Chapter 4
Kurt patiently explained to chandler that he had to go home without him, and even though chandler got a little hurt, he didn't say anything and left
Then kurt went to his dad room to say goodbye and explained to him that he was going home with blaine instead of chandler, and of course burt got confused so kurt told him that blaine was in town
"oh that's great" burt cheered "it'll be good for him and beto"
"yeah, It'll be good" kurt said with such a bright smile that it almost light up the room
Burt looked at him in a mockingly suspicious way "oh god" burt said almost laughing
"what?" kurt said looking confused
"well, looks like beto is not the only one who's extremely happy about blaine's return"
Kurt blushed
"I just found out he's gay" kurt said in a whisper
"really? Wow, well I guess that's more of a reason to be happy right?" burt said mocking of kurt
Kurt blushed again
"it's ok bud, I know you like him" burt said in a comforting voice
"that was a long time ago, things have changed since then" kurt said a bit sad
"of course they've changed" burt said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world "he's gay now for a start"
"yeah, I guess" kurt said with a tiny smile
"just take it easy kurt, just take your time alright?"
"don't worry, I will" kurt said with a thing in his face that showed burt that kurt didn't have much hope in having a chance with blaine
And with a kiss in burt's forehead, kurt was out of the room and heading to the parking lot
Blaine had been waiting kurt in the parking lot for like ten minutes or so, and he just wanted to take kurt in his arms and comfort him and tell him that everything will be ok as long as they were together but he knew he couldn't, at least not right away.
He saw as a man walked towars him, but the man looked pretty much like an angel, so he knew that was kurt.
They smiled at each other until blaine led them to his car, and kurt got impressed as he saw that blaine's car was a black bmw m6.
"Is this your car?" kurt asked with an astonished look on his face
"yeah it is, my dad gave it to my for my 21st birthday" blaine said smiling at the memory
"it's gorgeous" kurt said
'not as much as you' blaine thought "thank you" blaine said instead
Kurt smiled and extended his hand to open the passenger seat door, but blaine grabed it first, kurt looked at him in a quizzical kind of way and blaine smile
"what gentleman wouldn't open the door for his friend?" blaine said with a smile and open the door for kurt to climb in
"thank you" kurt said and got blushed, but he thanked the universe the sky was dark enough to cover it
Blaine climbed in the driver's seat, tuned on the car, and started driving.
They mostly chat about blaine's life at California and college, but then blaine asked about kurt's life and school, he could see that kurt got sad.
Kurt wanted to say so many things at this point, ask so much, share so much but he just couldn't figure out what to say first, and besides his high school life was embarrassing to him, he had been bullied since freshman year, he had been pushed into lockers, slushied in his face, and karofsky had even…
"NO!" kurt screamed shaking his head trying to forget about karofsky, almost forgetting that blaine was by his side driving
Blaine got scared by kurt's scream so he almost hit the car that was next to him, but he didn't care about that, he just cared about kurt, he wanted to know what made kurt felt so wrong, so angry, so vulnerable.
"kurt… kurt what happened?" blaine said trying to use the softest voice
"I'm sorry blaine, I'm so so sorry, please forgive me I didn't meant to scare you" kurt said trying to hide his face from blaine because hot tears were streaming down his face
"don't apologize, it's ok, I shouldn't have asked" blaine said mortified for causing this to kurt
"it's not your fault, I'm stupid for letting old ghosts chase me til today" kurt said trying to contain a sob
Blaine stopped the car and kurt tensed a bit
"kurt… kurt look at me" blaine said softly but serious and kurt sighed but obeyed
"kurt believe me when I tell you that you're not stupid" blaine pause and took both of kurt's hands and kurt stopped breathing a second "everybody has ghosts that can be mortifying, we just need to fight against them and find people that can help us get through it" blaine said decisively "and know that I'm here I'll help you to get through it" blaine said firmly
Kurt was speechless he wanted to cry again because of blaine's words and then again he wanted to smile because of blaine's support
"thank you blaine, that means a lot to me, really I mean it" kurt said with a thankful look in his eyes
"you're welcome, starchild" blaine said with a smile and kurt open his eyes wildly "remember that I used to call you like that when we were kids?"
"y-yeah, I remember I just thought you didn't remember"
"of couse I do, I loved to call you like that, I still do…"
Kurt blushed
"do you remember how you used to call me?" blaine asked
"oh yeah" kurt laughed a little
"say it then" blaine told him
"ok ok don't get moody rock star"
Both of them smiled
In that moment blaine got the feeling that kurt felt better and a lot more comfortable around him which gave him the courage to do what he did next
Blaine took a tissue
"can i?" blaine asked
"o-okay" kurt ask forgetting how to breathe
And with that blaine started to wipe away the tears in kurt's cheeks
Kurt wanted so bad to lean in just a few more inches for their lips to connect but he didn't want to scare the shit out of blaine, the fact that blaine didn't have a gf didn't mean that he couldn't have a boyfriend back home in California, so kurt shouldn't do anything inappropriate: and besides he didn't know how to kiss, nobody had kissed him except for that one time last year… but that didn't count at all. So if he leaned in he wouldn't know what to do, but he was tempted to let blaine teach him what to do, how to move, what to touch, how to f... when his mind was starting to travel into the dirty thoughts, he was caught out of gourd when blaine placed the sweetest kiss he has ever felt on his cheek, and then he kissed him again but in the knuckles of each hand so sweetly and slow that kurt's heart skipped a beating
"w-w-what was that for?" kurt asked catching his breath
"to reassure you that you can trust me, that I'm here for you for anything and everything you need, and to remember you just how much I've missed you" blaine said the last part like a whisper
Kurt felt like he was going to faint, every time blaine opened his mouth, he felt safe and powerful, and maybe even loved
The silence invaded the car, but it wasn't awkward it was peaceful, they stared at each other and you can almost touch the sexual tension in the air, but none of them wanted to break the moment, when suddenly between his trance blaine remembered that they were pretty much parked in the middle of the street and also he remembered that he had to drive kurt to his house so he gave kurt a wicked smirk and kurt responded with an evil wink, which made them understand just one thing… they were more than comfortable around each other
When they reached kurt's house kurt didn't want to get out of the car, and blaine didn't want kurt to leave
"so…" kurt said
"so…" blaine responded"
"thank you blaine" kurt said and his eyes shinned
"no problem, it was just a ride home" blaine was trying to sound casual
"no, it was more than that" kurt said biting his lip
Blaine thought he looked so hot like that
"your welcome I meant every word I say tho, and I'm not gonna force you to tell me what happened that made you so upset, take all the time you need, but I do want you to trust me and to open up to me when you're ready ok? Maybe I can help"
Kurt was really falling for this man… again…
"thank you B, and I will, just give me time, it's not easy to share it, but can I ask you something?"
"anything"
"why do you care? Don't get me wrong, it's just that we haven't seen each other in such a long time, I just don't understand, why are you being so nice to me?"
Blaine sight
"kurt I still consider you my friend, and I'll always be nice to you, cause you're amazing, and sweet, and you always keep it real, I know that you're still a teenager, but most of the time you behave like a very mature grown up, and I just… I just love that about you" blaine explained sweetly, his eyes shining with pride
Kurt wanted to hug him so bad right now and looks like blaine wanted too because he took off the seat belt ad undid kurt's seatbelt too, and reached for kurt to hug him tight, they stayed like that for at least 5 Mississippis, neither of them wanted to let go. Blaine just loved the way kurt smelled, he had a combined essence between vanilla and summer rain; and kurt sensed that blaine smelled like chocolate and a bit of coffee that he thought it was just addictive.
When they let go off of each other, they kept smiling
"is anybody in the house?" blaine asked
"no, just me" kurt responded
"when will everyone return?"
"well I spoke to finchel and they said they'll be back in 4 days, and carole will come tomorrow morning but she'll leave in the late afternoon and she'll return in 5 days or so" kurt said as if everything was ok
"are you gonna be ok?" blaine asked really worried
"yeah, I'll be good, I'm pretty used of being by myself" kurt said, his smile falling
"are you sure?" blaine asked again trying really hard so kurt would tell him what he wanted to hear and he was getting pretty close
"well I don't have any other option than to stay alone" kurt wanted blaine to make him a proposition
"well I guess" blaine said nonchalant
Kurt was tired of being scare about taking chances, so he just man up and said something very not kurt
"well actually I do have another choice but don't laugh, ok?"
"I won't, what option?" please say what I'm thinking, please, please, please
"ok, so…"
"just say it kurt"
"would you stay fot the night?"
Blaine's heart stopped
"uhh…"
"I'm sorry, it was inappropriate of me to ask" kurt look down and reach to open the door "bye…"
Blaine grabbed his arm before he could open the door
"of course I'll stay" blaine said in a sexy voice
"r-really?"
"yeah, but do you mind if I go back home to grab some things?"
"not at all"
"ok then, wait for me"
'I always have' kurt thought "I will"