Okay, u know da drill I own not Night World, cept 4 da books (thats different), and yeah, I definitely don't own the song. Its 'This Is For Keeps' by Spill Canvas. Sorry it took so long, I was working on my Twi stories. Crap! I'm soooo sorry! I ttly forgot bout chappie 3! So lets just say this is a different point of view of chappie three! Sorry!!!!

Ash POV

The streets are dark, my pulse is flat-lined
as I'm running to you
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
The air is thick with tension much like when we are together
My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever

M'lin. My other half. My soul mate. I love her I worry about her and watching her die in front of me is so hard I just sit and wonder about how forever with her is going to be. Never dying, never growing old. Do I regret changing her? No. Do I wish she wasn't going to have to see some of these things? Most definitely. My fangs lengthened as I thought about her, her and her sweet blood, the mind sharing. Nothing that could happen again.

As I round your corner
I am nervous that you won't be my lover
I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover
You answer the door with your innocent face
Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

What if she hates me for turning her? What if she doesn't want me? I turn to her small innocent face. How many times could that face possibly forgive me? I should have given her more time to think. What if it was just an impulse? What if she didn't really want it?

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love

If she does love me, I don't even think eternity will be long enough to love her. If she still loves me, we'll never be apart again and no one could ever separate us. God, I love her.

My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust
Your eyes are softer now
and your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust
I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps
Oh, would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

I remember the first time I drank her blood. The mix of flavors and the buzz of being with my soul mate. I never wanted anyone more than chin that delicious red when I was done. Then, that werewolf came and ruined it. I won though. Well, M'lin won, I reaped the benefits, such as a caring person like Mary-Lynnette in my life.

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love

Follow me into the seaWe'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down

I was killing her. Both then and now. Now I was literally killing her, but before, I could tell she had been so depressed when I snuck in. I missed her, but she was slowly dying on the inside, not that I wasn't, but I hid it better, even when I was alone. Now we would leave this tiny, boring town.

Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town (eternally)
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down (eternally)

She's waking up! This is it! Will she still love me? Will she want to do her own thing? What if she hates me? Would that be punishment for all the horrid things I've done?

"Ash? ... Ash?" M'Lin asked quietly. She was looking around bleary eyed and innocently. I cleared my throat and watched her eyes focus in the soft moon light. She looked up at me in wonder as I stared at her. She was even more beautiful, and she was all mine. Not yet. You don't know that. A voice told me. As she grew accustomed to the light, She stared at me more intensely. Did she really not love me?

"ASH!" She screamed as she threw herself at me. I felt her tiny arms around me as she choked me with love. She smothered me with kisses, strangled me with hugs, and I felt myself grow happier with each one.

Okay. That's the end. And they lived happily ever after cuz Jessi vanished the dragons and Circle Midnight. Yay me! I'm actually sorry I can't do that. Sigh.

There r voices in my head