A/N: These are Brian and Justin's thoughts during the "scene" in the 3rd chapter.
Cruel Reality
First Meeting-part 2
Justin's Thoughts
When I first saw the doctor, I thought he was SO good looking. Okay, that's an understatement. He looked like a god. Brown hair, hazel eyes, looked muscled, but not too muscled. But, when he extended his hand to me, I just couldn't shake his hand. I just couldn't. I didn't want to touch him. But, he's still looks like a god. I think I'm falling for him. I can't help it. When he had to do an exam, I didn't want to be touched, but I knew he had to. I wanted him touching me, but I also didn't. It's so confusing and frustrating!
When I woke up from the nightmare, I was so relieved that it was just a nightmare. I was so relieved to see my dads there.
Brian's Thoughts
He looked so adorable sleeping. All though he was pale, bruised, and cut all over, he looked gorgeous. When he opened his eyes, he looked more gorgeous. When I saw him, I felt...different. A feeling like...I was...falling...for...him. How could I? I'm his doctor! It's so confusing and frustrating! It was awkward when I had to exam him because I had to touch him. Plus, we were alone...in the room. I decided to try to get to know him once he was released from the hospital. He wouldn't be my patient anymore.
A/N: I know it sucks. Cut me some slack. This week I have finals, so I have more writers block, but I thought I would upload some chapters.