Disclaimer: I sadly do not own Kingdom Hearts and its characters, or Star Ocean 3 and its characters. I wish I did, but I don't…
Main Pairing: AxelxRoxas
The most amazing smell assaulted his senses when he began to slip back into the land of the living; it was sweet and soft, deep and exotic... it was Roxas.
So he really hadn't dreamed that he fell asleep cuddling Roxas last night; the blond was here with his peaceful face tucked against Axel's chest. While one arm was wrapped around Axel's waist the other was fisted in the fabric of Axel's shirt; and somehow, in the night, their legs had tangled together. If Roxas wouldn't hate him he could wake the blond up with a bit of teasing pleasure; just gently rub Roxas' crotch with his knee... but then, Roxas' own knee could easily drive up and slam him as well.
Talk about sudden nervousness; he'd have to do something more careful with the blond, and it didn't take long for an idea to strike the redheaded student. Axel snaked his arm from around Roxas and he moved it up to cup Roxas' sleeping face. Roxas was so beautiful; his soft pink lips were parted slightly, and a soft blush covered the bridge of his nose... was Roxas dreaming about something sexy, or was it just his imagination..?
Axel didn't care one way or another; he just leaned in and placed a light kiss over those beautiful lips.
The soft pink under Axel's lips twitched slightly as Roxas awoke beneath his boyfriend, "Mm..?" He muttered softly; his eyes slid open in an attempt to figure out just what had woke him up, "!" What he saw took him by surprise: Axel was... kissing him!
What made him think he had the right to do any such a thing to him!
A quick, hard slap across Axel's face quickly followed once Roxas had managed to pull away from him. "Wh-What the hell are you doing!" he stammered, his eyes were wide with confusion.
Bad idea, to have moved that quick after so much drinking the night before; his head felt like it was splitting open. This was just not the best morning; he remembered a few things from the night before, but not all of it he was sure on. Ok… so: he got drunk, walked Axel home... went up to Axel's apartment, agreed to go out with him... slept in- wait! He... he agreed to go out with him?
Oh boy... this would explain the kiss; but it wasn't that Roxas regretted agreeing to be Axel's boyfriend. He just didn't want Axel kissing him without his permission.
Axel rubbed his cheek and managed to smile sadly at Roxas, "So you did forget, then." he whispered; it was entirely too early to be rejected again. Axel sat up and swung his legs out of bed, "I'll go see if I can get you some coffee, Rox."
Roxas shook his head, "A-Axel no!" He sat up quickly as well and moved to his side; Roxas threw his thin arms around Axel's waist. "I remember! I remember walking you home, you taking me here, and you asking me out..." He paused to look up into Axel's green eyes, "…and I remember saying 'yes' to that..." he whispered.
He couldn't stand to think about how much sadness he'd just heard in Axel's voice… he hated it. "Axel, you're my boyfriend now... I-I just got scared when you kissed me, I'm not used to kissing anyone but Demyx..." A light blush formed on Roxas' face as he reached up to place his hand softly on Axel's face where he's slapped him, "I'm sorry..."
Axel smiled and leaned into the touch, "I'm sorry then, Roxas; I'll be sure to ask next time." Axel reached up to place his fingers over Roxas' he was so glad that the singer hadn't forgotten.
"Axel..." he whispered softly as he leaned forward to hug him, "I really like you. I think I have for a couple days now... I was just scared... of letting you get close to me."
He wanted Axel to be different from all the other guys before him… all the ones that had hurt Roxas before him. "Are you sure you'll be able to put up with a boyfriend who doesn't put out, though..?" he asked, "You can kiss me, you have my permission... just make sure it's while I'm awake so you don't scare me again."
Axel nodded and hugged Roxas tightly, "Roxas, I don't care how long I have to wait for you... I'll do it." he began to slowly stroke the blond locks, "I told you it's not all about sex for me." Axel felt a huge wave of relief now that Roxas was so close again and that they were really still together; he didn't even mind that he'd been slapped.
Roxas smiled and pulled back from Axel, "Come on; let's get up." The blonde stood up and pulled Axel off the bed by his hand. "What do you want to do today, hmm?"
Axel shrugged, "Well, Roxy, if you want coffee, or something, we're going to have to go out and buy it." he trailed off thoughtfully and voiced them aloud, "Starbucks? Or maybe you'd like something smaller..?"
"I don't need a coffee; I'm just a bit hung over." He said walking out into Axel's living room. "I want to go out, on a date." he called back into the other room.
Did... he really just say that he wanted to go on a date with Axel..?
What was wrong with him this morning? "Well... maybe not a date... I don't know I just want to go out somewhere with you, I mean we are going out so it might be a date... but, I don't know, I've never really dated anyone before; I mean, I did date Demyx..." he trail off thinking about it. "But that was only for about two weeks in high school, we just decided it was easier to stay friends with benefits."
Axel smiled, "Well, I'll go anywhere with you, Roxy: the movies, the mall, the park... want to try roller blading, maybe..? I think there might be a concert somewhere we could try as well..."
"Hmm take me to a concert then?" Roxas walked back to Axel. "I'd love to go to a concert with my boyfriend..." he whispered, wrapping his arms around Axel's neck, before he kissed him softly.
Axel kissed him back and wrapped his arms tightly around Roxas' body; he just loved how short Roxas was. Sure, it meant he had to bend his head awkwardly to press their lips together, but it meant that Roxas was the perfect guy to cuddle.
Axel pulled back from the kiss and reached for Roxas' hand, "Come on, Roxy; let's get to that concert."
"It's not even four yet, Axel." He laughed looking around the apartment. "So where is that weird guy who sits by you in class… you said he was your roommate?" Roxas asked, pulling back from him and walking over to the kitchen for something to eat.
Honestly, the guy with the creepy red eyes scared the fuck out of Roxas; but he still wanted to meet him, you know see if he was really as bad as every one around campus said. It was true that no one had ever actually seen him do anything to anyone… but everyone had heard stories about him from when the guy was in high school. He put a couple guys in the hospital… or so Roxas had heard.
Axel shrugged, "I didn't see him in his room, so he must be out doing something." he walked over to the fridge, "I don't know if you'd like Albel, or not; he can be kind of mean." Axel was just about to pull the fridge open when it was suddenly pushed closed on him.
Axel looked up into smirking crimson eyes, "Good morning, maggot."
"Ah, Albel... there you are." Axel chuckled nervously; sometimes he really hated how stealthy the guy was... how he could sneak up from nowhere and scare the crap out of him.
Roxas paused to look the other man over; he was tall, taller then Axel, probably 6 feet at least. He scoffed, thinking about it made him kind of angry since he was only about 5'4. "So your name's Albel, my name's Roxas." He spoke up from the corner; Roxas hadn't expected Albel to see him, however.
Albel smirked and strode past Axel and over to the blond, "Oh, Roxas, I know who you are; Axel told me all about you."
Axel huffed and moved over to the two, "I did not..! I only told you his name." Albel shushed him and leaned in close to the short blond.
"Roxas..." he whispered; which suddenly made Axel insanely jealous, "You have such... deep eyes..." Albel shrugged and stood straight again, as if nothing had happened.
Roxas blushed slightly but he simply turned his head to the side. "Don't hit on me; I'm already dating Axel, as of last night, and I have no intentions what-so-ever of cheating on him… thank you very much." Roxas spoke as he walked back over to Axel.
"But you wouldn't hit on me would you? I'm sure you're much more interested in the ladies… or is it a bit of both for you?" Roxas asked, pressing close to Axel.
Albel huffed, "I wasn't hitting on you, maggot." he grumbled, though it was mostly a lie, "But you can believe whatever your tiny brain wants to." Albel turned quickly and gracefully stepped out of the room.
Axel smiled and ruffled Roxas' hair with his hand, "It really is hard to figure Albel out... I'm not sure if he was hitting on you or not... probably not, though..."
Roxas glared up at Axel. "Heeeyy, leave my hair alone!" He said playfully elbowing him in the stomach. "I hate people touching my hair; if I wasn't dating you, I totally would have punched you." He tried not to sound threatening; though it probably just looked cute coming from the little five foot, four inch blonde with big, baby blue eyes.
Axel grinned, "Sorry Roxy." he dropped his hand back to his side, "So, what would you like to eat?" he asked, "Toast? Eggs? I think we've got frozen waffles." Axel opened up the fridge again; he was so glad to finally have the cute blond... and even though the blond liked to hit sometimes, it was really worth it to see Roxas like this now: playfully angry and unintentionally cute.
What wasn't there to love about Roxas?
"I don't eat breakfast, but thanks anyway Axel." He left the kitchen to look around the apartment. "Oh a couple things about us dating..." he called back over his shoulder.
"We're, like, exclusive as a couple, right? I won't kiss Demyx anymore and you don't... have any other boyfriends right...?" He asked part of him not wanting to hear the answer to his question; what if Axel did have a bunch of other boyfriends or girlfriends..?
Surely he would choose to be with all of them over one blonde who wouldn't even fuck him.
"That's right." Axel brought out a slice of bread and took a bite of it, "I haven't really dated in a while..." he laughed a bit, "Actually, a lot of people get scared of Albel and they think we're together... since he can be... possessive, even if we aren't together..."
"Are you and Albel like the way me and Demyx are?" He questioned. "I mean despite how scary he is, there is no denying how attractive he is… if you're into the bad ass rebel's I guess." he paused and shrugged. "Not that I'm into that type myself." He had to wonder: would Axel be jealous that Roxas thought Albel was hot..? Probably not.
Axel moved into the living room and sat on the couch; he tried not to think about Roxas' apparent attraction to Albel... it was just physical, after all, "Well, we did have a little bit of a thing for a while, but that was when we first met a few years ago." Axel snickered as he remembered the awkward relationship, "Albel was too controlling for me."
Roxas laughed and sat beside him. "Really now? How so..?" he asked leaning into his side, "With me and Demyx it was kind of the opposite. I may not act like it, but I actually have quite a thing for being dominated... I never act it though, even if I am begging for it in my head." he laughed again. "Demyx never could top me and leave me satisfied after we had done it."
Axel grinned and tried not to think about how hot it would be once they finally did it; it didn't work, of course, "Albel likes to control everything..." Axel shook his head at the memory, "He wouldn't even let me cum until he said I could... and then he'd punish me if I did when I wasn't supposed to."
Roxas laughed as he thought about what Axel would have been like… helpless like that, "Actually sounds pretty hot to me." He smirked, "What exactly were the punishments..?" he asked while looking over at him with a lust filled gaze he knew would probably drive Axel wild with lust of his own.
Axel stared right back at Roxas and that heated gaze of his; who knew that blue eyes could hold such a fire to them..?
He was quickly becoming aroused and he shifted to either hide, or ignore it, "Spanking, though usually he'd slap a cock ring on me and tease me until I begged him to let me cum." Something about the thought of Roxas doing those things, though; turned him on more than it should.
Roxas nodded, looking away from him, to be perfectly honest, imagining Axel doing this sort of thing with Abel was beginning to really turn the little blonde on.
"I see… Albel really gets off on those sorts of things?" He asked, still not wanting to look back at Axel; for if he did, the redhead would probably see the intense longing in his lust filled blue eyes, which were normally so innocent.
Axel grinned, "Yeah... and it was really great for a while, but he just didn't know how to be a little romantic too, you know?" the drummer leaned back against the couch and reached out to wrap his arm around Roxas' shoulders, "I'm just the kind of guy that needs a little bit of cuddling and love to go with my sex." Maybe Axel was just seeing things, but was that a bulge in Roxas' pants..?
"I wouldn't know what that's like, to be honest; I'm a bit of a slut..." He trailed off. "At least I was up until a couple months ago when I started rooming with Demyx."
It was all too true:
Before he and Demyx moved in together Roxas would have slept with anyone that asked him; though he did have standards. And though he did it almost every night with a new person, he still wanted just one of them to love him.
How stupid was that to expect someone to love a slut like him..?
Axel blinked slowly, "You serious?" he asked, "I never would have pegged you for the type with the way you've been repelling me..." Axel rubbed his chin; he hadn't shaved yesterday and there was a fine, red fuzz starting to grow on his chin... he'd have to take care of it before the concert, "What changed you, then?"
Roxas nodded slowly "Yeah... but I just was tired of always getting hurt... I used to get attached easily to people..." He sighed softly. "They all just used me and then threw me away like I was nothing more then a piece of trash… then again, I was." Roxas turned to look back at Axel, "That's why I've been so distant from everyone, the only person I've had sex with since then is Demyx.
Axel reached out and brushed his fingers over Roxas' face, "I guess you've had your heart broken far too many times; no one deserves to be used like that, especially not someone as amazing as you." Axel smiled softly; he really hoped he'd be able to make Roxas happy, because Roxas certainly made him happy.
Roxas leaned up to Axel and kissed him, this time slightly more deep than he had kissed his boyfriend in the short time they had been together. "Axel, you mean alot to me... I haven't known you for that long... but you really make me feel safe around you… happy... and I just know I can trust whatever you say... I really like you Axel."
Axel wrapped his arms tightly around Roxas and pulled him closer and almost into his lap, "I'm glad, Roxas; because you make me feel the same."
Axel tilted Roxas' face up and into another heated kiss, one that aroused Axel more and more every second.
Roxas moved his arms slowly around Axel's neck and kissed across his jaw to his ear. "Axel..." He began in that same overly seductive tone he had used a few times before with Axel. "I want you..." Roxas whispered, nibbling on Axel's ear slowly, pressing himself hard against the older man.
Roxas wasn't entirely sure if having sex with Axel so soon was a good thing, but he couldn't deny his body's want for Axel any longer then he already had; and he was sure Axel felt the same way.
Axel groaned when he felt Roxas' breath brush past his ear and he hardened even more when he heard the words whispered into it, "Y-You mean it..?" he wasn't sure if he could believe it; was Roxas just teasing him again..? He flinched a little when he recalled the last two times; would he be slapped or even... handled roughly (which was the best way he could put it) again?
Though he desperately wanted to push Roxas down and have his way with him; his body was begging and pleading for this to be real... and he didn't know if he could take it if Roxas was just teasing again.
Roxas nodded slowly and kissed down his neck, stopping to nip at the skin every now and then. "I mean it... no teasing this time... I really want you Axel..." He breathed against his neck, moving his ass against the bulge in Axel's pants.
"Please... I want you inside me so bad..." He whispered, moving to place a hungry, lust filled kiss on Axel's trembling lips.
Axel shivered and thrust his hips up against Roxas, "O-Oh god, R-Roxas..!" he moaned loudly; the hot breath and whispered words drove him crazy with desire, "I-I want you too." he admitted after they pulled apart from the kiss, breathless and needy, "B-Bed..?"
Roxas wrapped his arms more tightly around Axel's neck and nodded slowly. "Y-yes, I don't want anything to interrupt our first time..." he whispered lustfully. "Please hurry... I can't take it any longer Axel... I need you inside me..." Roxas purred as his tongue snaked past his lips to taste Axel's; he moved his tongue into Axel's mouth the second he released a soft moan.
Axel moaned and stood quickly with Roxas in his arms; he had thought there was no way that he could be more aroused than he was, but then Roxas had to say those amazing words with such a passion, "R-Roxas." He moaned.
Axel kicked open the door to his room and pushed it closed with the aid of Roxas' back; with Roxas pinned he ravaged the blonde's mouth with another, heated kiss.
