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Chapter 4

Ana POV

Ouch! My head is pounding! What did I do last night? OMG! I remember now. I don't want to open my eyes. I don't what to even see where I am.

Ana forces her eyes to open. She looked around and had no clue where she was. (Which was one of her fears) No one was with her though. She looked on the night stand and saw the water and Advil. Suddenly she felt parched. She grabbed the pills and water and gulped it down. Then the thought crossed her mind. She raised the cover and discovered she was in her panties and a men's button shirt. She knew she didn't have a bra on last night with her dress, so who ever dressed her got a good luck!

Suddenly a door opening caught Ana's attention and pulled her out of her thought.

Whoa. That man is too gorgeous for his own good. What do I say to him? Hey. Well did we have sex? Did you like my boobs? Oh my gosh. Nothing works. I can't turn away, can't close my mouth… Am I drooling? This is so embarrassing. Kill me NOW!

Finally he gets his clothes and goes back to the bathroom. Ana jumps up looking for her clothes. She has to get out of there. She found her dress and shoes. She slips the dress on and her shoes and about the time she was going out of the bedroom door…

"Ana are you going somewhere," Christian asks.

She stops and turns towards him and blushes.

"Yea, I was. I really didn't want to face what might have happened last night…"

"What exactly do you mean Ana?"

"Well," she says quietly, "I woke up and didn't have my dress on… I sort of assumed that something might have happened."

"Ana, sit. You passed out before we ever left the club. I decided since we were already here at the St Regis that I would just get a room so that I could watch after you. I wanted to make sure you were safe while you were in the state you were in. I would never take advantage of someone like that. When I have sex it is most defiantly consensual," Christian said a little hurt by her thinking that about him.

"Oh…," Ana replied

"Well, I ordered room service. I wish you would stay and have something to eat. I also had someone get you a change of clothes. They are in the bag there at the end of the bed; you can wear them if you like. They are a lot less revealing, if you know what I mean," Christian pointed towards the bed, "I will be in the foyer area when you are done."

Double crap! He helped me last night and I am a bitch to him thinking he took advantage of me. I can't believe that he got me clothes. I guess I should stay and eat breakfast with him since he did order it already and I'll insist on paying half for this room. I hate he had to spend all of this money just because I was stupid and wanted to get wasted. Well here goes nothing.

Ana walked to the table where Christian was sitting. They sat quietly for a while. Finally Christian broke the silence. He talked to her about where he lived and his family. He didn't mention his work or how rich he was. Ana told Christian about Ray. She also told him about his accident, but didn't mention her mother or 'three' and surprisingly to her he didn't question about them. After that things got quiet again. As much as Ana didn't want to leave she knew she had to.

"Thank you for everything," she said as she sat down, "I want to pay for half, so what do I owe you?"

"That won't be necessary Ana," Christian protested.

"Yes! I fully intend on paying for half and then after breakfast taking a cab home. I really appreciate that you did this for me, but I must go. I don't know what we are doing here? First you say you can't kiss me, and then you get a room for us?! It's best that we don't go any further anyways. There are things that you don't know about me and Im sure you have things Im not aware of. I have never seen you around here so I am sure you are only here for a short time anyways…" Ana said while looking down at her fingers.

"You are right Ana. Im not from here and I have decided that I am cutting my stay early anyways. I am leaving tomorrow morning. I will not however take any money from you. You have no idea how much you would owe if in fact I did take it. This room alone cost $2000 a night," he said as he continued eating his food, "I insist on taking you home as well. My brother just so happens to be at yours and Kate's place anyways, so I need to pick him up."

$2000 a night? Why did he even book this place? Who is he really? Was he trying to impress me by getting an expensive one? I just don't get it. I wouldn't be able to pay him back for a while. I knew he wasn't from here. Of course he isn't. Then man of my dreams would live somewhere else. This blows. It would have never worked anyways. Im sure his is in his 20's, maybe a little under 25 or so. He would probably flip if he knew I was only 17! Oh I have to go. I need to get away from him before he starts asking questions about me and my age.

Ana scarfs down her breakfast and announces that she is ready to go. She stands up and grabs her things and waits at the door. Christian wants her to stay longer but he knows he can't. It's not what she wants. Like she said they both have past. He remembered the scars on her. He desperately wants to know who hurt her so that he could find them and teach them a lesson. He stands up and follows her towards the door. When he got to Ana he backed her up against the wall and but his hands on both sides of her head.

"I really wish this could work," he whispered as he leaned his head against her forehead, "please don't hesitate to call me if you ever need anything. I may not be in this town, but I can be if I need to be. You have my number. I can already tell you are one special person Anastasia. Don't change!" He kisses her forehead.

Why am I holding back tears? I barely knew this man, but I felt so close to him. I knew it would never work, but why couldn't we try? I want him in my life and he wants me too… but he doesn't know my real age. Obviously he thinks I am at least 21 since I was in the club and drinking. Ana you can't do this. He could get into trouble possibly... but again who would do anything. I don't have parents that will tell… I have to leave and process this, but I won't go without…

Ana's lips crashed against Christian's and his reciprocated. Their tongues searched each other's mouth. They both felt the connection between each other and didn't want to let go. Finally after what seemed like eternity Christian broke free.

"Why do I feel like that was a goodbye kiss," he asked her.

"Because it probably was! I have to go Chris," she said sadly as she walked out of the suite.

As they were in the elevator the connection between them in such a confined place was bursting at the seams. Ana stared straight at the doors. Christian was slightly behind her and couldn't take his eyes off of her. He was stunned. This was all new to him. As the elevator opened they both walked towards the door. Christian grabbed Ana's hand and held it the whole way.

They got in the SUV Taylor had already pulled to the front. Christian never let go of Ana's hand and Ana was perfectly fine with that. She wanted to savor ever moment they had together. As they pulled up to her house her heart started to sink. This was it. This was the last moment with this man. She looked at Christian and smiled.

"Thank you for everything. Thank you for being my white knight! I will forever be grateful," she says as she steps out of the SUV.

"Ana… I'll talk to you soon?" he wasn't sure if that was a statement or a question. He just left it at that.

Ana just smiled at him then walked to the door.

Don't turn around Ana! Don't turn around!

She couldn't help it she turned and they locked eyes. She threw her hand up and waved goodbye before walking in her house. Kate and Elliot were saying their goodbyes and Ana didn't want to interrupt them. She walked past the living room straight up to her room. She shut her door, leaned up against, and broke down. Why did the guy have such an effect on her? She just wants to grab her phone and call him now. She knew she didn't need to do that though. She knew what she had to do.

She grabbed her phone and found his number. This was one of the hardest things she has done. She hit the delete button. She knew if she keep his number she would eventually break and call or text him. He was leaving anyways, so there was no need in her having it anyways. She crawled in her bed and cried herself to sleep.

Christian POV

"Taylor, I don't want to leave," Christian confessed as they pulled up to his house.

Taylor didn't say anything he just got out and opened Christian's door.

"Boss, may I be honest with you," he finally said as they were reaching the door.

"Of course Taylor, I always want you to be honest with me."

"This Ms. Steele is no sub. I can already tell. Welch found out that her father was an ex-marine. I looked into it because the name sounded familiar to me. I knew him. He was an amazing man. I can assure you any daughter of his would not be a sub. She would be the opposite. Probably opinionated, smart mouthed, smart, and could probably stand her own ground if an altercation came her way and she wasn't intoxicated of course," Taylor told Christian.

"I know! I never intended her ever being one either. I knew this girl was different from the first moment I laid eyes on her. She is something special," he said as he walked in the house.

Should I stay or go? If I decided to stay… I would still have to leave eventually. I can't stay here and run my company from Aspen. I know Ros would be able to handle things for a while but I would have to be back and forth a lot. Christian what is with you? You are considering to stay in Aspen for a girl, or at least until she got comfortable with you so that you could ask her to come to Seattle with you. What if she said no? I have to figure out a way for her to stay in my life. My life has had no purpose until I met her. She has made me want to change. The idea was already in place for me to get out of that lifestyle but since I met her I never want to go back for sure! This has never happened to me. I don't know how to process this… I need to talk to Flynn NOW!

After Christian skypes with Dr. Flynn for an hour discussing Ana and what could happen between them Christian is more confused. Flynn gave him a lot to think on. He walks in the kitchen where Mrs. Johnson is preparing lunch. Christian sent Taylor and Gail off to have a day for just them. He sits down at the breakfast bar and talks with Mrs. Johnson for a while.

"I am thinking of extending my stay for a while…" he confesses, "I know this is going to sound crazy coming from me, but I am going to need something to do, some kind of work. Ros isn't sending me much to do because she is handling everything on her on basically! She needs a raise. I just can't sit here all day. I will confess, I met someone and that's why I intend on staying longer. She does have 2 jobs though, so I have to fill my time up while she is working of course. Do you know anything around here I could possibly do? It obviously doesn't have to make a ton of money, it's just I know if I sit at home all day… I will start drifting back into the place I fully intend on leaving in the past."

Mrs. Johnson thought about it for a while before she finally spoke, "Well there is one thing I know of for sure, but I don't think it will be anything that interest you at all. It sounds so crazy in my head, that I know when I tell you it will be even worse. Ha."

"Well, spit it out Mrs. Johnson, I am desperate here," Christian pleaded.

"Ok, well I know somewhere that needs help right now, but it's nothing permanent…."

Ana POV

Ana has had a rough couple of days. Chris has called and text her non-stop. She didn't answer his calls or text. He said he really needed to talk to her… But what could he possibly say? He was gone to where ever he lived. This would not work. Ana knew it was best if she just didn't answer and constantly deleted his texts and calls. He couldn't keep this up forever right?

It was Ana's first day back at school after Christmas break. She was excited that her studies along with work should definatly keep her mind off of Chris. She wouldn't have time to think about him. She walked into her homeroom class and saw one of her softball teammates and went and sat by her.

"Hey Gabs," Ana says as she sits by Gabbi, "how was your break? Where is Mrs. Hamilton? Did she have her baby?"

"Mine was great Ana! Yes. I heard she had her on New Year's Eve! The assistant principal came in a few minutes ago and said our sub would be here in a few minutes."

The girl sat and talked for about 5 minutes when the room went quiet. The door opened and in walked their substitute teacher.

Ana's mouth dropped open as she ducked down as low as she could in her seat.

"Ok everyone I will be your substitute teacher until your teacher comes back, I am new at this sort of thing, so bare with me. I was told to call roll to make sure everyone was here, so please just say here when I call your name please," the substitute said.

"Hannah Anderson"

"here"

"Jacob Ashburn"

"here"

….. and so on…..

"Mark Rogers"

"here"

"Megan Scales"

"Here"

"Ana…Umm… Anastasia Steele"

"Here," Ana said sitting up in her seat a little just as their eyes met. She didn't know what to do or what to say. How could this possibly happen? This had to be either a dream or she was seeing things. She blinked quickly and looked back at the substitute…

Nope I am definatly not dreaming or seeing things. That was defiantly Chris sitting behind that desk with anger in his eyes. I am officially DEAD!

Ok guys! Since you are through reading this please let me know what you think! Will this be the end of Christian and Ana, will this bring them together or tear what little they had apart. How will they deal with what just happened. WHAT WILL CHRISTIAN DO?