actually I made it for breakfast for Jacob, but you aren't going to listen to me anyways. So whats this 'news' you're talking about?" I asked questionly
"Oh. Yeah that. Um…Sam wants to talk to you about something. He said it was really important or something." Quil filled in helpfully.
"Yeah, so we're gonna stay here and eat breakfast." Embry said hopefully. Like I would let me stay here alone.
"And why would I let you stay here without my supervision?" I asked sarcastically.
"Cause Jake's here and will keep an eye on us." Quil said quickly.
"Yeah, sure. Jake, be sure that they don't destroy the house or anything." I said seriously. "I'm off to see the asshole known as the alpha. See you later!" I said with fake enthusiam. Really, the last thing I wanted to do was to see that two-faced bastard, but what the alpha says goes. So, I started to walk to see the guy I hated.
I walked up to the house that I hated, the house that should be mine. I rang the doorbell and hoped for once that Sam would answer the door. But since fate hated me, Emily answered the door. "Leah! Wow, this is a surprise." She said cheerfully. I knew what she was thinking. She thought I was here to forgive her, but I would never do that.
"Quil said that Sam wanted to talk to me about something important. Is he here?" I said without emotion.
Her smile faltered a bit, but then was back. "Yes of course, he is in the living room." She told me less cheerful than before. I walked into the living room to find Sam just staring into space.
"Hello Sam." I said trying to get his attention.
"Oh. Hello Leah. I wanted to talk to you about something important." He said in an oily manner.
"I know, Quil told me. What is this about Sam?" I said getting annoyed. He was beating around the bush. I wanted him to just spit it out.
"Well, I wanted to talk about this thing you and Jacob are doing." He said friendlier than before. "Sam Uley that is none of your freaking bussiness. You called me over here to talk about my boyfriend?" I demanded. I was still fuming with anger. I couldn't believe he actually wanted to talk about his.
"So you two are involved?" he asked quickly.
"Yes, we are involved! Sam you have no right to talk to me about this kind of thing! What the hell?" I demanded of him
"The reason I ask is if this 'thing' you have going ends badly, it will affect the whole pack. My job is to take care of the pack." He said quietly
"You do not control my love life. Besides, I think you already affected the pack by leaving me." I saw him flinch as I said that. Good, that asshole deserved it. He left me and then dares to talk to me about hurting the pack from a bad relationship.
"Leah," he started softer, "You know I didn't have a choice. I would have chosen you if I had a choice. You know that."
"You know what Sam, I don't. You left for a week without contacting me, and then you left me for my cousin. So, I think you have lost the privliage to talk to me about who I date. You already affected the pack by turning me into a bitter harpy, I think the damage is already done." I said unbelieving what he just said. He was worried about a breakup affecting the whole pack; he already crossed that bridge. I could feel my whole body shaking with anger. No, Leah. You will not phase in front of this asshole.
"Leah, I'm forced to love her, I really love you. Please forgive me." He asked with the pleading voice I loved so well. For a second I could see the Sam that I fell in love with, before the imprint, but then he was back to imprint zombie mood in a second. It made me wonder if the imprint could be broken, if I could be with Sam----no Leah, you are with Jacob now. He is making you happy now, not Sam.
"Sam, no. I'm with Jacob. I'm actually happy with someone other than you. Why can't you let me move on?" I asked him gently
"Because I love you." He said calmly, "Leah I have to ask you something. Why did you try to kill yourself?" he said slowly as if it was hard to say.
"Because of you. When you left me, it was like I didn't have anything to live for anymore. I was breathing but I was dead inside, the pills were just finishing the job. I had nothing to hold onto anymore, until Jacob saved me. He gave me something to live for again." I finished happily
"Oh, well, I'm sorry for what I did to you Leah. I never wanted any of this to happen." He said in a soft voice
"Sam I can't forgive you yet. I'm sorry, but I just can't. I have to go, Jacob is waiting for me." I said gently
"I understand Leah. There is a pack meeting in 15 minutes. Please have Jacob there as well; I think there is something he wants to share with us." He said in his alpha voice. I couldn't believe it. We had an actual conversation for the first time since he left me, but then it's back to business as usual. That asshole. Fine, two could play at that game.
"Fine, Jacob and I will be there after we stop making out on the couch." I said taking pleasure in the way he flinched. I still badass. I started to walk back to my house where I knew Jake was waiting and I realized I was happy he was.
Jacob's P.O.V
I was so happy that Leah actually wanted to be with me, I almost forgot about the pack meeting. I was going to tell Sam about the pregnancy. I nervous to what he was going to suggest. He might want to kill the fetus. I didn't really care about the fetus, I more feared for Bella's life. I was Leah, but I still cared about Bella. I waited for Leah at her house; Sam said he wanted to talk to her about something important. I hoped it didn't make us late for the meeting. Just then, Leah walked through the door.
"Hey Jake. Uh, we have a pack meeting in like ten minutes. We have to go now if we want to make it." She said in an exasperated voice. I could tell she had some sort of fight with Sam, but we would have time to talk about that later.
"OK then Leah. I wanted to tell them about the pregnancy." I could see her flinch when I mentioned the memory. It still pained her to see how much I cared about Bella. I couldn't help how I felt about Bella, but I knew that what I felt about her was so much more. I walked with her outside and into the forest to phase. We phased and a bunch of voiced came into our heads. "Everyone calm the fuck down!" Leah yelled into my head.
"God Leah. I can't believe you just said that to your own brother. I mean you already scarred me for life, you want to cuss at me too?" Seth said in a mocking tone.
"Yeah I think I will." Leah shot back
"Quiet down you two!" Sam commanded. "Jacob I believe there is something you wanted to show us." He asked me.
"What? Oh yeah." I showed them the memory of the Cullen's house making sure to stop before Leah ran out. "So basically Bella is pregnant." I said bluntly
"Oh my god."
"Wow."
"I didn't think this could happen. I thought it was impossible!"
"Quiet down everyone!" Sam said in his alpha voice. "I think the best thing to do in this situation is to eliminate this thing they have produced. Whatever it is, it might be a threat to our families and community."
"How will you get rid of it without killing Bella?" I asked confused.
"Um Jacob, I don't think he was planning on keeping her alive." Leah said gently
"I can't let you kill her Sam." I said sternly
"It's the only thing we can do Jacob. It may be threat to our families. We have to do this. You will be a part of this. We have to fight our through to the fetus according to the alliances. Jacob you will take Emmett and Jasper with Quil and Embry. Leah you will take Alice and Esme with Seth and Paul. Jared you will help me with Rosalie. Once anyone has gotten through their opponent go on to Bella and the fetus and destroy them immediately." He said in his commanding alpha voice. I immediately bent to his command. I had to do the only I could think of to save Bella.
"No Sam. I was not meant to follow you. I am a black and therefore the alpha. I am going my own way." I said quickly
"Jacob, you're leaving me?" Leah said quietly
"No. I want you to come with me."
"Why would I do that? Protect a bunch of leeches is the worst kind of torture."
"Maybe, but then you wouldn't be under Sam's rule."
"Ok! What are you waiting for? Let's go!" she said excitedly
"Calm Down! We're leaving right now." I said cheerfully
"Jacob, why are you leaving us? You know there can't be two packs in one area." Sam said questionly
"Because, Sam, I don't believe you are doing the right thing. So I am taking matters into my own hands. By leaving. Goodbye Sam." Then Leah and I started to run to Cullen Mansion to warn them about the packs intention.
Edward's P.O.V
I watched as the love of my life slowly waste away. Of course, Bella would want to give her life for whatever thing we had spawned together. I couldn't believe the pain I inflicted on her. I never wanted any of this to happen. All of a sudden, I heard Jacob screaming into my head.
"EDWARD! If you can hear me get outside now!" he yelled into my mind. I could also tell Leah was there as well but she was not really making her presence known.
"I will be right back love." I told Bella as I went outside to meet Jacob and Leah.
"Edward!" Jacob exclaimed in an exasperated voice. "I told the pack about the pregnancy and Sam wants to kill Bella and the fetus."
"But then," Leah interrupted "Jacob fulfilled his right as alpha and disobeyed Sam. I'm so proud of him." She said lovingly.
"Ok, we can talk about this in the house while you two get dressed." I said flatly
"Oh, yeah I forgot about that." Leah said embarrassed. "If you ever mention this to anyone else, especially Emmett, I will kill you."
"And you came as well Leah? I didn't think you cared about a bunch of leeches." I said
"I'm not gonna let them kill you guys for no reason. I'm not that horrible."
"Well, I'm touched Leah." And I actually was. I felt a rush of affection for her at that moment. I was trying to decipher where this came from when an errant thought caught my attention. It came from Leah.
"All that thing wants is blood and destruction and death. I don't think it should survive. They should kill it as soon as it is born."
That actually might be a good idea. "Leah what was that again?" I asked mildly curious.
"Oh um," she started embarrassed at her thought, "I was just thinking that all the fetus wanted is blood and death."
"That might be a good idea. The fetus might be closer to our genes than hers. We could try to give her blood to see if it helps." I said with the first hope I had in weeks. I hoped that this would work. I went inside to tell the others about this new revelation.
"Carlisle, we think that maybe the fetus is closer to our genes than Bella's." I said flatly.
"We could use the stash we had saved for Bella's transformation." Just then, Jacob and Leah walked in. I saw Rosalie scowl at their presence, but I didn't really care. All I wanted is to have Bella safe and happy.
Leah P.O.V
After a couple of hours, I could see that the blood was actually working. She was starting to get color in her cheeks again and she could sit up now. Right as I was really starting to get annoyed at the bloodsuckers, I heard Seth yelling outside.
"What the fuck Seth! Why are you here?" I screamed at my brother.
"I didn't want to be under Sam's rule anymore. That's why I'm here! God Leah! You don't control everything! Do you want to know what the other pack is doing or not?" he asked annoyed at me
"What are they going to do?" Jacob asked worried
"Well, what Sam has decided to do is to wait to attack until he talks to you about options. Right now they are on the defensive." He said very fast
"Well, that's good. He should know that I'm not going to give in. But what does he mean options?"
"I don't really know what that means, he was kind of vague when he told us."
"Ok thanks for the info Seth. Are you here to stay or just to pass information?"
"I want to stay if that's ok with you guys." Seth said uncertainly.
"You can stay if you want Seth." I told my brother
"Thank you so much guys! Hey, do you mind if I crash somewhere? I haven't slept for 4 days."
"Yeah, we need to crash to. We'll go into the forest and sleep." Jacob said alpha-like.
"OK, then. We'll talk in the morning." I said happily
"Ok then, night guys.
