4 My Story
"Ok…I guess it all started when I was 12 years old. My dad worked a lot and didn't get a lot of money for it. His job usually took him out of the state. My mom… well she defiantly wasn't Susie home maker. In the public she acted like you typical house wife. The truth was she wasn't. She made drugs, a lot of different kinds too. She even invented her own which she named Notic. I was her test subject. That's probably why I'm fucked up now. She made me sell them. Cause I could get into schools. Places were she really couldn't. I never had a problem with it. I didn't do them, only when she made me. Our whole basement was her lab. My dad never went down there and never asked about it. He didn't care." I pause.
"My mom she was working on a new drug. Once again she used me as a test subject. Now that I think about it, I do believe she went a little over board on the dosage. If you know what I mean."I say with a smirk. Then continue
"I herd screaming. I thought it was part of the hallucination when I could sober up a bit I went to go up the stairs. But two guys came down. They had bags with them. It looked like they weren't expecting to see me. I tried to run to a window, but didn't get very far. They both beat me up a bit before raping me. They grabbed some drugs and left. I didn't bother to get dressed. I went up stairs to see my mom and dad dead. There was blood every where. I knew what I had to do." I could feel the hate and anger rise up in me.
"I went up stairs showered and changed my cloths. Grabbed the switch blade my ex-boyfriend gave me and went down stairs. I dragged my parent's bodies to the back yard. Then I emptied the gas from my parent's cars and put it in to a couple of buckets. Then I grabbed anything else that was flammable. Turning any alarms that could alert the police or fire department off I spread it evenly on every floor of the house and set it on fire. I watched for a minuet then got on my dirt bike and went to find the guys." A crazy smile appears on my face.
"When I got there we fought for a bit. They also had blades. They got me pretty good as you can tell. Then I slashed both of there throats and stabbed them 20 times each." I look at the floor. "So I am here for selling drugs, arson and murder of two people."
They all looked surprised. I know I'm the only murderer here. "You're serious, aren't you?" Zig asks. I nod. Damn. The dinner bell goes off. We all get up and go to the mess hall. I walk slowly but the guys still walk with me. We got our food and sat down at our clamed table. "After dinner every one goes to there
tent and stays there. That's when you will take your shower. Tonight Zig and Squid will go with you." X tells me. I eat my food in silence. They have a bit of small talk that's bout it. Quietly I wait for them to finish. We get up dump our trays then head to our tent. They talk while I grab my stuff. I look in my crate in there was; towel a notebook, pen, pencil, razor, shampoo, soap, two pair of boxers, two sports bras, a black t-shit, a black wife beater, two pairs of socks and a picture of my parents. My eyes go wide; I turn the picture so I don't have to see it.
I grab my bathing stuff and the four shower tokens I was given and left. Both Squid and Zig walked beside me. We get to the shower stalls I go in put my stuff on the bench and undressed. Zig turns around to say something but soon realizes that I'm naked. He stares for a minute then quickly turned around blushing. I put my tokens in and showered. The water shut off after five minutes. I put my sports bra on and boxers. Realizing I would half to take my boots and suit off to go to sleep. "I'm done." The words slip out of my mouth as I picked up my stuff. They turn around. "Let me take that for you." Squid says grabbing my stuff. I clutched my ribs knowing I need to take the pain medication I was given. Zig picked me up. We walked back to the tent. "Why are you carrying me?" I ask him. "You're hurt." He replies simply. When we get into the tent he lays me on my bed gently. I take my pills and tell the guys good night.