A/N: A lot has been happing in my life right now and there's such little time to write. I've got so much stress, but I have to continue this to make my reviewers happy, right? This is all for you.
Winds of Change : Chapter 4 : Tears of Pain
I reached the top of the stairs and stopped to catch my breath. Un-noticed tears were streaming down my face and cold shivers ran down my spine over and over. I hugged my elbows close to my body and leaned against the wall to stop the shaking. My knees grew weak and I slowly lowered myself to the ground. I sat there crying in my knees when I heard someone approaching me. I looked up sharply to see Neville's face. I swallowed my pain and I told him to go away.
"I knew he would hurt you Ginny," Neville said in a soft voice. "Come with me Ginny. I can show you real love Ginny because I love you. Malfoy was going to use you and throw you away anyways. Trust me, he's just using you Ginny!"
His voice grew in volume after every word he spoke. My flow of tears poured over my cheeks, which were stinging from all the tears. All I could hear was Neville's yelling. I screamed, "NO! YOUR WRONG!"
Neville picked me up off the floor and began to shake me. I started to scream. "STOP NEVILLE YOU'RE HURTING ME! GET AWAY!!" I felt his strong force slam me against the wall and I trembled in fear. His eyes were burning with fire and he looked dangerous. He whispered into my ear, "If you don't stop screaming, this will get you in trouble."
His words broke my heart and it reminded me of Draco. I began to sob as Neville took his finger and brushed the hair out of my eyes. I stared at the floor, but when I looked up he was kissing me. I screamed into his mouth and swung my elbows to try to hit him. Finally I was able to free a hand and I slapped him. He took my wrist in his hand and he pushed me to the floor. His eyes widened with surprise at what he had done. I sobbed, wiping my tears off with my wrist. He began to apologize when I said, "I hate you Neville, NEVER EVER come near me again, or i'll have my brothers come after you!"
I dragged myself up from the floor and ran off down the staircase. I tripped over when I forgot to skip the missing step and fell, right into someone's arms. I wondered why I was always caught when I was falling. I took the sleeve of my robe and wiped my eyes before I looked up. There I saw his angelic face. His blonde hair, his gray-blue eyes, his boyish face, his twinkle in his eye, and the best of all, his silly little smirk.
I saw his face and I began to cry, remembering that he doesn't remember the love we had shared. I cried right into his arms. I grabbed his robes and hugged him closer to me. He shifted his shoulders uncomfortably, but didn't say anything. I looked up at him with tears brimming in my eyes. I sniffed and smiled at him. He looked at me and his evil sneer came over his face and said, "What are you drunk Weasley?"
Those words flew at me like jagged daggers and I stumbled away from him. He stared at me coldly and I burst into tears all over again. I turned toward him and instead of saying that I hated him I threw my arms up hysterically into the air and screamed, "I LOVE YOU!"
I ran down the stairway, past the statue of the witch with a crooked smile, down past the library, and I found myself in the cold stairway of the dungeons. I hid myself in the shadows sniffling here and there, trying to re-collect myself. I knew it was silly to cry over a silly boy who always hated me in the first place, but there was a feeling inside me that would never be able to drift away from his memory. I dried my eyes and crawled out of the small darkened corner. I saw Draco coming down the stairs, but there was no where to hide. I ran around helplessly until he saw me and said, "Hey."
Hey? Was that all he was going to say after I had confessed my love to him for the second time. Hey. That was it. That was all I got for an answer. I pushed him against the wall and began to punch him vigorously until I was too tired I began to sob. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed right into his black brand new silk robe. It was still tainted with the tears I had shed before. I felt his arms wrap around me and hug me to him I looked up with tired eyes and I sighed. This was the way I wanted to stay forever. My memories of him took me back a long way. Ever since my first time I met him, he was so cold towards me, but this year was different. He treated me and he cared about me, and for the first time I had seen the soft gentle part of Draco.
" I think you should go now, Ginny." he whispered. I didn't want to leave, but I guess it was a confusing moment for him. I sighed and I touched his face gently with my hand. He covered my hand with his and he sighed. "I know this will sound weird, but this kind of feels familiar." he said softly.
I smiled at him and said, "You only experience these wonderful things in a dream."
I walked away from him and he stared after me with a little grin on his face.
A/N: Hey, ok. This is going to still go on. I was looking at a bunch of my old unfinished works and I'm thinking about finishing those too. Don't worry, my full attention is on this one though. I'm sorry there were so many spelling errors, I just couldn't spell anything right today, so just bear with it. *sighh* Okay, on with the show. Thanks for reviewing. .:*Angel Starr*:.
Winds of Change : Chapter 4 : Tears of Pain
I reached the top of the stairs and stopped to catch my breath. Un-noticed tears were streaming down my face and cold shivers ran down my spine over and over. I hugged my elbows close to my body and leaned against the wall to stop the shaking. My knees grew weak and I slowly lowered myself to the ground. I sat there crying in my knees when I heard someone approaching me. I looked up sharply to see Neville's face. I swallowed my pain and I told him to go away.
"I knew he would hurt you Ginny," Neville said in a soft voice. "Come with me Ginny. I can show you real love Ginny because I love you. Malfoy was going to use you and throw you away anyways. Trust me, he's just using you Ginny!"
His voice grew in volume after every word he spoke. My flow of tears poured over my cheeks, which were stinging from all the tears. All I could hear was Neville's yelling. I screamed, "NO! YOUR WRONG!"
Neville picked me up off the floor and began to shake me. I started to scream. "STOP NEVILLE YOU'RE HURTING ME! GET AWAY!!" I felt his strong force slam me against the wall and I trembled in fear. His eyes were burning with fire and he looked dangerous. He whispered into my ear, "If you don't stop screaming, this will get you in trouble."
His words broke my heart and it reminded me of Draco. I began to sob as Neville took his finger and brushed the hair out of my eyes. I stared at the floor, but when I looked up he was kissing me. I screamed into his mouth and swung my elbows to try to hit him. Finally I was able to free a hand and I slapped him. He took my wrist in his hand and he pushed me to the floor. His eyes widened with surprise at what he had done. I sobbed, wiping my tears off with my wrist. He began to apologize when I said, "I hate you Neville, NEVER EVER come near me again, or i'll have my brothers come after you!"
I dragged myself up from the floor and ran off down the staircase. I tripped over when I forgot to skip the missing step and fell, right into someone's arms. I wondered why I was always caught when I was falling. I took the sleeve of my robe and wiped my eyes before I looked up. There I saw his angelic face. His blonde hair, his gray-blue eyes, his boyish face, his twinkle in his eye, and the best of all, his silly little smirk.
I saw his face and I began to cry, remembering that he doesn't remember the love we had shared. I cried right into his arms. I grabbed his robes and hugged him closer to me. He shifted his shoulders uncomfortably, but didn't say anything. I looked up at him with tears brimming in my eyes. I sniffed and smiled at him. He looked at me and his evil sneer came over his face and said, "What are you drunk Weasley?"
Those words flew at me like jagged daggers and I stumbled away from him. He stared at me coldly and I burst into tears all over again. I turned toward him and instead of saying that I hated him I threw my arms up hysterically into the air and screamed, "I LOVE YOU!"
I ran down the stairway, past the statue of the witch with a crooked smile, down past the library, and I found myself in the cold stairway of the dungeons. I hid myself in the shadows sniffling here and there, trying to re-collect myself. I knew it was silly to cry over a silly boy who always hated me in the first place, but there was a feeling inside me that would never be able to drift away from his memory. I dried my eyes and crawled out of the small darkened corner. I saw Draco coming down the stairs, but there was no where to hide. I ran around helplessly until he saw me and said, "Hey."
Hey? Was that all he was going to say after I had confessed my love to him for the second time. Hey. That was it. That was all I got for an answer. I pushed him against the wall and began to punch him vigorously until I was too tired I began to sob. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed right into his black brand new silk robe. It was still tainted with the tears I had shed before. I felt his arms wrap around me and hug me to him I looked up with tired eyes and I sighed. This was the way I wanted to stay forever. My memories of him took me back a long way. Ever since my first time I met him, he was so cold towards me, but this year was different. He treated me and he cared about me, and for the first time I had seen the soft gentle part of Draco.
" I think you should go now, Ginny." he whispered. I didn't want to leave, but I guess it was a confusing moment for him. I sighed and I touched his face gently with my hand. He covered my hand with his and he sighed. "I know this will sound weird, but this kind of feels familiar." he said softly.
I smiled at him and said, "You only experience these wonderful things in a dream."
I walked away from him and he stared after me with a little grin on his face.
A/N: Hey, ok. This is going to still go on. I was looking at a bunch of my old unfinished works and I'm thinking about finishing those too. Don't worry, my full attention is on this one though. I'm sorry there were so many spelling errors, I just couldn't spell anything right today, so just bear with it. *sighh* Okay, on with the show. Thanks for reviewing. .:*Angel Starr*:.