*Sarah*

'YOU DID WHAT', Sarah couldn't believe her ears and was furious at her parents.

'Sarah, honey, you have to understand us. You almost failed chemistry last year, we only want what's best for you.' Her dad tried to soothe her…Without too much success. Sarah scoffed,

'Yeah sure dad and that's probably exactly why you're screwing that whore from next door!', Sarah yelled whilst running upstairs, leaving her dad with his mouth wide open at the bottom of the staircase.

A while ago, Sarah had caught the two secret lovers in her parent's bedroom and almost barfed right on the spot. She had kept quiet and had never brought it up until now. Honestly, she couldn't care less but she knew her little sister, Rachel, did. The whole thing was fucked up and the only thing that kept Sarah from breaking down was the thought of leaving when she graduated at the end of the year…. And now also Miss Rabe. Sarah was pissed at her parents for asking the blonde to come tutor her behind her back. 'How the heck would Miss Rabe ever take me serious again?', Sarah thought, 'She probably thinks I'm the biggest loser that asks her parents for help when life gets hard.' But through all the anger, she couldn't deny the obviously painful butterflies spooking through her tummy when she thought about her teacher coming over. Her parents and Miss Rabe had agreed yesterday that the blonde would come over to the Paulson residency on Tuesday. Aka today. Sarah had only been informed by her dad ten minutes ago and was currently freaking the fuck out with only half an hour on the clock. She had to get her shit together if she wanted to keep her cool and proceed her little act of teasing the older woman.

*Lily*

Lily rang the doorbell at 4 pm sharp. She hadn't seen Sarah since yesterday. Excitement and regret were the main emotions Lily was experiencing right now, mixed with some confusing ones. Why did Sarah need tutoring? The brunette had been the only one that had asked questions in class the day before. Lily really thought that Sarah had gotten what she was getting at, but the blonde was determined to have the younger girl pass her subject this year. But damn was she nervous. Would they really be alone again with each other? Would it be in an office or in Sarah's room? Excitement rushed through Lily's veins. 'Am I really in front of a student's house right now, gibbering like a little girl?'. Her thoughts were interrupted by her own shivers when she heard someone walk up to the other side of the front door. The door swung open and she was greeted by the younger woman. Lily gasped, as quietly as she could, at the sight of the brunette. She was absolutely stunning and Lily felt like she would never get used to it. Sarah was wearing black leggings and a Fleetwood mac t-shirt, covered by a black leather jacket. Her hair was loose and wildly hugging her cheeks. Lily moved her eyes to Sarah's and noticed that she wasn't the only one checking the other out.

'Hi', Sarah whispered.

'OH MY GOD YOU LIKE FLEETWOOD MAC?', I shouted at her before realizing that Sarah had greeted her at the same time, which made them both laugh like little children.

'Yeah, I do as a matter of a fact. They're amazing.'

'I KNOW RIGHT? Stevie is just everything to me…Haha, can you tell I'm passionate about them? My fiancé doesn't want to hear about it though.'

Lily was still laughing but hadn't failed to notice Sarah's face had dropped when she mentioned her fiancé. Lily felt guilty, even though she shouldn't, she did.

'Well come on in please…' Sarah leaded her to the kitchen. 'Do you want to drink something?' , She offered.

'No thank you! I actually wanted to ask you something… Why did you need my help? I mean, I'm sure you understood everything yesterday in class…'

'I don't need your help, that's the thing', Sarah scoffed, 'See, every year I study just enough to pass chemistry, that's it. I don't care for it. My parents think I'm struggling and asked you for help. But I'm not struggling. I'm probably the only one in that class with actual brain cells'.

Lily chuckled, 'So you're saying I should actually leave right now…?'

'NO', Sarah shouted and immediately turned bright red. Lily's heart melted and felt her ego being boosted. She was teasing the younger girl but couldn't help herself.

'Don't worry, I'll stay the hour I'm supposed to be "tutoring" you', The blonde wiggled her eyebrows at Sarah when she said tutoring. Poor girl, Lily thought. But Lily herself had had her fair share amount of teasing from the girl in front of her and was certain that Sarah could take it the other way round.

Sarah smiled and gave the blonde a tour around the house. They stopped at her room and both entered. It was exactly how Lily imagined it to be. Cream colored walls which contrasted with her black furniture and bright colored paintings and pictures against the walls. It was cozy yet modern and totally Sarah. Lily shrieked when she was a Stevie portrait and ran up to it whilst whispering her idol's name. The brunette smiled at her little act of being mesmerized by Stevie.

'It's pretty here', Lily commented.

'Thanks', Sarah murmured. 'So Miss Rabe, what shall we do now?'

Lily could definitely think of things she wanted to do with Sarah in her room but immediately banned those thoughts from her mind for life.

'Oh please, call me Lily out of school,' She heard Sarah swallow loudly at the thought of being together out of school boundaries, 'I'm miss Rabe in class, Lily when we're doing this tutor thing.'

'Okay… Lily', Sarah whispered making the blonde chuckle.

They spent the next half an hour talking about school and other little things, not being able to get their eyes off each other. The teasing at this point was coming from both women. Lily generally was interested in Sarah's life. She barely even knew the girl but god was she pulled in already. At a certain moment, Lily joined Sarah on her bed and one could basically feel the sexual tension in the room. Lily tried her utter best to act cool but couldn't exactly hide her emotions. She kept laughing a little too hard at Sarah's jokes and kept staring a little longer at her lips than necessary. The conversation came to a point where they discussed the first time they had met.

'Shut up! I WAS NOT AN ASSHOLE THAT DAY', Sarah shouted playfully.

'Seriously? YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS EYE-FUCKING YOU WHILST IT WAS CLEARLY THE OTHER WAY ROUND! Complete asshole move… You asshole.', Lily laughed.

That was the straw for Sarah and she got up from her place on the bed and shoved Lily to the floor. Lily got shivers all over her body from the Sarah's touch but ignored them and kept laughing.

'WELL WHAT DID YOU EXPECT FROM ME? YOU WERE WEARING THE SHORTEST SKIRT… And let's agree that it came from both sides. SO YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE YOURSELF, LILY.'

Lily was at a point of tears welling up in her eye corners from laughter.

'If you say so, lovepants.' Lily jumped back on the bed besides Sarah where she saw the brunette blush at her given nickname.

'Lovepants?', Sarah whispered. Lily smiled and let her eyes wander off to Sarah's lips once again.

'Yes, my dear dear lovepants.' They both now laughed. Lily had no idea what was happening. All of this with Sarah was so natural. She figured she could spend days with Sarah and never get bored. After some more small talk, Lily remembered she had to get home to Ben.

'Hey, I think our hour is up… I've got to get home to correct some tests and Ben is probably curious as to where I am…'

Lily saw Sarah's smile drop for the second time that day and it killed her even more this time around.

'Maybe I am struggling with chemistry, Lily', Sarah whispered with a played innocent smile on her beautiful lips. Lily laughed and invited Sarah to come over to her place on Friday for some more "tutoring". Sarah had nodded firmly. They walked to the front door and then it became awkward.

'Well, bye Sarah…'

'Bye Miss Rabe…See you in class.'

Lily smiled, took the brunette's hands in hers and squeezed gently. She noticed Sarah staring at her with lust and knew she had to let go of her hands before her own need for the girl persuaded her to stay.

She winked and took off towards her car. The blonde looked over her shoulder once more and saw Sarah waving one last time. It had taken everything in Lily's power not to turn around.

Once arrived at her house, she was talking to Ben in the kitchen, them making dinner for each other.

'So was that little bitch you went to today really that dumb?', Ben asked laughingly.

Lily felt her blood levels rise with anger towards her lover and yelled before thinking,

'Excuse me? You have to be kidding me? How do you even have the nerve to talk about a student like that?', She was furious and sure of the fact that her face had turned bright red.

'Lily, you're the one who told me she was bothering you…'

'I never called her names, Ben! Oh whatever, forget about it! Enjoy your meal, I needed some alone time anyway.' She shouted whilst throwing the fork she was holding into the sink and stormed off like a freaking 7-year old.

Lily was confused and had no idea of what was happening to her. Well she did know but couldn't nor dared to admit it to herself. 'What even is a sexuality?', she asked herself. Lily always loved the thought of people being able to love others, no matter their sex. But never considered herself being one of them… Until a certain Sarah Paulson came into her life. Lily put a stop to her thoughts, she just had to. She couldn't afford thinking like that. 'I'm engaged for Christ's sake!', she yelled internally. As if these confused feelings about her sexuality weren't enough, the fact that Sarah was her student added even more stress. Lily took a deep breath and decided not to jump to conclusions. She would just see how things would proceed and then she would worry about her sexuality and feelings. But God, deep down, she knew she was screwed.

*Sarah*

Sarah found herself in the same situation as the other woman. Except the sexuality thing, no Sarah was gay as fuck and proud of it. The brunette had never been in a relationship and had only crushed on people before. But boy did this feel as way more than just crushing. Her conclusion was the same as Lily's, she was just going to take it day by day. Lily still was her goddamn teacher. Sarah sighed, thinking about her teacher, letting her hands wander off down below.

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