Chapter 4

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EPOV:

She was still so beautiful, she never did change. But now she is here again in my arms asleep, my angel or my supernatural I should say. But she would forever be my Bella.

As I hold her in my arms and run I can`t help but hear her beautiful heart beat again. It was always a sweat melody to me. Always calming me when she slept and I couldn't. And now that I have her in my arms again I will never leave her again not until she forces me to. But as I stare down at her sleeping form and see that she has a tight grip on my shirt I know that she wouldn't want to get rid of me either.

I follow back the trail to my family's house but as I get closer my Bella starts to stir in my arms.

"Edward, Edward?"

"Shhhh, my love I`m right here don't worry." I kissed her forehead to try and calm her down. She sighed and relaxed into my arms again.

"We`re near the house love. But go back to sleep, I`ll take you right to bed when we arrive." She nodded her head and snuggled closer into my chest, but I didn't mind at all I just held her closer to my chest to make her comfortable.

I entered the house and the whole family was there. Surprisingly I didn't hear my family's thoughts and for that I was grateful, but I was wondering if my sweet Bella was the cause of not hearing the thoughts around me. But I didn't think about it much all I was thinking was to get Bella into a bed and let her sleep peacefully while holding her. I glanced at my family one more time before walking up the steps and into my room. I laid her down gently taking off her shoes and covering her with the blankets, I was going to lie on top of the blankets and let her warm up under them but that wasn't what she wanted.

"No, no Edward stay." She mumbled it in her sleep but I knew that she knew what I was doing, but I couldn't help but listen to her. I got under the blankets with her and wrapped her up in my arms and held her tightly to my chest. She sighed again and held onto me tightly like I would leave her, but I would never again do that.

As her calm heart and breathing slowed I couldn't help but run my fingers through her long brown hair. I looked her face over again never wanting to forget the memory of my Bella. Her face looked so peaceful while she slept I couldn't help but get my protectiveness out again, every time I look at her now I kept hearing MINE! in the back of my thoughts. But I couldn't help it she was, no is my mate and I always had the need to protect her and I will protect her.

I always knew Bella talked in her sleep. It wasn't her fault it was one of her flaws that I loved the most about her. But now she started to mumble and speak.

"Edward…hmmm Edward." She was dreaming about me again.

"Edward! Edward! Please don't leave me!" She was sobbing in her own sleep, and it broke my dead heart. It pained me because I didn't know what to do; I didn't know how to comfort her properly.

"Edward! NO!"

"Bella, Bella love it`s ok I`m right here just wake up." I shook her awake.

"*gasp* Oh Edward." She hugged me tightly towards her small frame but I just held her and told her to relax rubbing small secrets on her back.

"Shhhhh my Bella, shhhh. I`m right here love and I`m not going anywhere."

She whimpered and buried her face into my chest. And it was breaking my dead heart seeing her like this I wanted to protect her from harm but I didn't know how to protect her if she didn't tell me.

"Love, what did you dream? You can tell me you know you can." I wanted her to trust me enough to tell me not force her to tell me.

"You-u-u-u you w-were with me an-and you were leaving, I—I tried to follow you bu-but y-y-you left me a-a-again." It broke my heart seeing her in this much pain I just needed her to know that I would never leave her again ever I needed her to trust me enough when I tell her that I love her and that I will never stray from her side again.

"Oh my poor Bella, don't you ever think about that look at me," I picked her chin up so that she was looking me right in the eye.

"I love you and only you. I don't think that I could have the strength again to leave you. When we were apart all I thought was that I wanted you to be happy and safe, you weren't safe in my world Bella that's why I left. That is what I convinced myself to believe when I left. Then I heard about your death and it nearly killed me. I felt pain that I only felt when I was being transformed into this new life, but when I saw your beautiful face again all that pain was taken away. No one could make me feel happy and loved like you can Bella. Not even Jane`s power could make me feel that pain that I felt physically and mentally when I wasn't with you. I can`t do it again, I can`t leave you, I need you in my life and I am sooo sorry for my mistakes and for all my wrong doings I just wish that you can somehow forgive the monster that I am."

"Oh Edward." She hugged me and kissed me. I couldn't help myself, I kissed her back. Oh how I missed her lips, her warm touch and her loving beautiful self.

I pulled back from her and she whimpered but I couldn't help but chuckle. I kissed her back all the way down to her neck back to make her happy and to also satisfy my need for her.

"We'll continue this later, but for right now the rest of the family wants to have a talk with us."

"Can you hear their thoughts?"

"Surprisingly no, are you doing something to prevent that?" I was honestly curious about it.

"Oh right, I`m sorry it`s the shield that I have since you`re my mate it protects you from annoyance and danger." She blushed but I did love her blush.

"You are my mate Bella you don't have to be embarrassed by just saying it. I love you never forget that."

"I love you too. Now let's go downstairs I feel like I have to get up and walk a little I feel lazy sleeping all day." I hugged her to me by her waist and held on tight all she did was giggle.

"Hmmmm but I want you all to myself still; I don't want to share you just yet." I said into her neck.

"Awwww Edward don't worry you got me all to yourself for the rest of the night. I don't think I can be away from you for a minute so I want to stay in your arms for the rest of the day." She just looked at me from under her eyelashes and looked at me.

"That I do my love. And I will hold you, I`m not letting you go not without a fight." I was only mock serious, I meant this in a way of protection and in a way by meaning that I would fight with Emmett to keep my Bella in my arms.

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